
Yuina
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- Apr 13, 2024
- 89
Hehe it's okay! Happens to me all the time cuz my medications practically knock me OUT at night.Ahh sorry for the late reply!! I fell asleep while texting you again ahaha..."
The most ive hurt anyone was when i took wrestling for a few months. Though to be honest I was the one getting hurt more than anyone else ahaha! I was still underweight then, and hadnt excercised like I do now so.... i basically got forced into the mat every practice round. Went up against the state champ, co captain, AND captain in a row one time without a break oh my god that hurt so bad had bruises for like a week! I'm here to listen, if you want..? Ahaha I'd love to watch a movie too! I just have to pass all my virtual classes first, maybe we could figure something out. I haven't seen spirited away, isn't that one your favorite? We could watch that maybe, if you want to of course!
Thank you!! I will show them. All of them. I'll get what I want, and they will lose. No matter what it takes. No matter how long it takes. No matter how much it hurts. Even if I die. I won't stop. ......though if I die it miiight be a little difficult to achieve my goals, so maybe not that ahahaha!
It's not so much that I'm uncomfortable with talking about the whole thing, I'm just tired of... i don't know. Thinking about them. I spent my life as a kid super optimistically trying to help them, only to realize they were unwilling or incapable as all hell. I won't get dragged around by their stupid decisions anymore. ...people can be very judgemental, you're right.
Ahaha I'm glad you enjoy these convos too!! ^^ I'd hate myself if I were annoying you all this time and that you just felt obligated to respond or smthing... hey don't worry I don't find you annoying at all, honestly having this back & forth is usually the highlight of my day ahaha.... so feel free to be as clingy or attention grabbing with me as you want ahaha!!
Ah. Guilty. I've done that way too many times, it's miserable just staring at a read receipt. Though I feel that way no matter what, I mean I even do it with you ahaha. I'll take a bit to write out a super long message like this so you feel heard and then only at the end do I send the little reaction emoji cause' for 1: I don't want to react too early and then take ages to type something and make you feel bad for taking so long or make you think I won't respond... and 2: I want to address everything you say, I don't want to sound selfish only talking about myself.... I want to care, and be helpful to you and be receptive to what you say. It just take me a bit to.... articulate what I feel. Or think. Sometimes.
Wooow, I could never imagine doing wrestling. I've never done it, obviously, aside from those playfights with my siblings, cousins, and dad, which still hurt like hell and they weren't even be serious.

HAHA yeah I guess dying probably wouldn't help with that very much. A line I see often is something along the lines of "live long enough to see your enemies suffer" or "outlive your enemies" or something like that. It would be so satisfying in the end.
Ah I see, I'm really sorry you had to go through that, it sounds awful. :( I'm glad you're free from those chains and can make your own decisions now.
Yeah, same for me! It makes me really excited. I'm afraid of being seen as creepy or stalkerish because I like scrolling through people's posts or replying to things they've said on threads I wasn't even involved in, but then I realize that I wouldn't mind if someone did that to me? Maybe I'm just that lonely... LOL. Don't worry about it at all, I don't know if you could ever annoy me. This is also the highlight of my day TBH, I love talking to people. Yay!
It really does feel bad. I try to respond to everyone as fast as I can but sometimes my notifications don't work or I spend so long trying to form a reply.

I'm gonna get a Mocha Cookie Crumble Frappuccino today mwahahaha.