Help Taking SN in 12 hours. Should I proceed?

[MOROK]

Hi! JLP here. Checking out my plan before I try anything.

So to be brief, I have everything ready: SN and risperidone, other prescribed pills that doctor gave me. My strategy is:

1. Start at 19:00. Fast for 8 hours before taking the SN drink.
2. Drink 2g of risperidone at 21:00 before the SN drink.
3. At 03:00 drink the first cup through the straw. If throw up, I have the second cup ready. I will be sitting in the bathroom so my mother won't suspect anything if I make gurgling noises or gasp for air.
4! Wait for death as I listen to my CTB playlist in my headphones.

One question though - how many table spoons or tea spoons is 25 g of SN? And how many table spoons is 50 ml of water?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

bump. it's always recommended to use a scale but someone might be able to tell you re sn measuring.

 

[yellowsouled]

Hi! JLP here. Checking out my plan before I try anything.

So to be brief, I have everything ready: SN and risperidone, other prescribed pills that doctor gave me. My strategy is:

1. Start at 19:00. Fast for 8 hours before taking the SN drink.
2. Drink 2g of risperidone at 21:00 before the SN drink.
3. At 03:00 drink the first cup through the straw. If throw up, I have the second cup ready. I will be sitting in the bathroom so my mother won't suspect anything if I make gurgling noises or gasp for air.
4! Wait for death as I listen to my CTB playlist in my headphones.

One question though - how many table spoons or tea spoons is 25 g of SN? And how many table spoons is 50 ml of water?

First, for the water mL measurement, look for medicine measuring cups if you're willing to check stores. 99.9% of them are measured in mL due to typical doses.

As for the SN, this table may be of some use?

Converting Grams to Teaspoons

It can be confusing to convert grams to teaspoons because they measure two different things and are units in two different systems of measurement.

livelytable.com

 

[_Gollum_]

I'd highly recommend using a scale to weigh your SN, volumetric measurements are notoriously dicey.

I'm not sure the bathroom is the best place to do this. If it's shared, there's a good chance someone will find you too early and you'll be saved (this is by far the most common cause of failure). There's a delay between falling unconscious and dying.

 

[over2025]

Could you go for a walk instead and find an extremely secluded area to do this? Still not 100% chance of being left alone, but much better than the bathroom in your parent's house

 

[MOROK]

I'm alive! I puked it out and couldn't stomach the second glass, so I will be trying today but NOT eating anything before the ingestion, this was my bad. I had dinner so it was probably because why I didn't succeed. Fasting is important!

 

[FadingSnowFake]

How are you feeling now? Physically and mentally?

 

[opheliaoveragain]

I'm alive! I puked it out and couldn't stomach the second glass, so I will be trying today but NOT eating anything before the ingestion, this was my bad. I had dinner so it was probably because why I didn't succeed. Fasting is important!

i'm so sorry that happened. fasting truly is a big part of the protocol for a purpose! we're here with and for you

 

[MOROK]

i'm so sorry that happened. fasting truly is a big part of the protocol for a purpose! we're here with and for you

Thank you! I will try again tonight, hopefully the air seal on my SN package didn't break and I will proceed and document my passing (praying that it works!)

How are you feeling now? Physically and mentally?

I appreciate the worry! Mentally I'm a little upset, because I was ready to go, and then it didn't work - which was honestly my mistake. Physically I was breathing really hard, my heart was drumming in my ears and I slept for 13 hours... But overall it didn't bring much discomfort.