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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I see lots of lurkers!!

I'm neurotically checking for new posts, fml!!!
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I will disappoint you most of the time in that regard :) Even here, among (mostly) likeminded people I spend more time in word games than truly communicating. FML indeed.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I will disappoint you most of the time in that regard :) Even here, among (mostly) likeminded people I spend more time in word games than truly communicating. FML indeed.
I don't see you in word games <frown>

You belong to this forum now <evil frown>
 
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I don't see you in word games <frown>

You belong to this forum now <evil frown>

You don't? How's that possible?

Yes Sir, I definitely belong. I wish it wasn't true :(
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
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Whatshername

Whatshername

That Ghost Lady on the Hill
Dec 14, 2018
1,352
I'm looking at both of you

<squinty eyes>

Why the squinty eyes? We are all here for a reason, and it's not because we're happy and sane. My experience here is still mostly positive, many kindhearted people, you amongst them
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
I'm staring at the spot where I was meant to do full hanging today and thinking fuck I can't do this
 
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thatguyakira123

thatguyakira123

Experienced
Apr 10, 2018
217
Just got done with my skateboarding sesh for the day. Planning on getting high and watching the matrix later if my anxiety fucks off.
 
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Sanguinius

Sanguinius

Chicken of ss
Aug 9, 2018
291
Going home from the psych ward
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Browsing the net, drinking tea and wishing that Feb was here already to CTB.
 
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Misanthrope

Misanthrope

Mage
Oct 23, 2018
557
Staring at the steam store with its wallet damaging sales of video games.
 
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Pegasus

Pegasus

Experienced
Dec 15, 2018
258
Eating carrot cake and drinking coffee.
 
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none666

Student
Oct 15, 2018
195
Reading the Great Gatsby for school and listening to the new OmenXIII album
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
Waiting in a psych ward
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
Laying in bed, delaying that first morning pee because I'm a lazy son of a bitch. It's getting a little uncomfortable. Part of me wonders why I do these things to myself, and another wonders how fatal kidney damage is.
 
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Moony21

Moony21

Experienced
Nov 23, 2018
273
Drinking tea and waiting till I go out to eat with family and friends, It's my birthday today.
 
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Meeseeks

Meeseeks

Student
Nov 15, 2018
100
Drinking tea and waiting till I go out to eat with family and friends, It's my birthday today.

Happy birthday!? Hope you a peaceful day. How many trips around the sun?
 
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Meeseeks

Meeseeks

Student
Nov 15, 2018
100
Sipping coffee. Aimlessly scrolling my phone. Probably should do something productive.
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Recovering from the godawful headache practicing partial, now having coffee with some tequila in it. Talking to my 1 of 2 only long distance friends on telegram.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Recovering from the godawful headache practicing partial, now having coffee with some tequila in it. Talking to my 1 of 2 only long distance friends on telegram.
How you doing other than the headache?
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
How you doing other than the headache?
Feel a lot better thanks for asking. I know tomorrow I will just wake with the same miserable cycle starting over again though, the anger and bitterness projected at me by parents as usual too.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Feel a lot better thanks for asking. I know tomorrow I will just wake with the same miserable cycle starting over again though, the anger and bitterness projected at me by parents as usual too.
Your parents sound hard to deal with ..and escape from. What's their problem?
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Your parents sound hard to deal with ..and escape from. What's their problem?
They are just bitter, use my depression and mental issues against me, even though I've never taken it out on them. My whole family would be a long story to share though in depth. Even if I moved out which I did for a while, I'm still trapped alone. It's like suffer here or suffer also alone elsewhere. I don't get that option to move out now anyway. In the 2 years I did live alone it was only slightly better really. All of this isn't their fault they haven't had it easy themselves but are just no help at all though.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
They are just bitter, use my depression and mental issues against me, even though I've never taken it out on them. My whole family would be a long story to share though in depth. Even if I moved out which I did for a while, I'm still trapped alone. It's like suffer here or suffer also alone elsewhere. I don't get that option to move out now anyway. In the 2 years I did live alone it was only slightly better really. All of this isn't their fault they haven't had it easy themselves but are just no help at all though.
Painful monotony. No other options? Rebel and make them see the error in their ways before going, and enjoy the fruits a little bit? Having a plan for CTB can make it easier to live life differently
 
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Xaphous

Xaphous

hikikomori
Nov 11, 2018
550
Painful monotony. No other options? Rebel and make them see the error in their ways before going, and enjoy the fruits a little bit? Having a plan for CTB can make it easier to live life differently
They all work against me, they jump to life when my sisters come over who also don't speak a word to me. I'm treat like a martyr like I always was. The best solution would be to never see them again. I have zero social life so It's not like I have any escape anyway.
 
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