
sadghost
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- May 17, 2020
- 232
I play COD almost literally all day because it is the only thing that can really remotely distract me from life. I picked it up a couple months ago and it was so fun to play as a newbie! It was so exciting and everything was so new to me. Watching my skills improve over time was a nice experience, and for once in a long time I felt kind of okay. Over time I've witnessed more and more toxic behaviour in gaming, and I've been ridiculed despite trying my best. There's so much bullying, racism, and sexism in the chat, it's absolutely disgusting. I just got called an "eHoe" by someone on the other team... I didn't even say/do anything.
Things like this just make gaming not fun and not safe, I can't even imagine how someone could say some of the things these players say, it makes me sick. I hate how every time I think life might be getting a little better, it just comes back and bites me in the ass.
Things like this just make gaming not fun and not safe, I can't even imagine how someone could say some of the things these players say, it makes me sick. I hate how every time I think life might be getting a little better, it just comes back and bites me in the ass.