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Deleted member 65593

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Jun 1, 2023
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Hello everyone,

this is my first post (first thread) and might be last.

I have decided that in about 18 hours from now I will do it.

I didn't write anything here but I did read a lot of stories, ways to go.

Sadly I can't afford any of medication right now but I will do it by jumping from a bridge into a river.

I never knew how to swim so it will be 100% successful and it will be done in dark.

Wrote all goodbye letters couple of minutes ago. Been thinking about this for a long time and I decided tonight is the night.

I dont know what to say I feel empty.
 
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Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
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Hello everyone,

this is my first post (first thread) and might be last.

I have decided that in about 18 hours from now I will do it.

I didn't write anything here but I did read a lot of stories, ways to go.

Sadly I can't afford any of medication right now but I will do it by jumping from a bridge into a river.

I never knew how to swim so it will be 100% successful and it will be done in dark.

Wrote all goodbye letters couple of minutes ago. Been thinking about this for a long time and I decided tonight is the night.

I dont know what to say I feel empty.
Sorry hope you find peace!
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,371
I wish you strength and a peaceful journey! May you find peace & freedom on the other side!
 
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whitherrvbound

whitherrvbound

Travelling between poles
Apr 18, 2023
35
Safe travels
 
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helplessufferer

Member
Apr 24, 2023
49
whatever you end up doing, i hope you find peace
 
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love_peep

love_peep

Specialist
May 26, 2023
313
i wish you good luck and i hope that you find the better world that it on the other side
 
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canaryblue

canaryblue

Member
Jun 3, 2023
31
Your post made me tear up a little.
I hope you find peace and solace in the fact that someone out there (me) feels your pain with you.
Wishing you safe travels!
 
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starlightsun

starlightsun

Member
May 26, 2023
49
I'm sorry. I hope you find peace as well in your decision. There is lots of support here if you come back.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I am sorry it has all come down to this. Wish you peace and rest whatever you decide.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
May you find peace on the other side and may you complete your ctb successfully.
 
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CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

Member
Apr 2, 2019
70
I hope you you CTB peacefully and painlessly. I'll be joining you soon ❤️
 
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numbnesshuman

numbnesshuman

People who get lost
May 13, 2023
63
I hope you find peace and have a smooth journey :heart:
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,014
I admire those with the courage for this method, to me jumping sounds like such a terrifying way to leave. I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Dude

Rotten
Jun 1, 2023
10
I hope you find peace.
 
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hopeless87

Member
Mar 17, 2023
13
Seems like a tough way to go, but I hope peace finds you.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, i hope you escape peacefully.
 
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peaceindeath

I want peace
May 5, 2023
81
May you find peace. I must say it's really brave to jump. Put some stones in your pockets.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
11,277
I'm so sorry your life has brought you to this point. I hope you are able to find peace.
 
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5meo

5meo

Member
May 4, 2023
5
Someone I know survived a jump from a bridge into the river. He was rescued and put into asylum. Maybe consider other methods, but in any case I hope you find peace.
 
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flesh object

flesh object

Bread
Feb 15, 2023
42
I wish you peace.
 
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sensation86

Member
Apr 13, 2023
49
I hope you find peace and I am deeply sorry that this cruel and heartless world has brought you to this point.
 
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Deleted member 65593

New Member
Jun 1, 2023
2
Gonna listen to this few more times until I am gone.
Will have talk over the phone with family one more time before im gone but I can't tell them that this is the last time they will hear from me. :(
Take care everyone! :heart::hug:
Linkin park playlist
 
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Valky

Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
1,328
I am incredibly sorry that this world could not keep you safe. I am saddened to see you go but I wish you all the best, whatever you decide to do.

Safe travels <3
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏💛
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
Blessings weary traveler. Wishing you the best.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Wizard
May 27, 2023
661
May you be at eternal peace, I will be following you soon
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
Sorry that life has made you choose this path ):

I hope itll be quick, theres a chance you could survive the initial impact, and drowning is a horrible way to go
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
Hello everyone,

this is my first post (first thread) and might be last.

I have decided that in about 18 hours from now I will do it.

I didn't write anything here but I did read a lot of stories, ways to go.

Sadly I can't afford any of medication right now but I will do it by jumping from a bridge into a river.

I never knew how to swim so it will be 100% successful and it will be done in dark.

Wrote all goodbye letters couple of minutes ago. Been thinking about this for a long time and I decided tonight is the night.

I dont know what to say I feel empty.
If you're serious, then I wish you peace and beauty in your transition.
 

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