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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Metallica-One :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I know this has been posted before but this is how I feel right now.









I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me

Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, wake me

Now the world is gone, I'm just one
Oh God, help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please, God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
 
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Headspace Dweller

Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Nov 2, 2023
29
I don't have a video on hand since it's on a cassette, but the Beatles' Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band.
20231106 082140 20231106 082158
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,581
Wynonna-No One Else On Earth 💙💔💙💔💙💔💙








I've been a rock and I've got my fences
I never let them down
When it comes to love, I keep my senses
I don't get kicked around
I shivered once you broke into my soul
The damage is done now I'm out of control
How did you get to me?

[Chorus]

No one else on earth could ever hurt me
Break my heart the way you do
No one else on earth was ever worth it
No one can love me like
No one can love me like you

You can make me want you any time you want to
You're burnin' me alive
I can't deny you even when I catch you
Weavin' a weak alibi
'Cause when the night falls you make me forget
Your love is killing me and it ain't over yet
How did you get to me?

[Repeat Chorus]

I shivered once you broke into my soul
The damage is done now I'm out of control
How did you get to me?

[Repeat Chorus Twice]
 
TransilvanianHunger

TransilvanianHunger

Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
363
I don't know why, precisely, but I woke up with this song in my brain a couple days ago. Hadn't listened to the album in years, but it's really good stuff.

 
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LainCry

You're the difference between Hell and home
Nov 6, 2023
8
Kind of having a rough night, so I gotta pull out this one. My last attempt was a little over a year ago, this was one of the songs I listened to while I waited. But I wasn't losing consciousness fast enough. It's kinda tough for me to get through now.



Don't be twistin' your inhibition
Don't go drop kick your intuition
You got a notebook you got a mission
And your voice is getting low

Are you pleasin' or just teasin'
Are you slow walkin' through a season
But the connotations kinda leaving
And nothing's gone to show

If you wanna make 'em happy, you're gonna have to go.
If you wanna make 'em happy, you're gonna have to go.

And how the heart drops like a car
Stops but you left your headlights on
And the blinkers on for maybe ten
Stops as you make your way through town

People are puzzles people are planets
Sometimes you get them sometimes you can't handle it
The back sides of two negative magnets
And maybe to the ground
You know you have to go.

Cause if you wanna make em' happy, you're gonna have to go.
If you wanna make em' happy, you're gonna have to go.

Was it the glory days or just a heat wave
You got a promise land made of quick sand
You got a slow dancin' praying mantis
Stuck inside this jar
Staring at the wall
And you knows he has to go

If you wanna make em' happy, you're gonna have to go.
If you wanna make em' happy, you're gonna have to go.

You're gonna have to go.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Fozzy-Spotlight :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"Spotlight"

(I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Spotlight)

I know you've got a secret
It's buried down below
Deep within the basement
Let it go
Let it go
I know you've got your issues
A homicidal mind
Silence cannot save you
I'm bringing you to light

Every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

Your the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

Slip into the center
Safe in your disguise
From memories dismembered
Away from prying eyes
I'm here with you forever
Like the sweat pooled on your brow
The wound that slowly festers
Eating inside out

Cause every lie you tell I know
Everywhere you go I go
It's written on your face
Every thought you have betrays
You know now now now

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
I know your every move
I got my eye on you

I am the light of the truth
The one who sees right through
I know your every move
I got my eye on you
Go on and bury it down
I'll follow you 'til it's out
I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you

You're the wicked
I'm a sharp knife
Shining on you
Like a spotlight
I'm a witness
On a dark night
You're a sickness
I'm a spotlight

