Story The deciding factor

[Innereye]

Just about to visit my GP for the last time. If he cant help me it's over. Every day is such intense physical suffering. I haven't slept or eaten in 40 hours (not by choice) im completely brain dead right now so its a longshot but if he can help.

 

[_Minsk]

i can relate clownCringe, most of us want to live but our body and health wont let us, this is not fair at all..

 

[MachinaArcana]

I could cry when I read your post. Earlier this week I went without any food for close to 72 hours, not by choice, I simply cannot eat. The same goes for sleeping, I wake up intermittently and have a total of maybe 2 to 2 1/2 hours of sleep max on a daily basis. It's exhausting. Periods like this have been coming and going for months now... and they are getting worse. I'm numb, and it's next to impossible for me to "function" anymore - not that I think I ever "functioned" properly as a human being, anyway but you get the idea....

It's tough. I feel your pain, and I hope you find relief and/or help of some sort. Wish you the best.