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Lightning Seeds-Pure :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Night time slows
Raindrops splash rainbows
Perhaps someone you know
Could sparkle and shine

As daydreams slide
The colour from shadow
Picture the moonglow
That dazzles my eyes
And I love you

Just lying smiling in the dark
Shooting stars around your heart
Dreams come bouncing in your head
Pure and simple every time
Now you're crying in your sleep
I wish you'd never learned to weep
Don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
Pure and simple every time

Dream of sights
Of sleigh rides in seasons
Where feelings not reasons
Can make you decide

As leaves pour down
Splash Autumn on gardens
As colder nights harden
Their moonlit delights
And I love you

Just lying smiling in the dark
Shooting stars around your heart
Dreams come bouncing in your head
Pure and simple every time
Now you're crying in your sleep
I wish you'd never learned to weep
Don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
Pure and simple every time

Look at me with starry eyes
Push me up to starry skies
There's stardust in my head
Pure and simple every time
Fresh and deep as oceans new
Shiver at the sight of you
I'll sing a softer tune
Pure and simple over you

If love's the truth then look no lies
And let me swim around your eyes
I've found the place I'll never leave
Shut my mouth and just believe
Love is the truth I realise
Not a stream of pretty lies
To use us up
And waste our time

Lying smiling in the dark
Shooting stars around your heart
Dreams come bouncing in your head
Pure and simple every time
Now you're crying in your sleep
I wish you'd never learned to weep
Don't sell the dreams you should be keeping
Pure and simple every time

Look at me with starry eyes
Push me up to starry skies
There's stardust in my head
Pure and simple every time
Fresh and deep as oceans new
Shiver at the sight of you
I'll sing a softer tune
Pure and simple over you
Pure and simple just for you
 
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Give Me A Sign by Breaking Benjamin

 
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Another One 😉
Stock Aitken Waterman Megamix # Who Knows 😁
 
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Candlebox-Far Behind :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Now maybe, I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway and then maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway and so maybe
Your friends they stand around they watch you crumble
As you falter down to the ground and then someday
Your friends they stand beside as you were flying
Oh, you were flying, oh, so high

But then someday people look at you
For what they call their own, they watch you suffer
Yeah, they hear you calling home
And then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
Yeah, but you left me far behind

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you, oh, so bad
But I did it anyway
Now I'm saying, maybe
Some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain, no, no, no
Couldn't share the pain, they watch you suffer

And now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
And then maybe we might share in something rare
Won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone

And then someday comes tomorrow holds
A sense of what I feel for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
Shame you left my life so soon you should have told me, hey
But you left me far behind

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
Oh, but I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had, oh
But you couldn't share the pain, no, no, no

Oh, no, no, no no
Oh, no
See I know
See I know

But maybe, said maybe
I didn't mean to treat you, oh, so bad
But I did it anyway, sayin' now maybe
Some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
Now I've said, but times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer, yeah, they hold you down
Hold on down

Now I said maybe, maybe
I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind
 
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Jennifer Lopez-Let's Get Loud :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart: (My favorite JLo song)








Ah!
Ya Jenni' llegó
Presente, jajaja (hey...)
Here we go!

Let's get loud, let's get loud
Turn the music up, let's do it
C'mon, people, let's get loud, let's get loud
Turn the music up to hear that sound
Let's get loud, let's get loud
Ain't nobody gotta tell ya what you gotta do

If you wanna live your life, live it all the way and don't you waste it
Every feeling, every beat
Can be so very sweet, you gotta taste it, mmm-hmm!

You gotta do it (you gotta do it), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it (you gotta prove it), you gotta mean what you say (c'mon, you know what we're here for!)
You gotta do it (do it), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it (prove it), you gotta mean what you say

Life's a party, make it hot
Dance don't ever stop, whatever rhythm
Every minute, every day
Take them all the way, you gotta live 'em ('cause I'ma to live my life)

You gotta do it (you gotta do it), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it (you gotta prove it), you gotta mean what you say
You gotta do it (do it), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it (prove it), you gotta mean what you say

Let's get loud, let's get loud
Turn the music up to hear that sound
Let's get loud, let's get loud
Ain't nobody gotta tell ya what you gotta do, oh no

(Yeah, I like this groove)
(Make it hot)
(¡Ay, papi!)

