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amongst_the_stars

amongst_the_stars

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Aug 6, 2025
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my best friend is going through a risky surgery rn and the days leading up to it has had me considering our mortality again.

the idea of giving up the fight has been there pretty strong recently, especially with every mechanism to help our physical health and keep us comfortable falling apart around us.

just pain has made us unable to eat properly for a few days now, either from the pain itself, or nausea from the pain meds that isnt getting controlled enough

id been considering tricyclics that i had a decent stock of

but would opiods be less unpleasant ? would a combination of my two be better? any idea on timings? I've read through the peaceful pill handbook, bit they don't speak much on the sedating side of opiods as an alternative to benzos.

I just want to stop having to fight to exist each day
 
Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
92
I took an overdose of Tramadol and just went sleep. Unfortunately I was found and ended up in a Psych ward.
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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Every post about OD'ing always has the same response: Don't.

Statistically overdosing on drugs will just land you in a worse spot than where you are now.
 
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amongst_the_stars

amongst_the_stars

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Aug 6, 2025
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Every post about OD'ing always has the same response: Don't.

Statistically overdosing on drugs will just land you in a worse spot than where you are now.
I was moreso thinking of a dose i know is guaranteed to result in it happening.

with things stockpiled enough i know they are above lethal quantities when prepared correctly so that they absorb before the stomach can react

I'm well aware of the consequences of a failed OD, and i have no wish to ever have that happen again

I guess i was just looking for someone who was able to have enough of an opioid dose that *would* be lethal but then was revived with naloxone or something

one of our biggest fears is being scared or suffering more in the end. I don't really know why it's such a big deal to us, it just always has been

i just guessed extremely high doses of my chronic pain opiods would have been a potential way to guarantee it being easier
 
MyShadow

MyShadow

Left the forum to pursue recovery
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I am no expert. I just don't want to you to suffer needlessly.
 
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dontwakemeup

Elementalist
Nov 11, 2024
843
I'm with you. I need to know the lethal dose of my narcotic. The pharmacist make it seem like if you take 5 tablets you will need Narcan😒
 
rustcohle4life

rustcohle4life

I'm bad at parties
Mar 16, 2025
275
I took an overdose of Tramadol and just went sleep. Unfortunately I was found and ended up in a Psych ward.
Were you narcaned, or did you not take enough to actually kill you so you just took a long nap?
 
Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
92
Were you narcaned, or did you not take enough to actually kill you so you just took a long nap?

I took over seven hundred tablets, supposedly the three times the fatal dose but somehow I survived it. I really don't know how. I'll take SN next time.
 
madameviolette

madameviolette

Made sick by medical institutions
Oct 9, 2025
51
I took over seven hundred tablets, supposedly the three times the fatal dose but somehow I survived it. I really don't know how. I'll take SN next time.
Were you tolerant ?

I could do the same with benzos and nothing would happen
 
58Alice85

58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
234
From what I have heared it is supposedly very peaceful, even pleasant.
But I do not really believe this, opiods in these dosages cause respiratory failure doesn't sound really pleasant.
 
rustcohle4life

rustcohle4life

I'm bad at parties
Mar 16, 2025
275
From what I have heared it is supposedly very peaceful, even pleasant.
But I do not really believe this, opiods in these dosages cause respiratory failure doesn't sound really pleasant.
umm, the respiratory failure happens after your unconscious.
 

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