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Berlin-No More Words :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








You're talking it all sounds fair
You promise your love how much you care
I'm still listening and still unsure
Your actions are lacking, nothing is clear

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

Remember when the words were new
They carried a meaning, a feeling so true
I'm looking for a long romance
Not a picture of passion or one time chance

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

Don't fool your self
Your empty passion won't satisfy me
I know, so don't pretend that you want me
You don't want me, no

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

We make love, it's all the same
Your eyes show nothing no lover's flame
Don't promise we can work it out
You can leave right now if you're feeling doubt

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

No more words
You're telling me you love me you're looking away
No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises

No more words
You're telling me you love me, you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises of love
No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises of love
 
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Not sure if it counts, but the rain outside. It is raining from morning until now.
 
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witnessing the battle between my body and my soul
Apr 20, 2024
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That's probably my most favourite song of all time and I listen to it waaaay to often.
 
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Sep 23, 2024
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Sitting in my car, it's raining and I'm listening to Xanny by Billie Eilish
 
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Beach Boys-Sloop John B :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
I feel so broke up.... I wanna go home. 😥










We come on the sloop John B
My grandfather and me
Around Nassau town we did roam
Drinking all night
Got into a fight
Well I feel so broke up
I want to go home

So hoist up the John B's sail
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the Captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I want to go home, yeah yeah
Well I feel so broke up
I want to go home

The first mate he got drunk
And broke in the Cap'n's trunk
The constable had to come and take him away
Sheriff John Stone
Why don't you leave me alone, yeah yeah
Well I feel so broke up, I want to go home

So hoist up the John B's sail
So hoist up the John B's sail
See how the mainsail sets
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the Captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I want to go home, let me go home
Why don't you let me go home
(Hoist up the John B's sail)
Hoist up the John B's sail
Hoist up the John B's sail
I feel so broke up, I want to go home
(Let me go home)

The poor cook he caught the fits
And threw away all my grits
And then he took and he ate up all of my corn
Let me go home
Why don't they let me go home
This is the worst trip I've ever been on

So hoist up the John B's sail
So hoist up the John B's sail
See how the mainsail sets
See how the mainsail sets
Call for the Captain ashore
Let me go home, let me go home
I wanna go home, let me go home
Why don't you let me go home
Well I feel so broke up, I want to go home
I want to go home
Let me go home
Why don't you let me go home
Well I feel so broke up, I want to go home
 
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All guns blazing
 
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309
Txtsu music lmao maybe not the best stuff when you're in a dark place
 
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Sara Bareilless - "she used to be mine"
Berlin-No More Words :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








You're talking it all sounds fair
You promise your love how much you care
I'm still listening and still unsure
Your actions are lacking, nothing is clear

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

Remember when the words were new
They carried a meaning, a feeling so true
I'm looking for a long romance
Not a picture of passion or one time chance

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

Don't fool your self
Your empty passion won't satisfy me
I know, so don't pretend that you want me
You don't want me, no

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

We make love, it's all the same
Your eyes show nothing no lover's flame
Don't promise we can work it out
You can leave right now if you're feeling doubt

No more words
You're telling me you love me while you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

No more words
You're telling me you love me you're looking away
No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises

No more words
You're telling me you love me, you're looking away
No more words, no more words
And no more promises of love

No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises of love
No more words and no more promises
No more words and no more promises of love

Good one! I remembered it as soon as the words started. This was back in the day of roller skating rinks and this was played constantly! Also skates had 4 wheels set like a car and 100% easier to use than all the new ones since then. Yes I'm old!
 
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I was thinking of this as the song to play when I ascend into the ether or whatever is next....

Moby-God Moving Over The Face Of Water :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Even though they didn't sing it's still an awesome song !!!!

