Story took 1/3 tablespoon of SN

[user48]

it was around 4am, hadnt eaten in more than 8h, but did consistently drink water. After i drank it i wanted to throw up from the taste, i then fell asleep, woke up around 7 am to go to work, after couple minutes of walking around i passed out and fell on the ground, then woke up and walked myself to bed. my nails were blue, my lips were blue, and my skin tone was yellowish, by the end of the day everything went back to normal.

i would recommend anyone using sn to stay awake maybe 1 or 2 days, then drink it and fall asleep as soon as possible, after a woke up i barely felt like throwing up which was a surprise because a while ago i took less than 1g and felt like throwing up after some time. The taste is terrible and i recommend you drink water after you take the sn, if some sn is left in your mouth it might push you to throw up. The taste was terrible but goes away pretty quickly with some water. To help with si, i recommend taking a bit of sn. maybe with your fingers at first, then slowly increasing dosage .

 

[Al_stargate]

It must have been scary seeing yourself like that. Not knowing if you gonna die. SN scares me personally but I understand it is mostly painless.

 

[Shu]

For those who are trying to successfully pass I would NOT recommend drinking any water after.

 

[Dot]

Pls no1 test th/ s.n unlss u accpt tht u r rdy 2 c.t.b - othr membrs hve pssd awy frm tstng smll amnts b4 thy wre rdy - ths = v dngrous advce

Rgrdng th/ othr advce in ths thrd - wld rcmmnd readng p.p.e.h & Stans Gude fr cmprhnsve protcls whch hve hstry of 'sccess'

 

[Dot]

s i t h to tp fl wrds?

 

[goldenvirginia]

Dot explains why she types this way in her profile.

 

[MG_39]

s i t h to tp fl wrds?

How about you do a small "investigation" into WHY @Dot type that way? BEFORE being rude?

Hint: Look at the profile, if you still have trouble to solve this, send me a dm and I can help you.

Have a nice day.

 

[goldenvirginia]

Is there any particular reason for you being a dick ? Or is this an everyday thing for you?

 

[Pain In The Ass]

My apologies, I should've investigated first - I wasn't attacking, I just thought it would be funny to ask in the same shorthand manner!

Is there any particular reason for you being a dick ? Or is this an everyday thing for you?

I'm probably a dick at least once a day

 

[Dot]

My apologies, I should've investigated first - I wasn't attacking, I just thought it would be funny to ask in the same shorthand manner!

I'm probably a dick at least once a day

Apprci8 - = nt cmpltly volntry unfrtn8ly

 

[Pain In The Ass]

Did they really do that? Really?

I interpreted that as 'lame joke' - the OP didn't seem insulted or hurt - I just thought it was amusing to ask about it, using it!

 

[Dot]

I interpreted that as 'lame joke' - the OP didn't seem insulted or hurt - I just thought it was amusing to ask about it, using it!

= ok - msundrstndng clrd up nw

 

[user48]

For those who are trying to successfully pass I would NOT recommend drinking any water after.

for me the taste was the only thing that made my want to throw up, drinking tiny amount just to flush the sn out doesnt seem that bad, or you could spit the water out.

Pls no1 test th/ s.n unlss u accpt tht u r rdy 2 c.t.b - othr membrs hve pssd awy frm tstng smll amnts b4 thy wre rdy - ths = v dngrous advce

Rgrdng th/ othr advce in ths thrd - wld rcmmnd readng p.p.e.h & Stans Gude fr cmprhnsve protcls whch hve hstry of 'sccess'

i dont care when i die, asap would be nice, but im waiting for a convenient time.

 

[Pain In The Ass]

for me the taste was the only thing that made my want to throw up, drinking tiny amount just to flush the sn out doesnt seem that bad, or you could spit the water out.

i dont care when i die, asap would be nice, but im waiting for a convenient time.

holding your nose really helps shut off taste buds, and a clingy alcohol like baileys really gets rid of any nasty taste very quickly, i imagine a quick hard swill of mouth wash would be useful too

 

[user48]

It must have been scary seeing yourself like that. Not knowing if you gonna die. SN scares me personally but I understand it is mostly painless.

it was aight. im curious on what scares you most about it? for me it looks and tastes mostly like salt so it just feels like drinking salty water. thanks for the kind comment

holding your nose really helps shut off taste buds, and a clingy alcohol like baileys really gets rid of any nasty taste very quickly, i imagine a quick hard swill of mouth wash would be useful too

telling yourself "do it pussy" helps too sometimes.

