Discussion What is stopping you from CTB today?

[pissedchicken]

My kids...

 

[Fall Leaf]

I feel guilty leaving people here, my family is very small and some people passed away. I don't want to leave my family with more pain, they already have so much more to worry about.
There's also this person who is very dear to me that doesn't have any biological family, I'm the only person he considers as family.

 

[dimgobaith]

A tiny treacherous spark of hope which i know I'm going to end up regretting

 

[Michi_Violeta]

Not being sure on which drugs to use because, sadly, people here have been mostly unresponsive. I can't access SN, but I can access amitriptyline, chloroquine, and propranolol. I can't access benzos and they're not recommended in combination with chloroquine so that's also got me kinda blocked. Today I did take another step forward and wrote down a will and testament.

 

[IsThisEverything]

Leaving my cats. I think family would look after them but I worry they won't be cared for as well.

Also, my attempt failing and leaving me in a worse situation.