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samarah988

samarah988

New Member
Jul 9, 2023
3
is there anything you always wanted to do before you die? anything, as unrealistic as it is. a childhood promise, a dream body, being a muse... anything.

ill go first.

i always wanted to be adored by millions.
have every word i say be iconic.
be so beautiful that agencies and music artists would reach out to me to appear in their brands and music videos.
have a childhood birthday party with cake and balloons.
go to a club in sweden and have heads turn.
be an iconic music artist.
sleep in snow.

what are yours?
 
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apearl

apearl

mitski fan
Sep 25, 2023
185
Would love to have like a real relationship before I die, I don't think it would save me but I wanna know what the hypes about before I go.
sleep in snow.
This one is also a cool idea though. :)
 
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SomewhereAlongThe

SomewhereAlongThe

Goodbye everyone <3
May 17, 2024
468
Someone that would hold me in their arms, and tell me they love me. :aw:
 
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trying ungracefully

trying ungracefully

Member
Jun 11, 2025
80
If I killed myself I'd want to have be able to climb the largest sand dunes I know by me. I want to be able to see it from the top to bottom. I realized I wanted this after I saw some smaller ones on vacation and they were so beautiful and I was in awe. I wasn't able to climb them though because I am too unathletic from always being in bed. Even walking through the sand was hard because the sand wasn't like what I ever experienced, I sunk in so much and was pulling and shuffling out, my legs were burning by the end of a 20 minute walk.
 
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TBONTB

Paragon
May 31, 2025
998
All the experiences I've had are enough. The only thing I'd like now is a smooth exit.
 
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inhabitinglots

inhabitinglots

Bad Habit
Oct 28, 2020
35
would be pretty awesome if i could make a positive impact on someones life. like if i could do something good for someone and its something they remember me by. that, or me and a guy going into the middle of the woods and beating the shit out of each other until we break our noses would be pretty awesome
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
45,357
I don't as I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, my dream is to be unconscious for all eternity with this torturous, futile existence all gone and forgotten, to me existing will always be only suffering, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.
 
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Tiny Little Tree

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Jan 25, 2021
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Hmm I guess I always wanted to go to Japan, for the food if nothing else. Also somewhere that gets proper snow.

Maybe something stupid like shoot a gun or drive a fast car
 
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