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social amoeba

social amoeba

you may rest here too, if you like
Dec 14, 2024
14
sn, ive had it for a long time and finally got the meto too so it seems easy enough now
 
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Crash_Bash_Dash

Nothing what I used to be
Apr 23, 2024
76
SN it will be if I decide it to happen and if nothing works out to better my life. It's been sitting in the cupboard there since June. Jumping freaked me out and NN and partial hanging didn't work out somehow so this is my only choice. I probably won't have access to meto so I have to rely on olanzapine for AE. Also I have Propranolol so it would ease palpitation.
 
justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
284
I want to cbt with helium but unfortunately it's hard to get unless you're a commercial business in Canada. The right percentage that would actually end things, anyways.
Why not use nitrogen?
 
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pointblank

pointblank

OTW to CTB
Dec 12, 2024
76
I think I might settle for cyanide salts. Its reliability is rated 5/5 by PPH and it's available where I am. Gotta go fast for the CTB /sanic

I might also combine it with SN because it's fuckin cheap and why not? lol.
 
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recusant2003

New Member
Dec 18, 2024
1
As of write now I am planning to stab myself in my stomach and bleed out.

But I need to do more research to know where to stab exactly for a fast death (I'm too scared to stab my heart so that's out of the equation)
 
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death_bed221

Member
Sep 23, 2024
15
Sn. At this point I don't even care if it hurts. Cant be here anymore
 
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lnlybnny

lnlybnny

the art of being alone
Jan 25, 2024
535
SN, i just hate how it takes so many detailed steps, but at least it seems more peaceful than other options
 
chaosdrifter

chaosdrifter

pirate without pronouns but anxiety
Mar 20, 2024
64
currently i see three options for me:
  • CO plastic bag (citric acide + baking soda)
  • chloroforme + partial hanging (i ordered the ingredients for chloroforme a while ago and i'm so desperate for it to arrive)
  • quetiapine + hypothermia (which at least in my imagination seems to be the most romantic option)
and disregarding of the option, i'd love to cut myself one last time before i ctb
 
softgirlluna

softgirlluna

Member
Jul 8, 2023
35
I would like to hang myself, partially probably. It seems scary but it's convenient and I have fears about my own willpower with SN. Personal preference though. Also SN seems like a huge hassle to get, plus anti emetics and I have a history of benzodiazepine addiction so I doubt I could get prescribed them.
 
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deepsweetdiver

deepsweetdiver

Member
Dec 10, 2024
14
Either full suspension hanging or firearms. If my brain was different probably SN, but I just want to take all my pain out on myself, not just go peacefully.
 
Caffeineaddiction

Caffeineaddiction

Caffeine is my only source of happiness.
Dec 18, 2024
8
I plan on self induced euthanasia. I have a guy who can get me everything, I just need some money. I'm going to buy the supplies, take the anti emetic, empty my bowels and bladder because I don't want people to find me after shitting myself, after 50 minutes I will call 112 (911 for europeans) and I'll take the sedative and kill drug. I won't make a mess, I'll die peacefully, and they'll find my body quickly so I'm not going to cause any inconvenience with the smell, or any fluids.
 
ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
32
The method that looks most favourable to me right now is to jump off my town's local pier and drown myself, preferably when nobody else is around. Only issue is that it only opens in the summer, and I'd have to wait another 6 months.

In the meantime I've also considered slitting my throat, cuz guns are sadly illegal in my country and knives are easily available. Only issue is that I'm not sure whether it would really be sharp enough. SN and all that just seems really complicated and I want it done quickly, should I commit to it.
 
ham and potatoes

ham and potatoes

Just some hillbilly
Mar 27, 2024
421
If it comes to it, it will either be Fent or a RC opioid I'll purchase from the DNM. Sounds way more euphoric than SN
 
Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
234
My only option is to a partial hanging as my parents trap me in the house. I can't buy anything like SN or go to a high up place to jump from (what I would prefer to do as I can't back out of it after jumping) as I can only go outside on my own with my dog (obviously won't kill myself then as that would endanger him.) Problem is I don't even know if I can tie a knot and the one rope I have may not be thick enough.
 

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