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[one4all]

On a different note I had over £1200 raised in funds for me to gain therapy when I was on a bridge one night for over 8 hours back on Oct 14th, I have just asked if those funds can be put to the local NHS services, as they are in more need then myself in this current time.
Fuck am I being stupid, brave or what?!

Or generous

 

[Deleted member 1465]

On a different note I had over £1200 raised in funds for me to gain therapy when I was on a bridge one night for over 8 hours back on Oct 14th, I have just asked if those funds can be put to the local NHS services, as they are in more need then myself in this current time.
Fuck am I being stupid, brave or what?!

All of those things, and kind too.

 

[faust]

@one4all R-Studio is a monster. Recuva, Phonelab and Starus did not show so many results altogether on 1.36 TB of space as R-Studio on 46 GB

 

[one4all]

@faust I never played with R-Studio before. Is that a recovery tool? Looks more like a disk management tool.

 

[faust]

@one4all Yes, it is a recovery tool and I could never think it may work this way.

 

[one4all]

@faust When i tried googling it i didn't see to much about using it for recovery. That's why i asked. And the picture you had made me thing a defrag or partitioning software. Are you using a free version or paid?

EDIT: I did notice what up had underlined in the picture also. But i didn't see anything about what files it found.

 

[faust]

@one4all I am using a paid version because free version has incredible limits. This program successfully recovers partitions with all existing paths. Will see how it works for me, sad there is no preview (or maybe I haven't found yet).

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Of all the things for people to be panic buying. Peaches. In cans. Canned peaches. Meh.

They're a good source of Vitamin C. People finally caught on to buying more then just TP.

 

[one4all]

@faust Was the drive formatted/wiped before running it?

 

[faust]

@one4all it was formatted and an image of Tails was created, no wiping, but fast scan never works.

 

[Soulless_Angel]

All of those things, and kind too.

I feel like I have been yelled at today for this decision I have made :( Thought it was my life, Oh well just another confirmation it's not!

 

[one4all]

@faust I wonder what it might show if you NUKED the drive and then scanned it. What kind of drive are you using.. SSD, Hard or USB?

 

[Epsilon0]

Good evening, everybody!

 

[one4all]

@Epsilon0 Good evening. How are you today?

 

[Epsilon0]

Well enough, looking forward to the week end, listening to 80's music.
You?

 

[one4all]

Well enough, looking forward to the week end, listening to 80's music.
You?

Ohhh throwing myself a little going away party LOL
Do you have anything special going on this week end? Wow i can't even remember the 80's What are you listening to?

 

[Epsilon0]

This song right now.

(@Underscore favourite band )

 

[RM5998]

@Epsilon0 Good evening. How are you today?

Not so good here... Spent most of the day spacing out through lectures and YouTube videos.

 

[one4all]

@RM5998 I hope it made the day go by faster. How are you holding up without your meds?

This song right now.

(@Underscore favourite band )

Seems a little uplifting Can't say i've ever heard of them before though. But like i said.. i can't remember the 80's

 

[Deleted member 1465]

This song right now.

(@Underscore favourite band )

I remember the ohaohaohaohaoha bit. That's about it though.

Anyway, air guitar ninja!

 

[Epsilon0]

I remember the ohaohaohaohaoha bit. That's about it though.

Come now, don't be shy. I know you sing and do the dance in the kitchen every morning.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Come now, don't be shy. I know you sing and do the dance in the kitchen every morning.

This is me going into town on a Saturday...

They put me in a special hospital!

Also, this song contains within it the finest lyric ever crafted in a song of any decade, let alone the eighties. Can you spot it?

 

[Epsilon0]

This is me going into town on a Saturday...

They put me in a special hospital!

Also, this song contains within it the finest lyric ever crafted in a song of any decade, let alone the eighties. Can you spot it?

No, I tried, but I can't. I don't think it's there.

 

[RM5998]

@@RM5998 I hope it made the day go by faster. How are you holding up without your meds?

Not very well. But I don't know if it's because of the lack of meds. I have to stay at home till near the end of June, which is, at this rate, going to be hell.
The need to cut keeps getting worse. Unfortunately, the largest knife we have is not very useful for that. I just tried to cut myself again, it just hurts so much right now. Worst part is, I won't remember any of this soon.

 

[Epsilon0]

Not very well. But I don't know if it's because of the lack of meds. I have to stay at home till near the end of June, which is, at this rate, going to be hell.
The need to cut keeps getting worse. Unfortunately, the largest knife we have is not very useful for that. I just tried to cut myself again, it just hurts so much right now. Worst part is, I won't remember any of this soon.

This is just awful!

 

[one4all]

Not very well. But I don't know if it's because of the lack of meds. I have to stay at home till near the end of June, which is, at this rate, going to be hell.
The need to cut keeps getting worse. Unfortunately, the largest knife we have is not very useful for that. I just tried to cut myself again, it just hurts so much right now. Worst part is, I won't remember any of this soon.

I'm stuck for another 30 days of lock down also. I'm losing it slowly myself. I'm sorry you are going thru your own hell. Can't you try something else besides cutting? I don't cut but i've used pins to prick myself.. i doubt it's the same though. I think i've also seen stuff about using rubber bands to snap at your skin. What about your game and or studies, can you focus on them at all to get your mind off things?
What do you mean you won't remember any of this soon?

 

[one4all]

Well shits quiet here.. lets do some jazz

*staggers over to the juke box and kicks it*

 

[RM5998]

I'm stuck for another 30 days of lock down also. I'm losing it slowly myself. I'm sorry you are going thru your own hell. Can't you try something else besides cutting? I don't cut but i've used pins to prick myself.. i doubt it's the same though. I think i've also seen stuff about using rubber bands to snap at your skin. What about your game and or studies, can you focus on them at all to get your mind off things?
What do you mean you won't remember any of this soon?

I need to do something permanent, to remember that it happened. That it was real and important enough. I never remember any of these episodes, and even when I read what I posted, I can't remember what was going through my head at that time. Just a vague hint that I was feeling bad. Is it even real if I can't remember that it happened?
I can't do anything during those episodes. I can barely control my muscles. And they come pretty much without warning, so there's no way to prepare.

 

[one4all]

I need to do something permanent, to remember that it happened. That it was real and important enough. I never remember any of these episodes, and even when I read what I posted, I can't remember what was going through my head at that time. Just a vague hint that I was feeling bad. Is it even real if I can't remember that it happened?
I can't do anything during those episodes. I can barely control my muscles. And they come pretty much without warning, so there's no way to prepare.

I can't even begin to imagine what that would be like for me.

 

[faust]

@one4all
This is how pain looks like
P.S. Using External Hard Drive