I got my eye on you
I got my eye on you
 
vespera

vespera

capsule kid
Jan 21, 2023
6
been listening to a lot of femtanyl recently, im really glad i was able to get the cd and cassette of chaser :3



heres lovesick cannibal in .wav :3
View attachment Femtanyl - LOVESICK, CANNIBAL! (feat. takihasdied).wav




and heres the full ep in .wav in case anyone wants to listen to it in high quality ^w^
View attachment ACT RIGHT.wav
View attachment P3T.wav
View attachment PUSH UR T3MPR.wav
View attachment KATAMARI.wav
View attachment MURDER EVERY 1 U KNOW! (feat. takihasdied).wav
View attachment GIRL HELL 1999.wav

im gonna upload all of these files as .flac to soulseek in case anyone wants to take a listen to the rest of her discography :P
 

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Mar 23, 2018
9,581
Musique-Keep On Jumpin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Catch the rhythm and the beat, it's moving your body
When you start to feel the heat, you're into the party
Music takes me where I want to be
Sick confession makes me high

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Everybody, do your thing, get into the motion
Get on out there on the floor, raise the commotion (yeah, yeah)
Music takes me where I want to be
Happy music makes me fly

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the morning light

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky
Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til the sun in the sky

Keep on jumpin', let your body fly
Everybody pumpin' 'til you see the sun in the sky

Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'
Jumpin'
Keep on jumpin'

Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'

Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
Keep on, keep on, keep on jumpin'
 
Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
252
Hella depressing Norwegian funeral doom 🍃 Forgot how good this is



Fun fact: 2 of the band members who played on this record have CTB:
- bassist (in 2003)
- guitarist (in 2006)
RIP.
 
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Spike Spiegel

Spike Spiegel

Member
Sep 26, 2022
71


Song from one of my favorite anime
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,581
Diamond Rio-One More Day 💙😢💙😢💙😢💙😢💙










Last night, I had a crazy dream
Wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishin' still for one more day with you

One more day

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone
Keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love yous
That's what I'd do with one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishin' still for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishin' still, one more day
Leave me wishin' still, one more day
Leave me wishin' still, one more day
With you

One more day (One more day)
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,581
While She Sleeps-Self Hell :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Let's praise the love inside of us

Self hell!

Can I be enlightened if my thoughts just don't align?
I have imposter syndrome and I'm sensory deprived
I know I'm kind of addicted, but I'll never play that victim on myself
'Cause we all live in self hell

Everybody's got a wound like this
Everybody's got a complex deeper than it
Everybody's got their problems listed
How'd you think I write this? You won't get it
Everybody's got social sickness
Everybody's got so sadistic
Everybody's got toxic interest
I'm no different

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love
Take it as it comes, there's enough misery for everyone
So sadistic

You don't know my secrets 'cause I'm not a Gemini
I know when it's good it's so good, when it's bad I wanna die
They said, "I'll give you something that will help you bend your mind"
I'm like, "how can I decline?, I ain't no social butterfly"

You're staring at the scapegoat
You're staring at the underdog
You're looking at the change
You're staring at the firing squad
Everybody's got a wound like this
Everybody's got a complex deeper than it
Everybody's got their problems listed
I'm no different

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love
Take it as it comes, there's enough self hell for everyone

Let's praise the love
Now I wish I could say things differently
To set me apart from other lyricists
Here's a shot in the dark, I said from the start
I don't give a motherfuck about what anybody thinks of me

Never been so surrounded but felt so alone
Never been so named, but I'm still unknown
I've been coughing up blood, in case you didn't know
I don't a fuck what you think of me

Self hell

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love, let's praise the love (praise the love inside of us)

Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love inside of us
Let's praise the love 'cause it's all we've got (let's praise the love inside of us)
Take it as it comes, there's enough self hell for everyone (let's praise the love inside of us)

Praise the love
 
Lys_C15H25N3O_d3

Lys_C15H25N3O_d3

Student
Sep 19, 2023
142

see? people CAN party smile and laugh without drugs and alcohol... and they sure seem to be having tons of fun!
Whereas here is the more traditional "enjoying a mildly depressive autumn afternoon"
 
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sillymafia

sillymafia

im not a violent dog, i dont know why i bite
Feb 24, 2023
11
Please, please, please let me get what i want - the smiths, altough i like the deftones cover a bit better
 
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