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exhausted

exhausted

Experienced
Oct 22, 2019
253
Sadness/rage at seeing BPD hatespeech on Reddit and stupidly trying to dispel it with facts.

Sadness/rage about things I saw in the news.

Laughter at memes.
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Despair, again. It's like something is ripping my chest from the inside and I just wanna die. Also fatigue.
 
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Forest Fire

Forest Fire

Student
Jul 19, 2019
119
Sadness
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Useless waste of space.
 
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M

mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
Panicky and overwhelmed
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
Relieved for sure, I asked my closest friend or she'd be happy if I'd ctb to take one of my pets and she said that she will try her best to make it work.
 
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Reyki6667

Student
Oct 11, 2019
177
Ruthlessness
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Lost inside myself but not even knowing what I am thinking.
 
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Mizzmini45

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2019
447
hopeless. It usually a mix between hopelessness, unbearable anxiety, anger, trapped
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
768
Paranoia
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
Abandonment, typical BPD trait. Everyone in my house is away for the night, they are back tomorrow but you know, of course they've abandoned me and hate me and why wouldn't they hate me becuase look how I am. Etc etc etc. Just wanna take some sleeping tablets and forget about everything.
 
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yellow_boat

Member
Dec 4, 2019
19
Indiference at almost everything.
 
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justwhy?

justwhy?

Student
Sep 27, 2019
151
Rejection, tinged with smugly defiant self satisfaction from the assurance that it is because I know the truth and dared to speak it.
 
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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

Specialist
Aug 1, 2019
343
Petrification..when I thought my sister let my cat outside
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
Grief and guilt.
 
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ValideSultana

Student
Dec 2, 2019
119
Anguish. I'm full of anguish.
 
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not_ready

not_ready

When I leave tell me to have goodnight
Oct 5, 2019
43
failure
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
Melancholy.
 
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throwaway123

throwaway123

Hell0
Aug 5, 2018
1,446
Loneliness. It's killing me from the inside.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
Went from numbness, to anger, sadness, heartbreak, and finally defeated.
 
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ArtsyDrawer

Enlightened
Nov 8, 2018
1,448
Confused.

I'm attempting to "borrow from future me" some money. So far the numbers seem good, hence the fear and confusion.
 
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NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
Dissapointed.
I had a few dreams about me taking SN and guess what it was only just a dream
 
M

mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
Never ending physical pain
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
171
Anxious but motivated! Which is really hard for me because of my ASD.
 
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