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ManicPanic2018
Night of the final day
- Sep 11, 2022
- 182
I slept on this song when playing Cyberpunk 2077, but have full on fallen in love with it after watching Edgerunners. Non stop loop this morning:
somverville
Member
- Sep 13, 2022
- 13
A lot of ambient music these days and videos of nature. It's the one of the only non chemical ways to slow myself down and ground myself,
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Starset-Waiting On The Sky To Change 
There's something in the air
Burning ions in the oxygen are all aglow
A feeling everywhere
Premonitions of the storm that comes, but I won't go
I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is home
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(Waiting on the sky to change)
I've been frozen since that day
I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me
It's hard to find my way
Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?
I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is hope
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(And the water's rising)
(And the water's rising)
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
There's something in the air
Burning ions in the oxygen are all aglow
A feeling everywhere
Premonitions of the storm that comes, but I won't go
I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is home
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(Waiting on the sky to change)
I've been frozen since that day
I saw my clear blue skies as they turned to gray in front of me
It's hard to find my way
Can I rise above when giving up is all I know?
I'm done running towards
The eyes of tornadoes
Pretending this is hope
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
(And the water's rising)
(And the water's rising)
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
And the water's rising
Going deaf from the sound of rain
And the water's rising
I won't drown in the flood you made
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it wash over my fear
Of these heights as I transcend
And become whole again
I breathe in the atmosphere
Let it take me out of here
I won't live life in the rain
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Waiting on the sky to change
Wasabi
Member
- Sep 9, 2022
- 54
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Dayseeker-Without Me 
How did we let it all come to nothing? (Nothing)
Feeling like I should've been feeling something (something)
Lately, I've been puttin' it off to see if (to see if)
You'd come back crawling
The floor is falling out
So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb when I see what you run from
So don't you leave me empty when it's only in my eyes
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
Call me when you know you're feeling lovesick (lovesick)
Or you can call it off when you see that I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
Lately, I've been putting it off to see you
Don't come back crawling
The floor is falling out
So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
So don't you hold me
If you don't wanna know me
So don't you leave me empty
When it's only in my eyes
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel?
How do you feel
Without me?
How did we let it all come to nothing? (Nothing)
Feeling like I should've been feeling something (something)
Lately, I've been puttin' it off to see if (to see if)
You'd come back crawling
The floor is falling out
So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb when I see what you run from
So don't you leave me empty when it's only in my eyes
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
Call me when you know you're feeling lovesick (lovesick)
Or you can call it off when you see that I ain't shit (I ain't shit)
Lately, I've been putting it off to see you
Don't come back crawling
The floor is falling out
So don't you hold me if you don't wanna know me
Don't you play dumb
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
So don't you hold me
If you don't wanna know me
So don't you leave me empty
When it's only in my eyes
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel the same when I don't sleep?
Somehow found me, but you still doubt me
How do you feel the same without me?
How do you feel?
How do you feel
Without me?
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,346
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Watain-We Remain
How red and full of truth are not
The stories by the fires told?
Absorbed and passed on by every dreamer
Madly drunk from embers glow
Always with the whirling dust
Of winding roads to mask our trail
And cloak the paths 'pon which we rode
So that legends dim might tell our tale
On waves of wildest oceans borne
In roaring chant a song unheard
Thus was brought the lore, to havens far
The echo of the primal word
For what is truth but what we make it?
A tale deformed by wind and rain
By temple stone and eager flame
Concealed, in spirit
We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain
Like a marooned enchantress stranded in the tropic of deceit
The truth abides within us all
Patiently awaiting the rise of her star
And its vengeful light to shine on our betrayal
For in the breaking of the final dawn and the silencing of all
Her muted voice shall rise in grace anew
At the unweaving of the webs and the dismantling of the world
We will remember her
Hark unto its hissing tongue
That dark wind of which dreams are made
On it blows, that fateful song
On and on and on
What if life is but an intermission?
The flickering of dying flame
And in the endless night in which it burns
Concealed, forever
We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain
The stories by the fires told?
Absorbed and passed on by every dreamer
Madly drunk from embers glow
Always with the whirling dust
Of winding roads to mask our trail
And cloak the paths 'pon which we rode
So that legends dim might tell our tale
On waves of wildest oceans borne
In roaring chant a song unheard
Thus was brought the lore, to havens far
The echo of the primal word
For what is truth but what we make it?