Milli Vanilli-Girl You Know It's True :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










So, what are you doing back?
Well, I sat back and thought about the things we used to do
It really meant a lot to me, you mean a lot to me
I really mean that much to you?
Girl, you know it's true

I'm in love with you, girl, 'cause you're on my mind
You're the one I think about most every time
And when you pack a smile in everything you do
Don't you understand, girl, this love is true?
To make you all mine, all mine is my desire
'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire
To put it plain and simple
You rule my world
So try to understand

I'm in love, girl
I'm so in love, girl
I'm just in love, girl
And this is true

Girl, you know it's true
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you
Yes, you know it's true
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you

Girl, you know it's true
My love is for you
Girl, you know it's true
My love is for you

This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain
My emotion starts up when I hear your name
Maybe your sweet, sweet voice was ringing my ears
Stimulates my senses girl, when you are near
Now what you wear, I don't care, how you fussin' before
The reason that I like you, girl, is for what you are
If I said I'd think about it, you rule my world
So try to understand

I'm in love, girl
I'm so in love, girl
I'm just in love girl
And this is true

Girl, you know it's true
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you
Yes, you know it's true
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you
Girl, you know it's true
My love is for you

Girl, you know it's true, girl
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you
Yes, you know it's true, girl
Ooh, ooh, ooh, I love you
 
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Black Dahlia Murder-Servitude :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





Hurled back into consciousness
They deem me ready for another round
The bloody pulp that is my face no longer sees

Onward they toil
Though I still yield them nothing
Under flickering lights

Striving with all their might
To elicit information
These lips will not betray
Their innovations
Compiling pain on pains

A new sensation
Excruciating, they begin to denail
My admiration, for their dedication
It shall not falter this will

Unholy secrets, of our grand design
Shall not be forfeit
In exchange for life of mine
We pave the way, for the blackened son
Bear witness to this faith
We'll see dark kingdom come

Upon completion of this latest agony
An unexpected intermission
A huddled heated deliberation
Whispers debate how much more I'll take
I admit to my own surprise
How am I still alive?

Clinging to ingrained hopes
A call to arms that we did answer
Our armies our shores
Man against brother
'Til man exists no more

With jumper cables applied
This writhing so involuntary
I focus on the undivine
Profane belief my final comfort

Consensus met their final gambit
They soak my body in kerosene
I muster strength to raise my head
Now do it drop the fucking match

Unholy secrets of our grand design
Shall not be forfeit
In exchange for life of mine
We pave the way for the blackened son
Bear witness to this faith
We'll see dark kingdom come

Our armies, our shores
Man against brother
'Til man exists no more

Our armies, our shores
'Til kingdom come
 
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Aug 29, 2024
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Rearranging time in the glaring golden mouth of ruin
We reenact the life
Boanet precreates in their glowing gape
Their dislocating bite to become the law of all our endeavors
Gutting our belief to reel us
Every one of our memories gone

Bow unto the Boanet embracing our defeat
To the new path, they implant we are tide

A.U.M. digging into me, said to record our every vision
Taken out of the gold mouth of our after
For they have spoken with the neo born
We now know as the Boanet
Building it a liar
Out of brick mud and all our hair
Digging wells to house our seed

Disintegrate the carotid barrel
In our ever grinding wheel of meat
We were forced to ingest
In the tooth round gears of our past
Now blood led we devour
All that ripen from their will to create

We now begin the crawl, the ritual is embedded in our brain
To make it open we kneel around the well
In the room, we allocated at our home to be an alter
We grind the skin against the brick
Until we see the white of bone behind the red
We etch in the brick with its skeletal chalk
The name of the child that we're grinding to harvest

Clipped, pulled, cut
With tooth and nail now ground to dust
We open it
We fed it now we wait until the gold

Leaning over blood and brick, we coat around the teeth of it
The powder that we grinded up will make the Boanet reopen

Biting its own fleeing tongue to fill its mouth with a pool of living gold
The pond of glowing alloy that you look into will now begin
To cast your new life

Disintegrate the carotid barrel
In our ever grinding wheel of meat
We were forced to ingest
In the tooth round gears of our past
Now blood led we devour all that ripen from their will to create

Disintegrate the carotid barrel
In our ever grinding wheel of meat
We were forced to ingest
In the tooth round gears of our past
Now blood led we devour all they will to create

A.U.M. digging into me, said to record our every vision
Taken out of the gold mouth of our after
For they have spoken with the neo born we now know as the Boanet
Giving them the power to conduct the afterlife
Beyond the new world they're creating

We were forced to ingest
In the tooth round gears of our past
Now blood led we devour
All that ripen from their will to create

In the golden mouth of ruin
In the golden mouth of ruin
In the golden mouth of ruin
Rid the young of all their teeth

Rearranging time in the glaring golden mouth of ruin
We reenact a life
Boanet pre-creates in their glowing gape
Their dislocating bite to become the law of all our endeavors
Gutting our belief to reel us
Every one of our memories gone
Bow unto the Boanet embracing our defeat
To the new path they implant we are tied

The golden mouth of ruin

Reenact what they reflect inside the golden mouth of ruin
Grip of time defied In the glaring golden mouth of ruin
In the glaring golden mouth of ruin
In the glaring golden mouth of ruin
 
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Sick Puppies-Going Places :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Woke up with blood on my shirt
My head spinning like I probably said a few stupid things
I'm late for work but somehow I don't give a shit
And besides, my job really fuckin' stinks
I'm on the brink of letting go
And takin' my ass down to Mexico!

