Story Someone special ?

[Hadès]

My school organised a bal for the night of the 21th of April which I participated, I invited a girl I knew since like 3 months probably, everyone was really well dressed, their was loud music ,stuff to eat and drink it was really cool.

I'm 18yo (6"06~) and she have 16yo (5"4~)
But both of us were not really attracted by this so we just talked and laughed at a bit everything for 6 hours straight even if she is really shy, we talked about our problems, what plans we had for the futur etc etc it was really great, one moment she was really tired so we sat on chairs outside and I proposed my jacket because it was cold and I proposed her to sleep on my shoulder and she did... She even tell me that she slept I was a bit surprised honestly.

During the event I also learned that her sister was someone I had some issues with for dumb reasons and that I really didn't like...(video games stuff) but I ended up excusing myself to her and now it's fine I hope... Thanks to her I guess because unlike others she tried to know why and tried to help.

And come the moment to say goodbye (2am), me, her sister, her and a friend of her walk slowly to the parking lot singing a music while I take a video for the guy she is friend with , I say bye text me when you're home and hug(an imaginary hug) with a smile disappointed to leave her so quickly, and she looked to me in a way that I knew she really wanted a hug , so without a word we did , she squeezed me a lot for someone 20-30cm (0"98) shorter than me ( i am 1m85 high or 6"06) but I liked this feeling, I felt safe... For once... , We stopped and I headed to my dad's car on the way I look back... She is looking at me with a little smile also disappointed to leave so early , her head a bit on the side , little eyes... A face I could not erase from my memory for a long time...

My heart didn't felt any emotions since so much time it was like a was suffocating from inside or I had a heart attack, I smiled for a last time waved goodbye with my hand and go.

It was amazing, but I'm now afraid to lose someone that I feel safe around and that she know she can count on me in any situation.

The only way to know I guess is to let the futur tell me...

Sorry for the mistakes I'm French I did my best for everything, thanks for reading...
Again for obvious reasons I don't tell all the details but it's the best I can say for the shortest thread

I know that for some people 2 years of age gap is a lot but please be respectful, and I don't have that much feelings for her, I mean... For now...

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I say why not pursue it and see where things go. A person only gets so many chances in life, and if you don't those chances when they come around, all that happens is you end up wondering later "what if", which further turns into regrets for those chances not taken. Life's too short not to take chances. Believe me, I'm the ultimate example of someone who took very few chances and regret every single one of them that I didn't take.

 

[MidnightDream]

It sounds like you guys shared a really wonderful moment with eachother, I'm happy for you. I agree, you should go for it if you want to!

 

[Zegers]

Liking makes you feel good, i have experienced it a few times because life has not granted me that card but the few times have been really nice, people who like since they are in school are lucky.

 

[depressedlover]

I wonder why i'm happy for you,yet we are mere strangers but maybe it's because of your last thread that you shared with us.Give it a try,and see where it leads to,don't have too much expectations just incase it doesn't work out.
I believe it's around these ages that there's still that genuine,incorruptible love.Maybe it's another chance for you to find the happiness and belonging that you seek.I wish you all the best,you're still so young,i just hope life will be gentle with you.
i will always be here to listen or rather read from far,until my last days.
You have one cheerleader in me,ok…

 

[AkaRed]

I'm so happy that you found someone you feel safe and comforted around- even more so that it's reciprocated. At this stage, I think it is worth fighting for. So don't lose hope, okay? This person sounds special. And don't stress yourself too much when it comes to age gaps, because in your scenario it's not morally incorrect thus far.
My own significant other is 7 years older than me, but we met while I was an adult.
You got this.
<3

 

[Hadès]

I say why not pursue it and see where things go. A person only gets so many chances in life, and if you don't those chances when they come around, all that happens is you end up wondering later "what if", which further turns into regrets for those chances not taken. Life's too short not to take chances. Believe me, I'm the ultimate example of someone who took very few chances and regret every single one of them that I didn't take.

I have approximately the same philosophy, mine is more like : don't do anything you can regret.

but I will for sur take this one wherever it lead me and hope everything will be ok for the futur.
thank you for the advice :)

It sounds like you guys shared a really wonderful moment with eachother, I'm happy for you. I agree, you should go for it if you want to!

Yes it was very great, I will for sure never forget this, happy that it brighten your day :)

Have a nice day/night !

Liking makes you feel good, i have experienced it a few times because life has not granted me that card but the few times have been really nice, people who like since they are in school are lucky.

I agree with you, love since school and love after school feel really different, I hope i will have this luck.

You also meet more people at school than anywhere else, so you have more chance to have someone corresponding you.

I wish you with all my luck that you will find the person you need to :)

I wonder why i'm happy for you,yet we are mere strangers but maybe it's because of your last thread that you shared with us.Give it a try,and see where it leads to,don't have too much expectations just incase it doesn't work out.
I believe it's around these ages that there's still that genuine,incorruptible love.Maybe it's another chance for you to find the happiness and belonging that you seek.I wish you all the best,you're still so young,i just hope life will be gentle with you.
i will always be here to listen or rather read from far,until my last days.
You have one cheerleader in me,ok…

Thanks for reading all the thread and what you said, this place finally look like a true home for me , I had a lot of hesitation to do an account and start posting but now I don't regret anything.

I didn't though I would have a "fan" on this type of website but that's nice I guess

I wish you the best to :)

I'm so happy that you found someone you feel safe and comforted around- even more so that it's reciprocated. At this stage, I think it is worth fighting for. So don't lose hope, okay? This person sounds special. And don't stress yourself too much when it comes to age gaps, because in your scenario it's not morally incorrect thus far.
My own significant other is 7 years older than me, but we met while I was an adult.
You got this.
<3

Thanks a lot, I had this little fear since now people find everything strange very quickly but I often think about my parents or even my sister with her husband 11years older , but yeah it's not morally incorrect since we know each other since 3 months, I'm happy either to have found someone I feel safe around.

I will not miss my chance with her

Have a nice journey with your compagnon :)
Thanks everyone for all the support and advice, see you in an other thread and I wish you all to find what you came here for. Bye ! :)