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What is your preferred method?

  • Firearm

    Votes: 45 22.1%
  • Inert Gas

    Votes: 28 13.7%
  • Hanging

    Votes: 27 13.2%
  • SN

    Votes: 50 24.5%
  • Jumping

    Votes: 11 5.4%
  • CO

    Votes: 8 3.9%
  • Train

    Votes: 4 2.0%
  • Drowning

    Votes: 5 2.5%
  • Something Else/Other

    Votes: 26 12.7%

  • Total voters
    204
dazed.daydreamer

dazed.daydreamer

Member
Jun 26, 2024
62
Inert gas is my pick from these. I would go firearm for reliability, but I just hate the scene it'd leave for whoever finds me. From what I know, inert gas seems relatively peaceful, successful, and quick. I've just never seriously considered because I don't have access/money to access the gas itself. My second pick would be injecting SN (if you can inject it?), orally just seems less reliable with the risk of vomiting. But I'm too scared getting caught in the ordering/shipping process and the consequences of that.
 
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SMmetalhead36

Ready to have my forever date with suicide
Oct 6, 2023
319
sunbleachedfliess

sunbleachedfliess

they/she
Oct 21, 2024
20
firearm for sure, and i'd do it outside, somewhere peaceful where i won't be found for a while. i always say if i'd had access to one when i was a teenager, i wouldn't be here anymore. i wish i could access one
 
Lish

Lish

I, too, shall burn
Jun 4, 2024
33
I've idealized SN and N for a while but there's no way I can get my hands on them or find a reputable source.

So, the most logical course of action would be by firearm. All I have to do is fill out paperwork, wait, save money, buy a firearm, and choose where/when I'll do it. I've had some practice shooting at the range and know that I should aim for the brain stem, so I'm not completely inexperienced.

It's the "save money" part that's the issue right now. As always, money is the root of so many issues.
 
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MyaMia

MyaMia

Member
Aug 21, 2023
17
I'd want to use a firearm just for how quick and easy it would be... if I didn't live in the UK where getting one is damned near impossible šŸ™ƒ
 
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nexus2049

Member
Apr 19, 2024
18
These all sound horrendous. I just want to lie down and be administered a cocktail of morphine and drugs by a calming professional and never wake up
 
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danter0id

Member
Oct 20, 2023
38
opioid OD. peaceful (from an internal standpoint, gruesome if you're watching it), euphoric, best way I can imagine going.

it'd be quite easy for me to get opioids, actually - I'm two blocks from what is essentially an open air drug market. ymmv on quality and what it may be cut with, but the point is to die, so. the trick is not being found long enough to actually die, or getting something that'd complicate a naloxone revival.
 
Tuonetar_

Tuonetar_

Member
Sep 18, 2024
75
I like the efficiency of a gun shot to the head, but the noise, the gruesomeness, and the risk it presents to others (I live in an apartment complex) makes it too risky. Inert gas would be my next ideal method.
 
lok_sat

lok_sat

dawg
Nov 1, 2024
11
firearm if it was available in my country, otherwise hanging will do just fine.
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
139
I
SN but i don't have an AE or benzos for it to be more peaceful. I'll try to find them and if i don't, I'll have to go without them
I don't either will it work still with no meds
 
broken_stoic

broken_stoic

Member
Aug 21, 2024
41
In order of preference:
  1. N (impossible to get)
  2. 5 mix (trouble getting some components)
  3. SN (will probably get soon)
  4. Opioid OD (unreliable be easy enough to obtain)
  5. Shotgun to the head (my last resort)

Really I want to go to sleep under the stars somewhere and just not wake up.
 
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Tarinel

Member
Oct 21, 2024
21
I

I don't either will it work still with no meds
Yes. The meds only help with anxiety, preventing vomiting and faster absorption. Just make sure to fast for at least 8 hours, prepare 2 (or 3) cups in case you vomit and to make sure nobody finds you. You can read more about this on the SN bible. There is this post where the person only had ibuprofen and SN and died peacefully. You can also find the observer remarks of that post near the end of the SN bible
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
139
Than
Yes. The meds only help with anxiety, preventing vomiting and faster absorption. Just make sure to fast for at least 8 hours, prepare 2 (or 3) cups in case you vomit and to make sure nobody finds you. You can read more about this on the SN bible. There is this post where the person only had ibuprofen and SN and died peacefully. You can also find the observer remarks of that post near the end of the SN bible
Thank you so much is it definitely going to be peaceful sorry I'm scared
 
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Tarinel

Member
Oct 21, 2024
21
Than

Thank you so much is it definitely going to be peaceful sorry I'm scared
Yeah but I can't assure you that because It all depends on your body and how it responds to the SN. Just expect discomfort like headaches if paracetamol or ibuprofen doesn't work well and nausea. It is peaceful method and the only thing you should be concerned with is your SI which I think you will struggle with based on the fear you have now even before holding the cup and deciding to drink from it. If you decide to go through with this method, you MUST remember to follow the protocol for it to be quick.

Good luck with whichever path you will follow.
 
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skatergirl

Student
Oct 28, 2024
139
Yeah but I can't assure you that because It all depends on your body and how it responds to the SN. Just expect discomfort like headaches if paracetamol or ibuprofen doesn't work well and nausea. It is peaceful method and the only thing you should be concerned with is your SI which I think you will struggle with based on the fear you have now even before holding the cup and deciding to drink from it. If you decide to go through with this method, you MUST remember to follow the protocol for it to be quick.

Good luck with whichever path you will follow.
Thanks for your help would this protocol work and be fast?

7:30 am paracetamol
9:30 am 25 mg of sn in 50 ml of water
This is all that I have medication wise
 
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