BlueButterfly111
Autistic and Heartbroken
- Dec 26, 2024
- 241
Sometimes when I'm sleeping and dreaming I feel like I got sent to heaven and had to come back to this Earth. I don't know how to explain how euphoric sleep feels for me, my dead boyfriend visits me a lot in dreams. I am also a lucid dreamer so I can be aware that I'm having a dream while I'm sleeping.
Feels like my soul got sent to heaven and back, and my boyfriend takes me up there with him so that I can feel the same paradise that he is in. I can't wait until the day that I can actually be reunited with him again and be at peace and be happy. I actually don't know if it's heaven, because I am not religious but spiritual, I think it's somewhere in the spiritual realm, probably beyond the sky, but I'm just saying heaven as a way to describe how it feels.
I'd rather be where he is, I'm tired of being on this Earth. Even though I'm only 22 my soul feels old and tired and weary. I long to go back home, hopefully soon!
Feels like my soul got sent to heaven and back, and my boyfriend takes me up there with him so that I can feel the same paradise that he is in. I can't wait until the day that I can actually be reunited with him again and be at peace and be happy. I actually don't know if it's heaven, because I am not religious but spiritual, I think it's somewhere in the spiritual realm, probably beyond the sky, but I'm just saying heaven as a way to describe how it feels.
I'd rather be where he is, I'm tired of being on this Earth. Even though I'm only 22 my soul feels old and tired and weary. I long to go back home, hopefully soon!
