Discussion What is everyone plans today? We all hate existing. How will you make time pass today?

[dontwakemeup]

As always, I'll sleep the whole day. I'm currently waiting for me medication to kick in so I can sleep. When I wake up, I'll take them again. I'll probably do 4-5 rounds just to pass the time.

What about you guys? Just curious, how do you guys pass time?

 

[lacustra]

It's already nighttime here. I downloaded a bunch of Iranian movies. My SN is in UK. Have no plans for tomorrow.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I went to the ER yesterday and was diagnosed with shingles, given prescriptions for that. The meds are already helping but I'm so damn tired and feel like Hell.

Will spend most of today in bed. Watch YT videos, chat with friends, play games.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I went to the ER yesterday and was diagnosed with shingles, given prescriptions for that. The meds are already helping but I'm so damn tired and feel like Hell.

Will spend most of today in bed. Watch YT videos, chat with friends, play games.

I'm sorry. I hear shingles is very painful. I'm glad you're starting to feel better.

 

[quietpill]

As always, I'll sleep the whole day. I'm currently waiting for me medication to kick in so I can sleep. When I wake up, I'll take them again. I'll probably do 4-5 rounds just to pass the time.

What about you guys? Just curious, how do you guys pass time?

I'm working extra early today, mostly passing time with yt slop, reading, and splashing my face with cold water between customers to minimize the fact I've been crying. When I'm off I plan to dab until I'm rocking a psuedo-lobotomy and then probably pass time with Darktide, Overwatch, and maybe a scary movie.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

I'm sorry. I hear shingles is very painful. I'm glad you're starting to feel better.

It's my second time with this bullshit, I had shingles 8 or 9 years ago and it was rough. The worst case my doctor had ever seen. I was on strong opiate pills for months just to function.

I was too late to get antiviral meds last time, but this time I've got them and hope it prevents it from getting as bad.

 

[dontwakemeup]

I'm working extra early today, mostly passing time with yt slop, reading, and splashing my face with cold water between customers to minimize the fact I've been crying. When I'm off I plan to dab until I'm rocking a psuedo-lobotomy and then probably pass time with Darktide, Overwatch, and maybe a scary movie.

I'm sorry you're having a rough day. I had to wear sunglasses at work last week because I cried so much. Try that if you have some. I just told everyone I had a migraine and they believed it.

 

[quietpill]

I'm sorry you're having a rough day. I had to wear sunglasses at work last week because I cried so much. Try that if you have some. I just told everyone I had a migraine and they believed it.

Sunglasses are actually a really good idea, so is a migraine. Customers are thankfully forgiving and haven't said anything (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠) I hope you can enjoy your sleep and pass the day nicely as well

 

[jisi]

knowing myself, i'm probably just going to get lost in my daydreams and do nothing productive at all; my life is so insanely uneventful. maybe i'll muster up the courage to draw or write for a bit, but i'm not counting on myself to. i probably should though. i guess i'll just have to see. i hope today treats you well even if it may seem impossible for you. if anything, i hope you have some really cool dreams.

 

[iloveloving]

I've been enjoying this book lately, so I'll be spending most of my time reading. Getting lost in another world.

 

[mattoman]

I woke up at 12pm today, doom scrolled instagram reels. Heading to grocery store soon, gonna make mashed potatoes and throw some bacon and parmesan in it. I have work in the morning so not doing much really later this evening.

 

[avalokitesvara]

I did some Christmas baking with my mom. I walked the dogs. Apart from that I'm in bed on my iPad like every day. Listening to Bladee, browsing/scrolling, texting some friends a little bit. Crying sporadically. I might have a bath later bc I don't feel any SH urges today so it'll be safe.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I'm trying to study to catch up on my university course since I'm insanely behind but it's so difficult for me to focus hence I'm posting here a lot instead. At the end of the day, all I really do is pass the time, that's it

 

[NoPoint2Life]

Read and watch tv like always. I'm so boring. And be on sasu… realized the other day that I am pretty sure I have been on every day since I joined.

Oh and eat- usually the highlight of my day. I snack way too much.

 

[noname37]

I'm just playing video games for the time being until the SN finally comes. Once it's in then it's lights out

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as I always find it dreadful to suffer in this existence, I also hate existing, to me existence itself truly is the most terrible, horrific tragedy that just causes endless amounts of suffering and I'd never wish to exist but rather I just want nothingness. I wish to cease existing as I find it deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible, I find it so burdensome to have to be conscious at all, I'm always so tired of being burdened with this cruel, futile existence and I always have so much dread for what lies ahead.

Personally I'd always prefer to not exist than to prolong the suffering in this existence I never would have wished for just to risk ending up in a situation of way worse torture, existence can easily get way more unbearable at any moment and that is certainly a reason as to why I'd only wish for non-existence. I just want to die in peace and never suffer ever again but more than anything I wish this existence that just created suffering all for the sake of it and problems there was never a need for was never imposed.

 

[isolatedl111]

As always, I'll sleep the whole day. I'm currently waiting for me medication to kick in so I can sleep. When I wake up, I'll take them again. I'll probably do 4-5 rounds just to pass the time.

What about you guys? Just curious, how do you guys pass time?

Staring at the walls in my room

 

[thinvy]

Same as usual on my days off. I've been stoned off my ass all morning. Daydreaming about cute men, daydreaming about being dead, the usual. Now, I'm about to have some food, then waste away the day scrolling mindlessly until I get the urge to be productive. Life doesn't stop for the weary, but that doesn't mean I won't still laze around when I can.

To be terribly honest, for a recluse, I don't live an awful life. It's just boring.

 

[outrider567]

As always, I'll sleep the whole day. I'm currently waiting for me medication to kick in so I can sleep. When I wake up, I'll take them again. I'll probably do 4-5 rounds just to pass the time.

What about you guys? Just curious, how do you guys pass time?

Youtube TV

 

[HereTomorrow]

Rare day off work. I've been sick lately. I wish my friends would text or call me since I have a weekend day off, but I'll be slouching in bed and maybe cook some wontons from scratch later, I don't know. Afterwards I might go back to bed. It's not like anyone in my life knows I'm suffering to care.