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JustAboutDone

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JustAboutDone

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Thanks @wiroho RIP @Paulsmith
Possibly - or another elderly gentleman :-(
 
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15dec

ember in the dark
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JustAboutDone

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Jan 1, 2019
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Turns out that wasn't him, I forgot to update on that. From what Paul said in our PMs, he was from a different location and didn't drive to beachy head either

do we know if he passed
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
has anyone heard from @Trashcan?
 
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DepressionsAHo

DepressionsAHo

Heaven gained a new ho
Feb 15, 2019
831
has anyone heard from @Trashcan?
She's been banned for creating an alt
A very long time ago unless you're asking if she's still alive in which case don't know
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I will ban myself for the second and last time. My time on SS is coming to an end.

Goodbyes are awful and I am bad at them.
Therefore, please accept my apology for leaving abruptly without starting a goodbye thread =P

Love and Peace,

Sinbad
 
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Jupiter

Jupiter

Specialist
Nov 23, 2018
384
I will ban myself for the second and last time. My time on SS is coming to an end.

Goodbyes are awful and I am bad at them.
Therefore, please accept my apology for leaving abruptly without starting a goodbye thread =P

Love and Peace,

Sinbad
I'm very sorry to hear that. But I can understand.

Love and peace to you as well.
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
2,297
I will ban myself for the second and last time. My time on SS is coming to an end.

Goodbyes are awful and I am bad at them.
Therefore, please accept my apology for leaving abruptly without starting a goodbye thread =P

Love and Peace,

Sinbad
Peace be upon you friend.
 
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Jenna

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Nov 21, 2018
234
Has anyone seen @Nerdyartist85 ?
 
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15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I will ban myself for the second and last time. My time on SS is coming to an end.

Goodbyes are awful and I am bad at them.
Therefore, please accept my apology for leaving abruptly without starting a goodbye thread =P

Love and Peace,

Sinbad
♡♡
 
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brighter

brighter

Warlock
Jan 22, 2019
718
Sinbad,
I feel really horrible for not getting to you before you got banned, and I really hope you browse SS and can see this. I tried to PM you but it was too late, I scrabbled to post on your profile before you were gone, but I was too late. I'm guessing non-members can't see profiles, so I'll post what I wanted to here:

I didn't know you that well, but I can't let you leave without a goodbye. I hope you stop hurting and you find peace.
Hey, maybe we'll see each other in heaven if there is one.
Forget emoji hearts, I'm sending you my real one. Imagine my love coming through the screen. I hope it gets to you before you go.

Goodbye, my dear x
 
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throwaway_2620

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Nov 1, 2018
370
I will ban myself for the second and last time. My time on SS is coming to an end.
Goodbyes are awful and I am bad at them.
Therefore, please accept my apology for leaving abruptly without starting a goodbye thread =P
Love and Peace,
Sinbad
I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace. Goodbye Sinbad, I'll miss you.
 
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throwaway123

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Aug 5, 2018
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I don't know how everyone here can delve into this. I can't process it. Just the thought of all these people ending their lives, people I've known. People who suffered like I am now.
I can't cope with that. I just avoid it. Maybe that's not ok but I can't look at this anymore. It's destroying me.
 
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color_me_gone

Sun is rising
Dec 27, 2018
970
Maybe that's not ok
It is ok!
Just because we are depressed and suicidal, does not mean we cannot suffer grief.
We already have a lot of our own grief. This just add to that.
I have found it especially hard to have conversations with people, and two days later they are gone.
So I don't think anyone will judge you if you avoid this. I know I will not judge you.
 
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Circles

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Sep 3, 2018
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I don't know how everyone here can delve into this. I can't process it. Just the thought of all these people ending their lives, people I've known. People who suffered like I am now.
I can't cope with that. I just avoid it. Maybe that's not ok but I can't look at this anymore. It's destroying me.
I agree I know it's fucking sad but it's just that I feel they should be acknowledged when they probably can't anywhere else. Their entire existence and all their suffering boiled down to a few sentences isn't enough to show how far gone they are, it's unbelievably disheartening. These were real people with real fucked up problems, beings who felt the same way as us hurting and trapped in a corner. Their lives should be noticed for all the shit they went through and atleast have someone be there for them when they have no one else. Their lives meant something. Damn emotions man.
 
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15dec

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Dec 7, 2018
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Is there any news on @Xerxes?
 
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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
@JustAboutDone
@Swisher is around, but still recovering from her eye surgery.
I think it is difficult for her to see, so limits time on SS.
@Dead Meat is mia since 2/21, no good-byes that I know of.
@EvilAngelGoddess = ????? Her profile is now private.
@Deafsn0w sneaks on when she can, poor dear.
We need to keep letting her know we love her.
what is this?
I have absolutely no idea or why it's there???? Our where I got it from
Didn't see it ( glaucoma)I'll try to erase it.
 
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Swisher

Swisher

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Sep 9, 2018
388
I can't erase or report it. It looks like I did, but I was interrupted and left it. I hadn't typed anything yet. I don't know where it comes from?
 
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Swisher

Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
@JustAboutDone
@Swisher is around, but still recovering from her eye surgery.
I think it is difficult for her to see, so limits time on SS.
@Dead Meat is mia since 2/21, no good-byes that I know of.
@EvilAngelGoddess = ????? Her profile is now private.
@Deafsn0w sneaks on when she can, poor dear.
We need to keep letting her know we love her.
And LOVE you guys for not forgetting me!! I just happened to see this because I wondered about deafsn0w.
Really Really Love it!
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
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Is there any news on @Xerxes?
Did he actually give his info to anyone to find his obituary? I only saw him say his name was Lee
 
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Nanami

Global Mod
Nov 20, 2018
110
I deleted the two posts because I don't think it's very good to post a (your?) phone number publicly, that's why they don't show up anymore.
 
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Swisher

Black as coal
Sep 9, 2018
388
No worries, thanks for clarifying.
Thanks so much.
I'm a freak of nature and I can do the impossible just so it helps no one.
Don't get behind me at a checkout in the grocery store you will be there for 7 hours while they fix the machine? Thanks again.
 
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Swisher

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Sep 9, 2018
388
I deleted the two posts because I don't think it's very good to post a (your?) phone number publicly, that's why they don't show up anymore.
Ty
 
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lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
@JustAboutDone
@Swisher is around, but still recovering from her eye surgery.
I think it is difficult for her to see, so limits time on SS.
@Dead Meat is mia since 2/21, no good-byes that I know of.
@EvilAngelGoddess = ????? Her profile is now private.
@Deafsn0w sneaks on when she can, poor dear.
We need to keep letting her know we love her.
All these people disappearing makes me so sad. Such sweet people. Did they get better? Did they CTB? It's hard not knowing.

I also just thought about @Mistress Death today. She must have been successful in her CTB. RIP.
 
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Chinaski

Chinaski

Arthur Scargill appreciator
Sep 1, 2018
3,361
I also just thought about @Mistress Death today. She must have been successful in her CTB. RIP.

Mistress Death was male, as he revealed in his most recent post

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/something-strange-un-believable-goodbye.12300/
 
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lululoo

lululoo

Mage
Dec 15, 2018
558
Mistress Death was male, as he revealed in his most recent post

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/something-strange-un-believable-goodbye.12300/
Oh right. I actually had seen that but totally forgot about it. I guess when you build an image of someone in your head it's hard to erase it. (plus my brain is on its last legs). That was a strange last post but I can't bash him for it. Seems like he found a way to be at peace at the end. I'm not sure I for one will ever reach that state before I go.
 
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