What music are you listening to at the moment?

[vanillamilkshakes]

 

[Dead Ghost]

POLIÇA - "Wandering Star"

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Three Days Grace-Mayday








We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Welcome to the end, just take a number
Just get used to the influence you're under
It's the same old story of
Wanting it all but it's never enough
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

Just wait in line for your rights and your privilege
Then follow the leader right off the cliffs edge
All your dreams are down below
Buried under broken bones
The more you know, you know, you know nothing

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

Calm down, we'll be okay
Just some turbulence, we're on our way
We're going down, but not today
We'll never say Mayday

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We walk like dead people who haven't died yet
We ride like passengers without a pilot
We be losing our minds, but we all try to hide it
It's hard to keep fighting when you're barely surviving

We're still alive
We're losing our minds

We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday
We'll never say, we'll never say Mayday

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

 

[Mayfly]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Mike's Dead-Leave Me To Bleed




Bleeding out
Screaming, "Can you hear me now?"
You left me with a heart of stone
You said you'd make this house a home
You said, "Never forget, I'm here 'til the end"
Then you left me for dead
You said, "You knew from the start," now I'm trapped in the dark
Watch me fall apart, I'll never be the same
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took evеrything from me
Leave mе to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Break me down
The pain is overwhelming now
Apologies are overdue
I'm haunted by the ghost of you
I said, "Never forget, you're my worst regret"
You left me for dead
I said, "Now as we end, how do I begin
When I'm so empty? You ruined everything"
Thought I was free, but now I see
You took everything from me
Left all this pain inside of me
You can't just take it all and
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
Leave me to bleed
All along, you took everything from me
You took everything from me

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Still love this song.....

Staind-Better Days








I've been feelin' outta control
There's no healin' between all the roads
And there's no comfort, am I losin' my soul?
Is it too late to just let 'em go?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

I tried to hold on, but it slipped through my hands
Do you believe in a second chance
For all we've been through?
Don't you think we deserve so much more than this hurt?

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days
Of better days

I've been feeling so out of control
There's no healin'

And someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Someday I will wake up
And everything has changed
Until then, I will dream of better days
Still living in the sorrow and learnin' from the pain
Until then, I will dream of better days

Of better days
Of better days
Of better days

 

[EvisceratedJester]

 

[star.trip]

 

[shrizoid]

 

[ben_]

One of few things that doesn't take too much of my attention.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Some Classic Rock....

John Stewart-Gold








When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Ah, my buddy Jim Bass he's a-workin' pumpin gas
And he makes two fifty for an hour
He's got rhythm in his hands as he's tappin' on the cans
Sings rock and roll in the shower
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Ah, California girls are the greatest in the world
Each one a song in the making
Singin' rock to me I can hear the melody
The story is there for the takin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold

Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
When the lights go down in the California town
People are in for the evening
I jump into my car and I throw in my guitar
My heart beatin' time with my breathin'
Drivin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
There's people out there turnin' music into gold
Flyin' over Kanan, singin' to my soul
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold
(Ooh, yeah)

People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing)
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Rappin' on the radio
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
Slippin' out the back door
People out there turnin' music into gold, into gold
(Gotta sing gold)
People out there

 

[billie]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Iron Maiden-Can I Play With Madness










"Can I Play With Madness?"

Can I play with madness?

Give me the sense to wonder
To wonder if I'm free
Give me a sense of wonder
To know I can be me
Give me the strength to hold my head up
Spit back in their face
Don't need no key to unlock this door
Gonna break down the walls
Break out of this bad place

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

I screamed aloud to the old man
I said "Don't lie, don't say you don't know"
I say "You'll pay for this mischief
In this world or the next"
Oh and then he fixed me with a freezing glance
And the hell fires raged in his eyes
He said "You wanna know the truth son?
Lord, I'll tell you the truth
Your soul's gonna burn in a lake of fire"

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

"Listen to me," said the prophet

Can I play with madness?
The prophet stared at his crystal ball
Can I play with madness?
There's no vision there at all
Can I play with madness?
The prophet looked at me and laughed at me (ha ha)
He said:
Can I play with madness?
He said you're blind, too blind to see
Said you're too blind to see

Can I play with madness?