 

[Al_stargate]

it was aight. im curious on what scares you most about it? for me it looks and tastes mostly like salt so it just feels like drinking salty water. thanks for the kind comment

telling yourself "do it pussy" helps too sometimes.

I saw some photos of bodies after SN and it looked scary but I guess any dead body looks scary. Also racing hearth and waiting for half an hour to start.

 

[FuneralCry]

Thank you for sharing your experience. SN does sound like a unpleasant way to die, but to me it sounds preferable to many other methods. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Eris666]

I saw some photos of bodies after SN and it looked scary but I guess any dead body looks scary. Also racing hearth and waiting for half an hour to start.

im tempted to look at these pictures
but i know if i see them i will never go through with SN..

 

[Al_stargate]

im tempted to look at these pictures
but i know if i see them i will never go through with SN..

I think there is a thread, umm something like - what SN does to the body, I saw photos in that thread I believe. Basically good part of the body looks like giant bruise

 

[Dot]

I think there is a thread, umm something like - what SN does to the body, I saw photos in that thread I believe. Basically good part of the body looks like giant bruise

Apprntly thse pctres r bcse bdy = cple dys old & tht happns 2 all bdies frm poolng of bld if nt fnd - s.n causs blu/drnkss of lips & extremtis

 

[Eris666]

I think there is a thread, umm something like - what SN does to the body, I saw photos in that thread I believe. Basically good part of the body looks like giant bruise

im scared to look at it - SN is my only option
its not about me but i know i will traumatize my family if they find me like this
wish i knew about SN when i still had my apartment and lived alone..
i cant do it at a hotel because my agoraphobia is so bad i cant go outside alone
wish there was someone selling N in Europe
like how is there no dude from the Netherlands selling this stuff???

 

[Shu]

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im scared to look at it - SN is my only option
its not about me but i know i will traumatize my family if they find me like this
wish i knew about SN when i still had my apartment and lived alone..
i cant do it at a hotel because my agoraphobia is so bad i cant go outside alone
wish there was someone selling N in Europe
like how is there no dude from the Netherlands selling this stuff???

And go outside alone anymore either :/ feel your struggle:(

 

[Lost Magic]

sorry to hear you experiences with SN. May I recommend extra strength orajel rubbed on your tongue and gums before you consume anything that is really hard to drink. It will at least numb your palette somewhat. SN is now my backup method.

 

[Eris666]

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And go outside alone anymore either :/ feel your struggle:(

im so sorry that you are going through the same :(
feeling like a prisoner and at the same time being the prison guard really destroys you!
do you have someone that supports you
like going out with you if you have an important appointment?
i've lost my disability money because i couldn't go to the appointments..
now im also in financial problems and i cant ask my mom for money because she lost her job because of Covid
i really really want to go

 

[T90-Alpha]

im sorry, this might not be the right thread to ask, but did you injest SN with just a spoon, or did you mix it with water?
which one would be the better option?

 

[Banshee]

How about you do a small "investigation" into WHY @Dot type that way? BEFORE being rude?

Hint: Look at the profile, if you still have trouble to solve this, send me a dm and I can help you.

Have a nice day.

I'm also confused. I checked her profile yet haven't found an explanation.

 

[user48]

im sorry, this might not be the right thread to ask, but did you injest SN with just a spoon, or did you mix it with water?
which one would be the better option?

I mixed it with water, gets the taste out quicker

sorry to hear you experiences with SN. May I recommend extra strength orajel rubbed on your tongue and gums before you consume anything that is really hard to drink. It will at least numb your palette somewhat. SN is now my backup method.

Thank you for the recommendation, what's your current main method?

 

[September5th]

What exactly did you do wrong? Now i'm curious. I thought SN should take you down in an hour or so...
In any case, I'm sorry for you. Stay well, please :)

 

[Lost Magic]

I mixed it with water, gets the taste out quicker

Thank you for the recommendation, what's your current main method?

I am going to be taking N, but I will still be using orajel extra strength to numb the taste of that too.

 

[Imissyoumydarling]

Apprntly thse pctres r bcse bdy = cple dys old & tht happns 2 all bdies frm poolng of bld if nt fnd - s.n causs blu/drnkss of lips & extremtis

That's a relief, thank you.

I deliberately haven't looked up photos because this will be my method soon.

I felt frozen reading that it looks like a giant bruise because I have a history of abuse and I don't want any part of my death to be like those days...

But thanks to your comment, I'm going to tell myself they were older. I've made sure I'll be discovered in ten hours after drinking.

Obvs I won't be able to control what happens when I'm two days old... but I'm hoping I'll be identified prior to then.

Thanks, Dot. You might not realise it when you typed it but you just helped me feel so so relieved.