When will I be back?
Man, I don't even know
But if you wanna know more
I just might leave a note:

To my boss—go jump in a lake!
To my ex—get the fuck out of my place
And tell that landlord—NO, he ain't gettin' paid
'Cause I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places

Grew up in this pathetic town
Not much to do but hang around
And watch the days fall off the calendar like... wow...
I can't believe it took so long to realize that this is wrong
And I completely don't belong here and I'm getting out
Now I'm letting go
And takin' my ass down to Mexico
Might be livin' in a bread box laid out on the coast...
It's better than here
So let's just have us a toast

To my boss—go jump in a lake!
To my ex—get the fuck out of my place
And tell that landlord—NO, he ain't gettin' paid
'Cause I'm going places today
I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places

I'm going places, go-going places
I'm going places, go-going places

Bass

To my boss—go jump in a lake!
To my ex—get the fuck out of my place
And tell that landlord—NO, he ain't gettin' paid
'Cause I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places today
Yeah, I'm going places
 
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Theory Of A Deadman-Livin My Life Like A Country Song :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:

With Cory Marks



Original Version with Joe Don Rooney







You took it all and you moved away
Now I'm living in a trailer by the interstate
Maybe the drinking made it worse
It got me through the night but the morning hurts
My god what have I done
We coulda had it all but I made you run

Oh where did I go wrong, I'm livin my life like a country song
Oh will I get it back, I'm livin like I'm in a Willie Nelson track
It's bad, so sad, I ended up losing everything I had
Love left town and my whole worlds gone
Livin my life like a country song

Maybe I stumble when I walk the line
But no ones gonna catch me on the other side
I've got no friends in low places
This country boys gotta make some changes
My god I'm so choked I'm banging on the door but the bar is closed

Oh where did I go wrong, I'm livin my life like a country song
Oh how did I screw up, spent last night in my pickup truck
It's bad, so sad, I ended up losing everything I had
Love left town and my whole worlds gone
Livin my life like a country song

This is what I am and it's okay
A rowdy ass redneck with a love for pain

Oh where did I go wrong, I'm livin my life like a country song (livin my life like a country song)
Oh will I get it back, I'm livin like I'm in a Willie Nelson track
It's bad, so sad, I ended up losing everything I had
I messed around and now you're gone
Livin my life like a country song (livin my life like a country song)
Oh where did I go wrong, I'm livin my life like a country song (livin my life like a country song)
Oh where did I go wrong, I'm livin my life like a country song
It's bad, so sad, I ended up losing everything I had
But love left town and my whole worlds gone
Livin my life like a country song

 
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hailtheoceanborn

"without you, the poetry within me is dead."
Jul 23, 2024
2


Tarja - Never Enough

Life in bloom
The sweetest season
Warm embrace gave me the meaning

Another time
A cross to carry
Cruel façade imaginary

I don't belong

There's no going back
What we used to be
There's no room for us
No place for me

Never enough, never enough,
No, never enough, never enough,
I gave it all,
You still want more

A childish game
A search for reason
Coldest day when I stopped believing
Another war
My endless laughter
Storyline is all they're after

I don't belong

There's no going back
What we used to be
There's no room for us
No place for me

Never enough, never enough,
No, never enough, never enough,
I gave it all,
You still want more

There's no going back
What we used to be
There's no room for us
No place for me

Never enough, never enough,
No, never enough, never enough,
I gave it all,

(never enough)

(never enough)
(never enough)
(never, never, never enough)​
 
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Expose-Come Go With Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Feels the same every day
Come home from work, late again
Work so hard and never play
I can't wait to take you far away

Don't you know? (Don't you know?)
Gotta go (gotta go)
Pressure builds from everyone, every day
Get away (get away)
Come my way (come my way)
When the day begins to enter your mind

