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mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
87
I've finally placed an order for SN with DMC/DSL and got confirmation that it's ready to be shipped. I'm wondering what I should write in a suicide note, if I even write one. What are some things you guys would write, and who would you write them to?
 
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wtg

wtg

Member
Apr 2, 2023
58
Just "bleh" with 😛 emoji, to whoever check my pocket.
 
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liquid jen

liquid jen

New Member
Sep 9, 2025
4
Mine would probably be a long ass google doc made up of ramblings from the 2 weeks or so before my planned date. Maybe a few separate notes to specific people too.
 
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sorrowfullyliving

Always worried
Sep 2, 2025
27
I'm not sure but I'll definitely thank my mom for all that she had done for me, and a last farewell to this cruel world
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
1,461
I don't know. I've lost count of the number of drafts. I'll edit one for a while, then file it away and start completely from scratch with a new one. Sometimes I write to a specific person, other times to a group of two or three. I may not end up sending one at all.
 
dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
798
People that matter to me already know my years long battle with mental illness and all I have done to try to help myself so for me my note would be short and sweet. "No one could have done anything to prevent this outcome. I am so sorry for the pain I have caused. Please forgive me and be grateful I am now at peace."
 
iamanavalanche

iamanavalanche

fast words, deliverance
May 20, 2024
191
a note stuck to my desk saying "GO TO HELL!!'
 
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DontCryForChimp

DontCryForChimp

I am a coward
Aug 7, 2025
14
I would just try to explain how and why it came to this, and I would also try to take the blame off everyone. The idea behind leaving a note (at least to me) is to give understanding and closure during the aftermath. I would not wish for the people around me to feel the same sorrow I chose to run from; no good having someone spend the rest of their life blaming themself, or wondering what they could have done differently.
 
[Lord Void]

[Lord Void]

New Member
Sep 14, 2025
2
I would have specific notes for people who made me this way, I'd have some for some others who were close, and then I'd have a general final message to the world. I'm not ready to make notes yet but the general note would talk about my general philosophy and maybe delve a bit into what lead me to do it.
 
torturedmind

torturedmind

What the hell am I doing here?
Nov 5, 2023
20
I would try to write about how I feel in a way that could potentially help my loved ones understand why I chose to end my life.
 
starboy2k

starboy2k

the only thing I can do right….is be a burden
May 21, 2025
240
At first I was gonna write…
"Wont miss any of this,
Wont miss any of you,
Im fucking done."

Now Im changing it to….
"Fuck all of this,
Fuck all of you,
Im outta here."

Teehee
 
3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
75
Nothing. Nobody will read it anyway.
 

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