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Advisor321

Student
Jun 3, 2022
118
Rage, sadness, then a short thought that I want to live, and then again strong suicidal thought
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,428
Envy, resentment, despair.
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
Loss. I miss something I no longer have and won't ever have again.
 
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Dizzylady80

Dizzylady80

Experienced
Nov 5, 2020
227
Today so far the strongest has definitely been love, I love my friends so much, theyve been helping me through the pain today. Yesterday was Sadness tho, it was incredibly overwhelming
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
906
Hopelessness.
 
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EternalSlumber

EternalSlumber

Member
May 10, 2022
7
Self-loathing
 
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Trilucid

Trilucid

Member
May 25, 2022
69
As if my brain is being split in half.
 
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September5th

September5th

You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
May 17, 2022
244
I just cried out of anger. How could my life devolve so much in so little time? All I wanted was another shot at last year. Please, God, let me be happy again! Fuck. I don't even have money anymore.
I'm angry, sad, hopeless, anxious... I'm done.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
Loneliness and emptiness
 
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LucieInTheDark

LucieInTheDark

Menhera girl
Aug 3, 2021
70
Despair
My thoughts are overrun with something I can't describe, it feels like pure, undistilled pain, sadness and hopelessness
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
Uugghh.... Completely and utterly Fckn Lost. I don't know who I am or what I'm doing anymore, hard for me to put into words . Fml
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,722
Waves of Dispair
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
305
Loneliness and the feeling not to be needed
 
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Negrathecat

Negrathecat

Member
Apr 28, 2020
67
Today I am feeling so much love. Love towards my partner who left two days ago for a trip. Missing them deeply but feeling so much love.
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
Solitude. I know it best
I loathe others.
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
678
Sweating Summer Time GIF

I'm melting in my sauna apartment and it's very painful. (yes it's an emotion lol)
I have to listen to that in a loop to convince my brain that it's cold :

 
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Ashu

Ashu

novelist, sanskritist, Canadian living in India
Nov 13, 2021
732
Hopeless love.
 
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la fin de tout

Member
Jun 8, 2022
27
Anhedonic
 
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Rogue

Member
Mar 10, 2022
29
Most days..emptyness, pointlessness and loneliness
Today..anguish
Tomorrow..anxiety
Exactly. I'm feeling annoyed and useless today. I just don't see the point of going on with this life. I hate my self so much that I can't even look in the mirror, all I see is disappointment, ugly and I just can't stand it anymore. Ctb soon....
 
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NOloveNOpain

Member
Jun 13, 2022
14
I'm probably going to be CTB soon. But my anxiety is going haywire wondering what's on the other side when it's done
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
848
hopelessness - because I'm so disappointed (at myself & my situation).
 
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starryeyedgemini

starryeyedgemini

It's where my demons hide
Jun 5, 2022
64
Tired - my endometriosis pain has been flaring up this week and it's worn me out
 
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Alyra

Alyra

Broken.
May 31, 2022
78
Discouragement
 
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whereistheshnow

Member
May 31, 2022
21
Loneliness and sadness
 
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Dead Ghost

Dead Ghost

Mestre del Temps
May 6, 2022
1,347
Now I feel like crying,... I can't take it anymore, please stop everything.
//
Ara tinc ganes de plorar,.. no puc més, si us plau, que pari ja tot plegat.
 
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ceserasera

Member
Dec 17, 2021
68
Dread. So many unknowns but also dread what I do know.
 
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Eternal🌈Rainbow

Eternal🌈Rainbow

♡ ✨ ♡ 🌸 ♡ 💖 ♡ 🌈 ♡
Apr 2, 2022
241
Hopelessness
 
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FindingTheEnd

FindingTheEnd

Member
Jun 8, 2022
22
This one is easy. Pain.
 
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BEATNGU

BEATNGU

Bone collector
Jun 15, 2022
57
Manic
 
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