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That must've been traumatic, my heart breaks for you and some of us that weren't able to live a normal life at a young age due to neglectful and abusive parents. Your mom had no right to hurt you. Childhood abuse has lifelong permanent consequences on the victim to the point that even through years of therapy, there will still be feelings of doubt, fear, and anxiety due to mistreatment in the past. It sucks that we have to grieve what was stolen from us, a happy life. My dad was a violent alcoholic and would scream at me every single day over minor inconveniences to the point that I would just hide away in my door and lock the door every time he had an outburst. He had threatened to send me away to a new family and threatened to beat me and my brother if we misbehaved. The abuse continued until my mom finally called the police on him and years later he never changed, but he died due to years of heavy drinking. It kills me inside whenever I see a healthy functional family walk past me and I think that I never had a chance to get that when I was younger. No one should have to go through abuse from the moment they were born. I wish we could hug our childhood selves and give them the support and comfort that we never got from our relatives.The fact that as a child I was verbally & physically abused by my mom from my earliest memory. She was always annoyed or angry at my presence and often cussed at me and beat me or threatened to. She did this in public as well. The final straw, still as a child not even 8 or 9 is my lived experience where for multiple years she took me and my younger sister with her as her alibis while she cheated on my dad & continued the beatings, cursing & threats to me, forcing me to say whatever lies she told me to say about our whereabouts if & when my dad asked. All this before I was 10 years old and on the night of my 13th birthdaywas my 1st of 3 suicide attempts. I knew my life would not get better as a child and I was right.
My ex left me when I was suffering from severe OCD and intrusive thoughts a month ago and I feel like my faith in humans has diminshed as well. I was there for him when he was going through his bipolar mania for literal months and then one day he says "I want to start a new chapter" which was a literal a stab in the heart because it was his way of saying that he was leaving me behind. I can't imagine what that would feel like if I had a whole family with someone just for them to randomly walk out on you on a random day. But the fact that she left you at your weakest speaks volumes about how shitty people and fake people are. That no matter the years or the love we give them, they'll abandon us anytime they want to, not caring about the emotional heartache that will linger right after. It leaves people wondering if the love was even real.
How Trump handled the pandemic was one of the reasons why I resented him and his supporters. I had past friends spread agendas about how COVID is fake and that the vaccines were produced to weaken our immune systems. My idiot ex even confessed to me that his mom paid off a nurse to sign a fake vaccine ID card so that he didn't have to get vaccinated himself, It was crazy, and then they wonder why there's been increase in cases of polio and other health problems. He had the lowest approval rate in comparison to other presidents before him and yet he still wins elections because 'funny business man dancing to ymca.' No one is immune to propaganda unfortunately.
all the more reason for the ones who live to actually be the way they would want others to be. imagine being the person who restores someone else's faith in living. what better than making things less sufferable for someone else
I guess I'll just disagree with you and let you have your opinion, as I have my own. I see no sense nor virtue in spraying Febreze in a sewer.
sorry to tell you but you have no opinion. we don't have permanent solutions, our thoughts keep changing from one to another and what you're referring to is probably your thought. it's alright if you feel lonely and ripped off of an identity because of your past. to me, you are a friend now alr. dm's open.change yourself not to expect the same from others but because you want to do it. it's a great feeling friend, have good luck now.
i can't exactly put my finger on it, but the direction technology is going depresses me a lot. we're getting too focused on optimizing things out of everything, sucking out all the soul and passion there used to be. it feels like we're moving in a direction where nothing is unique.
I do and express it. The self is a real thing whether you want to acknowledge it or not. And that's not up for debate.
A yes good old Anti-natalism been a while since I heard of u. Luckily I cant have kids.
