Discussion What do you want your last day to be like?

[AbandonedStudio]

When my final day has come, I'd like it to be a peaceful day. I want to ctb in the afternoon (around 17:00) and I haven't decided what I want to do before I ctb. I'm worried that I'll be too nervous to have a last peaceful day. So I was wondering, do any of you have plans for your last day? And do you have any recommendations?

 

[woxihuanni]

I don't want to do anything special or feel anything at all. There is too much I will be leaving behind that is unfinished, too much that I wanted to enjoy. Everything breaks my heart.

 

[Centerism]

I plan to ctb at night. That way I won't be found till at least the morning so I won't be interrupted. My method is overdose by H. I also plan to go to a hotel with a partner (hopefully I'll find one) and spend a couple days partying before I take my lethal dose. I don't know what I mean by "partying" but I'm thinking of either taking some psychedelics, or maybe drinking and smoking weed. Either way I think it'll help my anxiety about the final act lessen and furthermore I believe that it will make my last hours happy.

The only thing I can recommend/tell you is this. Don't be nervous, or worry. What your doing is mercy. Its a beautiful act. Be at peace when the time comes

 

[oopswronglife]

In my opinion it doesn't matter because A. Plans never work out like you intend and the results are never what you fantasize about and B. I will be gone or on to the next thing and it will be irrelevant. So the last day will be whatever it is and that's ok.

 

[Astral316]

Just like the rest of my days... soul numbing and interchangeable. It'll be early morning when no one is awake, probably around Christmas time.

 

[sonax22]

I've always imagined that it will rain on my last day..I've always had a connection with rain..it Dosent come often where I am so when it comes it's special,and it's like the sky is crying with me and the universe telling me its okay to let go and leave..and maybe before that I would take a last drive through the country with my fave music before I go to ctb..that's it.

 

[ballerz24]

Listen to my favorite music, eat my favorite food, have sex, then end it

 

[Lookingforabus]

5 star meal dinner, expensive booze, luxury hotel with a view. Maybe a nice, dystopian movie before that and some geopolitical reading to remind me what bullets I'm dodging. Sex seems to be a popular choice, but I plan to spend my last day entirely in my own company.