Let's get down, let's get down
Let's get down, let's get down (it's just a party, baby, c'mon!)
Let's get loud, let's get loud
Let's get loud (pump it up!)

Ah, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, ah!
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Life is meant to be big fun, you're not hurting anyone
Nobody loses
Let the music make you free, be what you wanna be
Make no excuses

You gotta do it (do what you want), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it (say what), you gotta mean what you say (you wanna say)
You gotta do it (go where you wanna go), you gotta do it your way
You gotta prove it, you gotta mean what you say (just do it, oh!)

Let's get loud, let's get loud
Turn the music up to hear that sound
Let's get loud, let's get loud
Ain't nobody gotta tell ya what you gotta do (¡eso!)

Así, así es que me gusta, ya tú sabe
¡Echale candela!

Let's get loud
Let's get loud
Let's get loud!
Let's get loud!

Let's get loud, let's get loud
Turn the music up to hear that sound
Let's get loud, let's get loud
Ain't nobody gotta tell ya what you gotta do

You didn't know I could do that, did ya?
 
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Jungle Rot-Dead And Buried :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(Wishing I were)






To be alive, it was told to me -
I must conform, you can't expect me -
To live a life, that doesn't make sense -
In my own world, you're a death sentence -
I don't hear, what you teach them -
Your words could not lead me to innocence -
You can try, you can't stop me -
Dead and buried is the last sight you will see -
My mind is set, on killing you -
You cannot run, I will find you -
Your hands are tied, your mouth taped shut -
The screams unheard, six feet underground -
Dead and buried underground -
Try to scream, won't hear a sound -
Dead and buried underground -
What's left of you a dirt mount -
Dead and buried underground -
Dead and buried underground -
So many victims, so little time to choose -
I have to kill, my mind's blown a fuse -
There is no reason, except the taste of blood -
The rotting carnage, it fills me full of hate -
I'll hunt you down, I will not stop -
Until your rotting corpse is sunken beneath my feet -
You try to hide, you will fail -
The taste of death too strong, killing is sweet -
Caskets, lowered into wormy earth -
Family, weeping tears of blood -
Cold rain, turning dirt to mud -
Preacher, vomits his last rites -
Citizens are watching in horror -
Caskets, with blood is spilling over-
Bodies crunched and pressed together -
Stench of humon rot and putrid -
Dead and buried underground.
 
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Donna Summer-This Time I Know It's For Real :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








What would I have to do
To get you to notice me too
Do I stand in line
One of a million admiring eyes

Walk a tightrope way up high
Write your name across the sky

I'm going crazy just to let you know
You'd be amazed how much I love you so, baby
When I get my hands on you I won't let go
This time I know it's for real

Should I write or call your home
Shout it out with a megaphone
Radio, TV news
Got to find a way to get the message to you

To say I love you with a neon sign
Anything to make you mine

I'm going crazy just to let you know
If I wait too long for you I might explode, baby
I've been around the block enough to know
This time I know it's for real

Oh baby
This time, this time, this time, this time
Oh baby
This time, this time

Walk a tightrope way up high
Write your name across the sky

I'm going crazy just to let you know
You'd be amazed how much I love you so, baby
When I get my hands on you I won't let go
This time I know it's for real

I'm going crazy just to let you know
If I waited too long for you I might explode, baby
I've been around the block enough to know
This time I know it's for real
 
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Billy Squire-The Stroke :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Now everybody have you heard if you're in the game?
Then the stroke is the word

Don't take no rhythm
Don't take no style
Got a thirst for killin'
Grab you're vile