 

[Agon321]

 

[EvisceratedJester]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Eurythmics-Here Comes The Rain Again








Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me
Like lovers do

Here comes the rain again
Raining in my head like a tragedy
Tearing me apart like a new emotion (Ooh)
I want to breathe in the open wind
I want to kiss like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do
Walk with me
Like lovers do
Talk to me (Ooh)
Like lovers do

So, baby, talk to me
Like lovers do

Ooh
Ooh, yeah
Here it comes again
Ooh
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Here it comes again, here it comes again, ah)
I want to walk in the open wind
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you? (Ooh, here it comes again)

Here comes the rain again (I said)
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion (Ooh, ooh, yeah)
I want to walk in the open wind (Mhm)
I want to talk like lovers do
Want to dive into your ocean
Is it raining with you?

Here comes the rain again
Falling on my head like a memory
Falling on my head like a new emotion

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Sarcasm-Dying Embers Of Solitude

 

[EvisceratedJester]

 

[sillypuppygirl]

abstract (psychopomp) - hozier

 

[Tuonetar_]

Now you swear and kick and beg us that you're not a gamblin' man
Then you find you're back in Vegas with a handle in your hand
Your black cards can make you money so you hide them when you're able
In the land of milk and honey, you must put them on the table

 

[_AllCatsAreGrey_]

When I, I lay awake at night
I get upset, I wonder why
Try not to cry
Try again, try again, but no reply
Tell myself: "write it down"
"Ok, cry it out"
'Cause what is there left to talk about
Phone a friend, then hang up
Before they pick it up
I'm losing my mind tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling
I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling
This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like
Staring at the ceiling
This is what it feels like

When I, I wanna close my eyes
They're like the stars up in the sky
I try all night
Try again, try again, they won't align
Tell myself it's okay
Don't like you anyway
But I know I'll change my mind again
Suddenly yesterday, seems so far away
I hope you reply tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling
I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like
Staring at the ceiling
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

And I, I lay awake at night, staring at the ceiling
(Try again, try again, try again, try again)
I'm losing my mind

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
About to fall apart, you didn't mean it
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lay awake at night just daydreaming
Deleting memories, I don't need them
This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling
Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

 

[outatime_85]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Arcade Assembly-Nothing's Real



Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know ...

Nothing's real
Nothing's real

I didn't have the tools to know
I didn't have the words to deal
They found a way to make us look away

We decided that the rules had changed
Despite what the nobles say
We don't need to be controlled to feel whole

I just want a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real
(Nothing's real)

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell
(Nothing's real)

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I just need a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell

Nothing's real

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can move

MOVE

I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
Turning page after page after page
It's my book and I'm thumbing through

Without any candlestick holder
Without an idea if it's true
See you don't have all of the pieces
So I know you don't have any clue

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can ...
I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
I need to
I need to
MOVE
Arcade Assembly-Nothing's Real



Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know ...

Nothing's real
Nothing's real

I didn't have the tools to know
I didn't have the words to deal
They found a way to make us look away

We decided that the rules had changed
Despite what the nobles say
We don't need to be controlled to feel whole

I just want a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real
(Nothing's real)

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell
(Nothing's real)

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I just need a little clarity
All the disparity
Has me questioning
Whether I feel?
If anything here is real

Or whether developing a sense of
Touch, taste, sight, smell
Is really worth all the hassle and hell

Nothing's real

Tear it open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can move

MOVE

I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
Turning page after page after page
It's my book and I'm thumbing through

Without any candlestick holder
Without an idea if it's true
See you don't have all of the pieces
So I know you don't have any clue

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

Tear me open
Maybe I'm out of control
Maybe we're just all alone
Share what's spoken
Maybe there's more than we know
Nothing's real

