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Thomas Rekowicz

Thomas Rekowicz

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Mar 10, 2025
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AI song based on Kurt Cobain Nirvana slowed and reverb called Drown in a Sun


I've got my hands right now
In every wound

I've been here before but not
With you

I still got some pain but it's
Over now

The sun shines on you but I
Don't know how

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
I don't care
I feel as one

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun

I know I'm a weirdo
And I like it

So in love but yeah
It's a secret

I know it's wrong but
I needed to

To get my hands cleaned
Of what feeds you

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
I don't care
I feel as one

I don't care
I feel as one
Drowned in the sun now
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the...

Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
Drowned in the sun
 
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Mar 2, 2025
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A moment's peace by Motoi Sakuraba
 
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Santana Idaho

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Dec 16, 2024
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Ashton Irwin
Matter Of Time

It's positive and hopeful. I have no more hope, but it makes me feel good to feel hope again...if only for a moment.

It came up on my shuffle recently, and since then, it's been my alarm song.

Awful to wake up to, though...I love it too much to get out of bed. :heart:
 
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living.dead.girl

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Jun 17, 2024
8
a personal fav
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Volbeat-By A Monsters Hand :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
The stench of rotten flesh has now been caught by a storm
Moving his cellar trophies to another home
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
Counting the masses beyond him that's been cut by the blade
Decapitation inflicted by a monster's hand
And in the night, he's dancing with the dead
Wearing the body parts on a string
High on emotion, it goes with his dress
And it goes on and on and on
On and on and on
 
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Mar 16, 2025
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I am listening to a metal band called Inquisition
 
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Santana Idaho

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Dec 16, 2024
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I had to find this thread again to post a song from my favorite himbo, Harry Styles.

Matilda:
You don't have to go home,
Oh there's a long way to go,
I don't believe that time will change your mind,
In other words,
I know they won't hurt you anymore as long as you can let them go,

You can let it go,
You can throw a party full of everyone you know,
You can start a family who will always show you love,
You don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own,
You can let it go,
You can throw a party full of everyone you know,
You can start a family who will always show you love,
You don't have to be sorry


 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Some party music for a Friday night....😁😁😁😁😁😁

Chic-Megachic (Megamix) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:





 
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Mar 23, 2018
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I really wanted to post something fun but I'm not in that type of mood

Soundgarden-Fell On Black Days :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Whatsoever I've feared has come to life
And whatsoever I've fought off, became my life
Just when every day seemed to greet me with a smile
Sunspots have faded, now I'm doing time
Now I'm doing time
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
Whomsoever I've cured, I've sickened now
And whomsoever I've cradled, I've put you down
Searchlight so they say, but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking when I get it right
When I get it right
'Cause I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days (black days)
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
So what you wanted to see good has made you blind
And what you wanted to be yours, just made it mine
So don't you lock up something that you wanted to see fly
Hands are for shaking, no, not tying
No, not tying
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
Yeah, I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind a change
I sure don't mind a change
But I've fell on black days
I've fell on black days
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?
How would I know that this could be my fate?



I sure don't mind a change
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Evanescence-Afterlife :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






Hide, before the flood gates open
Can we just lie here 'til it's all over?
I hear the violence coming, turning red inside
You build your walls but can't forget the hate you hide
Down to finally meet you in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not, not afraid to die
Breathe
I think you're finally broken
If we don't die here, we'll always bе haunted
I feel the panic in evеryone watching lie to me
We've all been used, is all I do for the sick fantasy?
I'm holding on to one belief
I'll see you in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not afraid to die
No one hears me pray for my revenge
Nothing's gonna wash away these sins
I'll bathe in the fire, no more walls to mend
We all die in the end, but I know who I am
So judge me in the
Afterlife
Save me from this pain and fill the hole inside
You wonder why I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I'm not, not afraid to die
I'm all out of tears to cry
Today I am not afraid to die
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Pop music in the background at the mall. It's annoying.
So sorry for you. 🤗 I hope it isn't loud. That makes it even worse. Some places think the louder the music, the longer we will shop. I can't wait to leave. 🤬
I'm not bothered by some pop. I do like it. (Metal & Rock is better) 😉 Volume is the problem.
 
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LimpandNumb

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Mar 16, 2025
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I have an Alexa and I pick different years of music so right now I'm listening to rock music from 2004.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Seether-Here And Now :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Acoustic :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



This fear has me chilled down to the bone
And I have been haunted by these
Things I still have left to say
I'm weary of fighting this alone
So tired of holding on to
Strings much better left to fray
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
I'm wilted and faded after all
Too strung out and burnt out to be
Half the man that I could be
I'll never belong inside your world
So black out the sun and leave me
To play out the same old tragedy
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is just the truth
You're my savior after all
Use your flame to guide me home
And then lay your hand on me
And I said
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me down and this
Seems so complicated
When all I want is just the truth
Hear me now here and now, I'm calling
Memories wear me out and this
Seems too complicated
When all I want is a part of you
 
GlassMoon

GlassMoon

Once more, with feelings...
Nov 18, 2024
232
Nothing, my playlist ended and I did not notice until I wanted to write the song title here! Then I'll go with Emptiness Machine once more by Linkin Park...
 
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IDontKnowEverything

Tired
Mar 2, 2025
46


Also I'm saving this thread, so many good songs, wow
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Joan Jett And The Blackhearts 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤








Midnight, gettin' uptight, where are you?
You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two
I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you
Hey Jack, it's a fact they're talkin' in town
I turn my back and you're messin' around
I'm not really jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart then you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
Ow! Uh
Daylight, spent the night without you
But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do
I'm over being angry 'bout the hell you put me through
Hey, man, bet you can treat me right
You just don't know what you was missin' last night
I wanna see you begging, say forget it just for spite
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart and you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
Ow! Huh
I think of you ev'ry night and day
You took my heart and you took my pride away
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
Can't break free from the the things that you do
I wanna walk but I run back to you
That's why I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself
I hate myself for loving you
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Cabal-End Times :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:






How did we all grow so cold?
Did we become jaded from the false dreams they sold?
They promised us the world
But instead we have to watch it burn
How did we all grow so cold?
Did we become jaded from the false dreams they sold?
They promised us the world
But instead we have to watch it burn
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
Kids are forced to scavenge through filth
Open your eyes and behold the world that we've built
On a foundation of blood spilled
We are the blind being led by the ill willed
Welcome to the end times you son of a bitch
Total damnation
An unbearable weight that will crush everyone
Total extinction
Compassion crushed by greed beyond any reason
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
Screaming for reason
Pleading but no one will listen
Weeping in despair
Bleeding, but there's no mercy here
There's no mercy here
Weeping in despair
But there's no mercy here
 
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SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

Bringing out the Dead and Searching for the Living
Apr 12, 2023
244
"Sanctity" by Dystopia. A nice little song about suicide.
 
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