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Where did you sleep last night (aka in the pines) nirvana unplugged.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Gavin Rosedale-Love Remains The Same :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me want to run 'til I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz sounds just like a 'fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had any more to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same
 
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Sep 9, 2022
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Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
403
I just listen to meditation sound tracks lately.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Suicide Silence-Love Me To Death :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










All these years of torment
You were supposed to guide me
You were supposed to guard me
Instead you make me sick

Venom fed like medicine
Raping my innocence
I am not broken
I don't know just what to do
What's wrong with me is wrong with you

Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death

All these years of torment

Knight came to save me
Revealing the deceit
We see no escape
I don't know just what to do
You're killing me, now we kill you

Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death
Love me to death

Let's turn this room into a motherfucking crime scene
Motherfucker
You're killing me, now we kill you

Love me to death
Love me to
Love me to
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to
Motherfucker

Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)

Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
Love me to death
Love me to death (to death, to death)
 
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May 6, 2022
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This song is the opposite of the last one above. There was no intention (it's fate, what will we do!).
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Aquesta cançó és oposada a la darrera de més amunt. No hi ha hagut pas cap intenció (és la fat, que hi farem!).

Three Days Grace - Time of Dying
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Whitney Houston-I Will Always Love You 💔

This song is 30 years old !!!! :ohhhh:









If I, should stay
I would only, be in, your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you, every step of, the way

And I, will always, love you
I will always, love you
You, my darling you

Bitter sweet, memories
That is all, I'm taking, with me
So goodbye, please, don't cry
We both know, I'm not what you, you need

And I, will always, love you
I, will always love you, you

I hope, life, treats you kind
And I hope, you have all you've, dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

And I, will always, love you
I will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I will always, love you
I, I will always love you, you

Darling, I love you
Ooh, I'll always
I'll always, love you...
 
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Whitney Houston-I Will Always Love You 💔

This song is 30 years old !!!! :ohhhh:









If I, should stay
I would only, be in, your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you, every step of, the way

And I, will always, love you
I will always, love you
You, my darling you

Bitter sweet, memories
That is all, I'm taking, with me
So goodbye, please, don't cry
We both know, I'm not what you, you need

And I, will always, love you
I, will always love you, you

I hope, life, treats you kind
And I hope, you have all you've, dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love

And I, will always, love you
I will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I, will, always, love you
I will always, love you
I, I will always love you, you

Darling, I love you
Ooh, I'll always
I'll always, love you...

Jeez that makes me feel a little old, i was 18 and remember that. I used to like it, but it got overplayed.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Def leppard-Personal Jesus :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer

Take second best
Put me to the test
Things on your chest
You need to confess
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith
Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who cares
Your own personal Jesus
Someone to hear your prayers
Someone who's there

Feeling unknown
And you're all alone
Flesh and bone
By the telephone
Lift up the receiver
I'll make you a believer
I will deliver
You know I'm a forgiver

Reach out and touch faith

Your own personal Jesus

Reach out and touch faith
 
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Ultracheese

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Dec 1, 2022
490
A favorite song of someone dear to me



"But haven't you heard? I am a flightless bird
I am a liar, feeding facts to a false fire"
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Metallica-Lux Aeterna :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Anticipation
In domination
A sea of hearts beat as one, unified
Magnification
All generations
Approaching thunder, awaiting the light

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Exhilaration
Frenzied sensation
Kindred alliance connected inside
Commiseration
Sonic salvation
Cast out the demons that strangle your life

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Lux Æterna!

Emancipation
Kill isolation
Never alone for the feelings alike
Amplification
Lightning the nation
Never alive more than right here tonight

Full speed or nothin'
Full speed or nothin'

Lux Æterna!
Lux Æterna!
Yeah!

Light it!
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
And again this year....