I can see reality can ...
I can see a reality coming through
A sense of mortality coming through
I need to
I need to
MOVE

 

[EvisceratedJester]

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Police-Can't Stand Losing You







Called you so many times today
And I guess it's all true what your girlfriends say
That you don't ever want to see me again
And your brother's gonna kill me, and he's six feet ten

I guess you'd call it cowardice
But I'm not prepared to go on like this

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you
I can't stand losing you

I see you sent my letters back
And my LP records, and they're all scratched
I can't see the point in another day
When nobody listens to a word I say

You can call it lack of confidence
But to carry on living doesn't make no sense

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

Oh

I guess this is our last goodbye
And you don't care, so I won't cry
But you'll be sorry when I'm dead
And all this guilt will be on your head

I guess you'd call it suicide
But I'm too full to swallow my pride

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing
I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

I can't, I can't, I can't stand losing

 

[S1_ckJoe]

I love you so much, Ethel Cain

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Stevie Nicks-I Can't Wait








I can't wait
I love you

I can't wait, I can't wait
Sometimes she talks to him
Sometimes, well, she's only dreaming
Then, when she wakes up
Somehow, well, she still believes him
Yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
Yes, I know you
To be continued, it's too much, well

I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, if I'm wasting my time, wish you'd make up your mind, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I'd like to go out, if I'll see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you?

She wonders how many more hours
Her heart will feel broken
Then, in secret, she says she needs to see him
But no words are spoken
Well, she dances around in a circle
Well, she's got that feeling now
Blame it on something at first sight
Put the blame on me if you want to
To be continued

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, now babe
I can't wait, I can't wait
Now I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you, baby?
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
If I'm wasting my time, make up your mind, baby

I tell it, tell it
I tell it (How will I love you?)
I tell it, tell it
How will we feel 20 years from now? (How will I love you?)
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait now (I can't wait)

No, no time will make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
Now that I love you, now that I love you
(I can't wait, I can't wait)

I can't wait
I love you

I can't wait, I can't wait
Sometimes she talks to him
Sometimes, well, she's only dreaming
Then, when she wakes up
Somehow, well, she still believes him
Yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
Yes, I know you
To be continued, it's too much, well

I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, if I'm wasting my time, wish you'd make up your mind, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I'd like to go out, if I'll see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait
Well, yes, I know you
Though we've been out of touch
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you?

She wonders how many more hours
Her heart will feel broken
Then, in secret, she says she needs to see him
But no words are spoken
Well, she dances around in a circle
Well, she's got that feeling now
Blame it on something at first sight
Put the blame on me if you want to
To be continued

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, now babe
I can't wait, I can't wait
Now I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
What can I do when I'm crazy for you, baby?
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
If I'm wasting my time, make up your mind, baby

I tell it, tell it
I tell it (How will I love you?)
I tell it, tell it
How will we feel 20 years from now? (How will I love you?)
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?
How will we feel 20 years from now?

I can't wait, I can't wait
If I'm wasting my time while you make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait
And I got to know when I can see you again, well
I can't wait, I can't wait now (I can't wait)

No, no time will make up your mind, baby
I can't wait, I can't wait (I can't wait)
Now that I love you, now that I love you
(I can't wait, I can't wait)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Signs Of The Swarm-Pray For Death









Dying wasted breath

Pray for death
Only silence greets your prayers
Captive to this creation
Why, oh why, must suffering reign?

Agony and misery
Deprived and lifeless
Your final breath slips away

Years come and gone
Suspend your disbelief
Bow your head and preach your insanity

Death is all that you're granted for praying
Death is all that you're granted for praying to "god"

Call for the hand of "god"

Dying wasted breath

An acrid stench of the fading hopes

Crying and suffering
Bleeding in silence when your savior abandons you
Crucified alone
Death is all that you will get for all your praying

Dying wasted breath

Decay awaits
When begging for an answer

 

[Dead Ghost]

Echo & The Bunnymen - The Killing Moon