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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
What would you like to change about yourself? If you can magically change what you want.

It can be about your physical or mental.
 
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divinized

divinized

Member
Nov 26, 2018
84
As for mentally, I'd like to be confident and never get anxiety. For physical I would probably ask for a nicer face shape, better eyebrows, and a smaller nose.
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
I'd wish for my heart to just stop instead of beating.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I want my cancer to completely disappear and to be healthy again.
 
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sólstafir

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
207
I would like to have a really cool, fixed personality, not to be a chameleon soul. Not to have anxiety everywhere. I just want to be comfortable in my own skin, have a good relationship with myself, respect myself. These things are completely foreign to me! I want my mind to support me, not act like it's my worst enemy. My own mind is always struggling with some kind of trap. I'm afraid to live, I haven't had any normal years in my twenties so far. I don't think I've ever felt 'normal' inside me, the feeling that I'm loved, because you almost can't love me, because I'm so fucking unstable! I wish to be stable. A normal mind is what I want.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
I would like to have a really cool, fixed personality, not to be a chameleon soul. Not to have anxiety everywhere. I just want to be comfortable in my own skin, have a good relationship with myself, respect myself. These things are completely foreign to me! I want my mind to support me, not act like it's my worst enemy. My own mind is always struggling with some kind of trap. I'm afraid to live, I haven't had any normal years in my twenties so far. I don't think I've ever felt 'normal' inside me, the feeling that I'm loved, because you almost can't love me, because I'm so fucking unstable! I wish to be stable. A normal mind is what I want.

I feel the same.
 
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MMNZ91

Member
Dec 5, 2018
26
My spirit
 
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slowlystarve

slowlystarve

abomination
Dec 10, 2018
43
no more scars on my body, more likeable personality, prettier face, good at something, less afraid, healthy brain
 
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NotWorthLiving

Enlightened
Dec 8, 2018
1,264
I would physically like to change the fact I'm alive...

Well if I could change physically or mentally I would like to get rid of all these physical and mental scars and would like to be genuinely happy and enjoy and see a point in life
 
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Tyuiop

Student
Nov 25, 2018
155
I would like to have a really cool, fixed personality, not to be a chameleon soul. Not to have anxiety everywhere. I just want to be comfortable in my own skin, have a good relationship with myself, respect myself. These things are completely foreign to me! I want my mind to support me, not act like it's my worst enemy. My own mind is always struggling with some kind of trap. I'm afraid to live, I haven't had any normal years in my twenties so far. I don't think I've ever felt 'normal' inside me, the feeling that I'm loved, because you almost can't love me, because I'm so fucking unstable! I wish to be stable. A normal mind is what I want.
Solstafir put it so well that there is almost nothing to add.
But i would also wish for more mental energy, not too much, but to have the energy and mental capacity that normal people have. To be able to work full time and still be able to enjoy the free hours left in the day.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
What would you like to change about yourself? If you can magically change what you want.

It can be about your physical or mental.
Eren, thank you for posing this question, and giving me the opportunity to think about changing myself magically. I would change the way I look. Frustratingly, there's a fashion model who looks like a better-looking version of me. We have many of the same features, and it frustrates me that I'm KIND of close to looking like her, but yet so far.

So, here goes (thank you again for this opportunity):
-I'd look like HIlary Rhoda
-I'd have an AWESOME job (i.e., "a f*ck-you job")
-a dude who thought I was the best thing in the world and wanted to stick around fo'evah!!!
-a storage-unit full of money like Walter White and Skylar had on "Breaking Bad." In other words, more cash than I knew what to do with.
-I'd also be really effing smart: good at computers and statistics and financial modeling and engineering. You know, HARD skills.
-I'd be able to play a musical instrument without having to put in the time/effort
-I'd be a really great dancer.
-I could learn languages really well by putting a microchip in my brain.

Thank you, Eren. xoxoxoxo
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,828
me to I'd wish for my heart to just stop instead of beating.
 
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KitKat

KitKat

Body Dysmorphic
Dec 8, 2018
33
I just want to chance everything :/
 
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