Mariah Carey-Miss You Most At Christmas Time 💔











Ooh

The fire is burning
The room's all aglow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance
The carolers sing in the snow
Everybody's laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight because

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time
Ooh, yeah, mmm

I gaze out the window
This cold winter's night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine, yeah
Everybody's smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone's embracing
Except for you and I, baby

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you, no, no, no, no
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you, oh
Most at Christmas time, oh

In the springtime
Those memories start to fade
With the April rain
Through the summer days
'Til Autumn's leaves are gone
I get by without you
'Til the snow begins to fall and then

I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you, no, no, no, no
Get you off my mind
Every other season
Comes along and I'm alright
But then I miss you
Most at Christmas time
Ooh​
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
Dolly Parton-Hard Candy Christmas 💔










Hey, maybe I'll dye my hair
Maybe I'll move somewhere
Maybe I'll get a car
Maybe I'll drive so far they'll all lose track
Me, I'll bounce right back

Maybe I'll sleep real late
Maybe I'll lose some weight
Maybe I'll clear my junk
Maybe I'll just get drunk on apple wine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

Hey, maybe I'll learn to sew
Maybe I'll just lie low
Maybe I'll hit the bars
Maybe I'll count the stars until dawn
Me, I will go on

Maybe I'll settle down
Maybe I'll just leave town
Maybe I'll have some fun
Maybe I'll meet someone and make him mine
Me, I'll be just

Fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

I'll be fine and dandy
Lord, it's like a hard candy Christmas
I'm barely getting through tomorrow
But still, I won't let sorrow bring me way down

'Cause I'll be fine
I'll be fine
Oh, I'll be fine
 
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Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
211
Fader- The Temper Trap 🥰
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,563
R.I.P. Maxi Jazz 💔

Faithless-Insomnia :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Deep in the bosom of the gentle night
Is when I search for the light
Pick up my pen and start to write
I struggle, I fight dark forces in the clear moonlight
Without fear
Insomnia

I can't get no sleep

I used to worry
Thought I was going mad in a hurry
Getting stressed, making excess mess in darkness
No electricity, something's all over me, greasy

Insomnia, please release me
And let me dream of making mad love to my girl on the heath
Tearing off tights with my teeth
But there's no release, no peace
I toss and turn without cease
Like a curse, open my eyes and rise like yeast
At least, a couple of weeks since I last slept, kept taking sleepers
But now I keep myself pepped

Deeper still, that night
I write by candlelight, I find insight
Fundamental movement, huh, so when it's black
This insomnia, take an original tack
Keep the beast in my nature under ceaseless attack

I gets no sleep
I can't get no sleep

I can't get no sleep

I can't get no sleep

I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep

I need to sleep, I can't get no sleep
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Fit For A King-The Hell We Create :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








This is the Hell we create

They go for the throat and take away everything
No mercy for the ones who break their backs
Weak conviction, fragile sovereignty
No hope, bloodshed

Into the fissure, looking for light down a loaded barrel
Our ending hours are knocking down our door

Running straight into the end, eradication
No more reason to pretend that we can save us
We're dying casually, poisoned by apathy
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create

We're throwing fuel onto the fire that's cremating the remains
Of all dreams that gave us meaning, pulled us through another day
Rip the rug out from the people that are hurting just to relish
In the screaming, in the carnage, in their undeserved pain

The age of hope is slipping way, yeah
The roar of silence is deafening

Running straight into the end, eradication
No more reason to pretend that we can save us
We're dying casually, poisoned by apathy
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create

An empty conquest
An empty conquest
An empty conquest
We're burning down at both ends

No one is safe, this is the Hell we create
No one is safe, this is the Hell we create
 
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Little Hurricane - Trouble Ahead
 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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My fan. It helps me sleep
 
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Aug 28, 2022
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the sound of my soiled broken soul flushing down the shitter.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Bruno Mars-When I Was Your Man 💔










Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you
All it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little
When I hear your name

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you
To walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
Bruno Mars-When I Was Your Man 💔





https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vkNEc-eCsHY
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oCmdbwdHaPI


Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you
All it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little
When I hear your name

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you
To walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes

It all just sounds like ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize

That I should've bought you flowers
And held your hand
Should've gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
'Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby's dancing
But she's dancing with another man

Although it hurts
I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
When he has the chance
Take to every party
'Cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man

Do all the things I should have done
When I was your man
 

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