Come go with me (oh-oh)
Make you feel alive
This night will last
Everlasting through the time
Come go with me (oh-oh)
Have no fears

Bring back the memories
I can take away the misery
Take my hand, fly away
To our world that we can find today

Can you feel? (Can you feel?)
I'm for real (I'm for real)
Can I hold you by the fire in the night?
Is it right? (Is it right?)
Hold me tight (hold me tight)
When you look into my eyes in the light

Come go with me (oh-oh)
Make you feel alive
This night will last
Everlasting through the time (come go with me)
Come go with me (oh-oh)
Have no fears
Two hearts in one
Eternal through the night

Don't worry 'bout tomorrow
Just come go with me
Don't let it end in sorrow
Love is our destiny

(Come go with me, come go with me)
I'll take you by the hand and we'll find another land
(Come go with me, come go with me)
Oh, leave the world behind, the world of nine-to-five
(Come go with me, come go with me)
Come go with me, yeah

Come go with me (oh-oh)
Make you feel alive
This night will last
Everlasting through the time (into the night)
Come go with me (oh-oh) (into the night)
Have no fears (into the night)
Two hearts in one
Eternal through the night (hey, hey, hey, hey)

Come go with me (oh-oh) (get way with me tonight)
Make you feel alive (stay with me tonight)
This night will last
Everlasting, through the time (gonna get, get, get)
(Get, get, get your love)
Come go with me (oh-oh) (gonna get, get, get)
Have no fears (get, get, get your love)
Two hearts in one
Eternal through the night

Come go with me (oh-oh) (get away with me tonight)
Make you feel alive (stay with me tonight)
This night will last
Everlasting through the time (gonna get, get, get)
(Get, get, get your love)
Come go with me (oh-oh) (gonna get, get, get)
Make you feel like (get, get, get your love)
Two hearts in one
Eternal through the night
 
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Snow-Informer :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Does he really have 12 inches of snow or is he blaming it on the cold . 🤣🤣🤣🤣
A licky boom boom down.... 😉😁😉😁😉








What's up man! Hey yo what's up!

Yeah what's goin' on here?
Sick an' tired of five-oh runnin' up on the block here
You know what I'm sayin'?
Yo Snow, they came around lookin' for you the other day
Word? Word! Bust it!

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Police-a them-a they come and-a they blow down me door
One him come crawl through through my window
So they put me in the back of the car at the station
From that point on I reach my destination
Where the destination reached was the East Detention
Where they whipped down me pants and looked up me bottom

So Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down, so

Bigger are them think them have more power
Them on the phone me said that on hour
Me for want to use it once to call me lover
Lover who me gonna callin' on the one Tammy
And me love her me heart down to my belly
Yes me Daddy me Snow, me are the cool and deadly
The one MC Shan and the one that is
Snow
Together we are love'em as a tornado

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down, so

Listen for me ya better listen for me now
Listen for me ya better listen for me now
When me rock the microphone, me rock it steady
Yes sir
Daddy Snow me are the Article Don
When me in at a dance them say, "Where you come from?"
People them say I come from Jamaica
But me born and raised in the ghetto
That's all me man want you to know
Pure black people man that's all I man know
My shoes used to tear up and my toes used to show
Where me born is the one Toronto, so

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Come with a nice young lady
Intelligent, yes she's gentle and irie
Everywhere me go me never left here at all
Yes, Daddy Snow me at the roam the dance man
Roam it in a dance in every nation
You'd never know, say Daddy me Snow
Me at the Boom Shakata
Me never lay down flat in one cardboard box
Yes, Daddy me
Snow I go reachin' out the top, so

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Why would he?

Me sitting round cool with my dibby dibby girl
Police knock my door, lick up my pal
Rough me up and I can't do a thing
Pick up my line when my telephone ring
Take me to the station, black up my hands
Trail me down 'cause I'm hanging with the Snowman
What am I gonna do, I'm backed and I'm trapped

Slap me in my face, look all of my gap
They have no clues and they wanna get warmer
But Shan won't turn informer

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down

Informer
You know say Daddy me Snow me, I go blame
A licky boom-boom down
'Tective man says see Daddy me
Snow me stabbed someone down the lane
A licky boom-boom down
 
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"More then your eyes can see..."
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I have being playing this kind of jams for about.... 4-5h today?



Also I edited this video yesterday:

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