A tale deformed by wind and rain
By temple stone and eager flame
Concealed, in spirit
We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain
Like a marooned enchantress stranded in the tropic of deceit
The truth abides within us all
Patiently awaiting the rise of her star
And its vengeful light to shine on our betrayal
For in the breaking of the final dawn and the silencing of all
Her muted voice shall rise in grace anew
At the unweaving of the webs and the dismantling of the world
We will remember her
Hark unto its hissing tongue
That dark wind of which dreams are made
On it blows, that fateful song
On and on and on
What if life is but an intermission?
The flickering of dying flame
And in the endless night in which it burns
Concealed, forever
We remain
We remain
We remain
We remain
Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,346
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Slipknot-The Dying Song
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah
Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the son and the holy ghost
Communist comatose, show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more satans
Only the bosses on the board
Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you
Regret, rely, remorse inside of you
Yeah
Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long
The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah
Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah
Radical rather than rhetorical, babble like an oracle
Why am I always in your debt?
Father and the son and the holy ghost
Communist comatose, show me all the wagers are a bet
The middle of a nuclear winter is a modern achievement of the retro apocalyptic horde
Satan? You must be mistaken, there are no more satans
Only the bosses on the board
Forget, deny, ignore, nice try, it's you
Regret, rely, remorse inside of you
Yeah
Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long
The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Die, die, die, yeah
Maybe you've been down too long
Maybe you've been down too long
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
Think hard, you bastards
You're gonna tell me why
If I don't get an answer
You're gonna sing and die
The heart begins to suffer
When the soul has given up
And the flesh is barely more than bone
When no one else is listening
Only when you've had enough
Time to sing this dying song alone
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
Put your hands into the water
Let your mouth go sick and dry
Put your life into your death now
Let them sing until you die
combatcuteness
The number zero is feeling lonely...
- Nov 30, 2020
- 193
I wouldn't dare post it because it's really grim. The singer talks about why she wants to die and tells the person it's singing to kill her. It doesn't describe my situation or opinions on suicide but I like the mood, it's cool to hear when I'm down. Sometimes this songs are the only thing that can cheer me up. They have this cool rock vibe. 
Another rock song about suicide is:
Rock on, Rock Is life. 
Another rock song about suicide is:
Rock on, Rock Is life.
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Dolly Parton-Just When I Needed You Most
You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I miss you more
Than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
Now most every morning
I stare out the window
I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me
'Cause I need you more
Than I needed before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I love you more
Than I loved you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
You left me
Just when I needed you most
Oh, you left me
Just when I needed you most
You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I miss you more
Than I missed you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
Now most every morning
I stare out the window
I think about where you might be
I've written you letters that I'd like to send
If you would just send one to me
'Cause I need you more
Than I needed before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
Yes, you left me
Just when I needed you most
You packed in the morning
I stared out the window
And I struggled for something to say
You left in the rain without closing the door
I didn't stand in your way
Now I love you more
Than I loved you before
And now where I'll find comfort, God knows
'Cause you left me
Just when I needed you most
You left me
Just when I needed you most
Oh, you left me
Just when I needed you most
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Chelsea Grin-Origin Of Sin
Fury, Hell hath no fury
Mercy, I need your mercy
Shadow work incomplete, abundant worry cease to bleed
You are mine in your mind so constantly, inescapably
Sweetest child, don't you see? The veil is so thin
Soon all will see, life will see, we have been deceived
But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear
You'll soon remember why you're here
And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed
But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear
Your spirit is attainable, but locked within you
Between the bone, blood, and sinew
This forever journey only continues
Reaching deep within, remember what you once knew
And so it was written, and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed
And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth but were only fooled
Think or die
Die
Die
Think or die
Think or die
Fury, Hell hath no fury
Mercy, I need your mercy
Shadow work incomplete, abundant worry cease to bleed
You are mine in your mind so constantly, inescapably
Sweetest child, don't you see? The veil is so thin
Soon all will see, life will see, we have been deceived
But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear
You'll soon remember why you're here
And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed
But as we're born anew
The water birth, we tried and true
Blackness spawned, now ends consumed
Man's wisdom will surpass doom
I know we struggle here
The ways of old will die again
Some of us will lie with them
To end the cycle of endless fear
Your spirit is attainable, but locked within you
Between the bone, blood, and sinew
This forever journey only continues
Reaching deep within, remember what you once knew
And so it was written, and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth, but were only fooled
Don't cast your stones at me
Because you simply cannot perceive
What you've been subjected to
We must question all, or we are doomed
And so it was written and spoken to few
Empty brotherhoods from tainted truth
From Egyptian times to modern rule
We asked for truth but were only fooled
Think or die
Die
Die
Think or die
Think or die
Cerulea
Student
- Sep 19, 2022
- 100
The Mars Volta put out a new album last week that I have not stopped listening to. It is their most intimate work and some of those songs are absolutely beautiful. Highlights include Shore Song, Vigil, Cerulea, Palm Full of Crux, and Collapsible Shoulders. I highly recommend it to anyone who considers themselves a fan of their other work.
Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,346
BeansOfRequirement
Behind the guilt was compassion
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,753
Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,346
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Recently discovered this... Not new, but new to me.
Celine Dion-Sorry For Love
Forgive me for the things
That I never said to you
Forgive me for not knowing
The right words to say, to prove
That I will always be
Devoted to you and me
And if you can't feel that in my love
Then I'm sorry for not giving you enough
But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one
And I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
Well, maybe there've been times
That I let you down
Lookin' back on all those moments
I know that I should have found
The best of me for you
And now I will promise to
And if you don't see that in my eyes
Then I'll be
Sorry for the rest of my life
But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one
But I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
And we all make mistakes
No matter how hard we try
But hearts can't only break
When sorry comes all around
Ooh, when sorry comes around
I'm not sorry...
I'm not sorry for my love
For my love
For my touch
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives into one
And I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
Celine Dion-Sorry For Love
Forgive me for the things
That I never said to you
Forgive me for not knowing
The right words to say, to prove
That I will always be
Devoted to you and me
And if you can't feel that in my love
Then I'm sorry for not giving you enough
But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one
And I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
Well, maybe there've been times
That I let you down
Lookin' back on all those moments
I know that I should have found
The best of me for you
And now I will promise to
And if you don't see that in my eyes
Then I'll be
Sorry for the rest of my life
But I'm not sorry for my love
I'm not sorry for my touch
The way it made your hands
Tremble and my heart rush
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing, no
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives in one
But I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
And we all make mistakes
No matter how hard we try
But hearts can't only break
When sorry comes all around
Ooh, when sorry comes around
I'm not sorry...
I'm not sorry for my love
For my love
For my touch
I would do it all again
Wouldn't take back a thing
'Cause with you I've lived
A thousand lives into one
And I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
I could never be
Sorry for love
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Hoobastank-The Reason
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
ManicPanic2018
Night of the final day
- Sep 11, 2022
- 182
Dead Ghost
Mestre del Temps
- May 6, 2022
- 1,346
not-2-b-the-answer
Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 9,553
Tanya Tucker-It's Only Over For You
As I watch you falling in love
You can't see me falling apart
And even though you hurt me I know
I still love you with all of my heart
But I won't hide my face in a stranger's embrace
When we dance into each other's view
No, don't be surprised at these tears in my eyes
'Cause it's only over for you
It's only over for you
No, I'm not the one you found somebody new
You can go on believing we're through
Ooh, but it's only over, it's only over for you
Oh, it's only over, it's only over for you
As I watch you falling in love
You can't see me falling apart
And even though you hurt me I know
I still love you with all of my heart
But I won't hide my face in a stranger's embrace
When we dance into each other's view
No, don't be surprised at these tears in my eyes
'Cause it's only over for you
It's only over for you
No, I'm not the one you found somebody new
You can go on believing we're through
Ooh, but it's only over, it's only over for you
Oh, it's only over, it's only over for you
helplessness
Member
- Sep 24, 2022
- 29
Alcoholic Teletubby
Rip in piss
- Jan 10, 2022
- 400
Visit0r - Disseminate
SALEM - Better Off Alone
NFRUX - Hate Myself
Andreas Rönnberg - Kill Yourself
ManicPanic2018
Night of the final day
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