You put your right hand out
Give a firm handshake
Talk to me
About that one big break

Spread your ear-pollution
Both far and wide
Keep your contributions
By your side and

Stroke me, stroke me
Could be a winner boy, you move quite well
Stroke me, stroke me (stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me
You got your number down
Stroke me, stroke me
Say you're a winner but man you're just a sinner now

You put your left foot out
Keep it all in place
Work your way
Right into my case

First you try to bed me
You make my backbone slide
But when you found you bled me
Skip on by, keep on

Stroke me, stroke me
Give me the business all night long
Stroke me, stroke me (stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me
You're so the ghetto boy
Stroke me, stroke me
Say you're a winner but man you're just a sinner now

(Stroke, stroke)
(Stroke, stroke)
(Stroke, stroke)
(Stroke)

Better listen now
Said it ain't no joke
Let your conscience fail ya
Just do the stroke

Don't you take no chances
Keep your eye on top
Do your fancy dances
You can't stop you just

Stroke me, stroke me (stroke, stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me (stroke, stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me (stroke, stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me (stroke) do it

Stroke me, stroke me (stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me
Keep on (stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me
Ain't gonna (stroke)
Stroke me, stroke me
Say you're a winner but man you're just a sinner now
 
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Alice in Chains really know how to get me through the day, my favorite band of all time :heart:

 
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I'm actually listening to a "Pink Noise" playlist on Spotify to drown out the sounds of other people in the house.

I listen to a ton of music but sometimes I just need less stimulation.
 
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🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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My heartbeat
 
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Petulant Child
Apr 4, 2023
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My indie pop playlist 🕺🏻 🕺🏻
 
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AC/DC-TNT :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi!
Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi! Oi!
Oi! Oi! Oi!

See me ride out of the sunset
On your color TV screen
Out for all that I can get
If you know what I mean
Women to the left of me
And women to the right

Ain't got no gun
Ain't got no knife
Don't you start no fight

'Cause I'm T.N.T., I'm dynamite
T.N.T., and I'll win the fight
T.N.T., I'm a power load
T.N.T., watch me explode

I'm dirty, mean, I'm mighty unclean
I'm a wanted man
Public enemy number one
Understand?

So lock up your daughter
Lock up your wife
Lock up your back door
Run for your life
The man is back in town
So don't you mess me 'round

'Cause I'm T.N.T., I'm dynamite
T.N.T., and I'll win the fight
T.N.T., I'm a power load
T.N.T., watch me explode

T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!

I'm dynamite
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
And I'll win the fight
T.N.T
Oi! Oi! Oi!
I'm a power load
T.N.T., watch me explode!
 
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illusions to illusions
Aug 19, 2023
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feels bad discovering them just after sakurai's passing :/
 
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Sep 13, 2023
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Blue Blood - Ive

I really like this melody for some reason



Hypnosis - Ive



I Am - Ive

 
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Toad The Wet Sprocket-Good Intentions :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








It's hard to rely on my good intentions
When my head's full of things that I can't mention
Seems I usually get things right
But I can't understand what I did last night

And it's hard to rely on my own good senses
When I miss so much that requires attention
Have to laugh at myself sometimes
And I can see that I'm not blind

There's little relief
Give us reprieve, oh
For all the things I've left behind
I'm positive that I'm not blind

I'm not afraid things won't get better
But it feels like this has gone on forever
You have to cry with your own blue tears
Have to laugh with your own good cheer

And it's hard to rely on my good intentions
When my head's full of things that I can't mention
Seems I usually get things right
But I can't understand what I did last night

There's little relief
Give us reprieve, oh
Imagining the world outside
I'm positive that I'm not blind

I can't be hard on you
'Cause you know I've been there too
Learned a lot of things from you

Oh, life gives little relief
Give us reprieve, oh
And when everyone is cold as ice
I clinch my fists and close my eyes
Imagining the world outside
But I can see that I'm not blind
 
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