What's bothering you right now?

[All Things Must Pass]

The fact that this actually happened: https://www.lbc.co.uk/news/daughter-fused-to-sofa-america-parents-leave-jail/

 

[Manaaja]

I'm jealous of those animes which go like "I'm a super shy, introverted, antisocial, mute or partially mute, anxious, autistic person. All the people want to be my friends and all the boys/girls want to date me and think I'm the greatest person ever! And everyone treats me so well and is so nice to me and I'm the most popular, talented and skilled and liked person in town!". I have a love/hate relationship with them. At the same time they are so unrealistic they make me grow a tail, but at the same time it's nice to see wish fulfillment and fantasies.

 

[archipelago]

Gaslighting and people offering unsolicited religious advice when they were paid for a professional (non-religious) service. I fucking can't stand overbearing religious people who shove their religion down your throat at every fucking chance they get, it's honestly no surprise that most people find them insufferable.

Also the insinuation that I don't work hard, when I busted my ass in school because I wanted nothing more than to be independent and have a good career. But I have a fucking neurological disorder and it really got in the way of that. I'm just really tired of all the gaslighting, the holier-than-thou assholes, the idea that because someone is disabled that it means they're lazy. Fuck people like that with a fucking cactus. And a rusty nail.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I got a match with someone on some app called Coffee Meets Bagel with someone who looks good but I'm pretty sure it's a fake profile and even if it isn't I have no idea what to say since I didn't think I would get this far.

 

[BrokenLine]

ME, I put on a good face when I'm around people but one I cant i try my best. Today i realized I really don't think they like me, that i mean nothing.

 

[Mythyis001]

I got a match with someone on some app called Coffee Meets Bagel with someone who looks good but I'm pretty sure it's a fake profile and even if it isn't I have no idea what to say since I didn't think I would get this far.

For what it is worth I didn't find many fake profiles while on Coffee Meets Bagel. Doesn't mean it isn't fake but you might as well give it a shot. I did loads of online dating a few years ago. I also thought I wouldn't have success. I am a very short guy and not conventionally attractive. It is rough. Ran across quite a few fake profiles, and have been rejected a ton. But even with my ugly face I was still able to find people who were interested.

 

[T90-Alpha]

I had to drive over 460 miles today to meet family. I feel like shit, I had to wake up at 3 am

 

[Circles]

Normal people just don't fucking understand what it's like to be suicidal for half of your goddamn life and just now I want to recover, but somehow I feel like I can't no matter what the fuck I do. I'm just so fucking done trying to improve when I always fail.

 

[Fragile]

My fucking keyboard broke. Now I have to use the on-screen keyboard and it absolutely sucks. I can't get into garbage internet discussions or help Elon stress test his new "free speech" twitter.

I'll have to wait until next month to buy a new one.

 

[AnnonyBox]

Worried about my friend dying in war, worried about the whole Roe v Wade thing meaning they come for LGBT folks next, worried about the general collapse of civilization, and just general depression and chronic pain. I hate being alive.

 

[Lullaby]

I'm so tired of pretending that I'm okay, and I'm tired of people forcing me to move onto the next thing.

I'm still hurting, I'm still depressed, I'm sad, I'm tired. People tell me I shouldn't be sad about xyz because I have this or that to look forward to, but I'm just not anymore; I'm not looking forward to anything.

I'm not excited, I'm not happy, I'm just really hopeless about everything. I genuinely feel like I'm fooling myself at his point. I try to work, I try to go to school, I try to make friends, I try relationships and they always go wrong in some way. I'm just tired of trying.

I'm tired of being hurt and disappointed constantly, and being told to just accept it.

 

[western_heart]

being unproductive at work (it's like i don't care anymore, i don't even try)
not using my lunch break to go on a bike ride

 

[whatevs]

Fat is slowly winning an uphill battle.

 

[VapeAway]

My life.

 

[BrokenLine]

Getting ghosted,

 

[Painless_end]

How much of a struggle life is if you can't CTB

"Get busy living or get busy dying"

 

[T90-Alpha]

procrastinating on schoolwork i have to finish in a week. FUCK

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Sick of people who claim to know me telling me I'm a nice person. An incel can't be a nice person, idiots.

 

[S like Siren]

I can't sleep even if i'm very tired

 

[ornitier199]

My bleeding wrists. the stinging feeling and my ability to kill myself like I wanted today so I'm back here again filling in the nothingness right now until i can get back to it later

 

[jackdaw]

Work. An arrogant boss who cares about only profit and power

 

[WorthlessTrash]

People who make me jealous just by existing :(

 

[Trannydiary]

Can't figure out how to escape this homophobic shithole

 

[PinkSakura]

complicated grief + poverty

 

[BrokenLine]

A couple of days ago for other reasons i was fasting and not drinking. I was in the ideal mood to CTB, and got the last thing i needed. But stupidly drank and had something to eat, then it all got worse. (how in hell can it get worse) so now posting.

 

[Lullaby]

I'm so tired, I'm SO tired.

It's one thing when you're so anxious about the worst case scenario happening…then when it actually does happen, it just breaks you even more. I'm so goddamn tired of being right.

 

[T90-Alpha]

just cut myself accidentally shaving again
another inconvenience in my life
im never good at anything

 

[Arrow]

the fact that i didn't get that much done today

 

[xo777]

My boyfriend is cheating/replacing me slowly with another girl. He was the only one I could talk to about everything and felt he understood now his patience is gone, he barely talks to me, he lies, everything is about her and she is always his top everything especially messages. I'm happy he's going to still be happy and that he'll always be okay but it still really hurts and I know it's selfish to be sad about this when I already had plans on taking my life i'm just really sad. I know when I leave the world will still go on but watching that happen while I am still here just stings. And I know really soon i'm going to feel so much better and I won't even remember the pain I went through and i'm really excited and ready to rest don't get me wrong it's just a lot. 48 more days and i'll never have to cry again. I think I am just going to keep low contact and let him be happy and with her. I'll feel better soon I hope.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm starting to think that maybe there is a God or gods and they're trying to fuck with my suicide plans by bombarding me with things to inconvenience my plans. Firstly, my other grandfather, on my mom's side, just died meaning that if I were to CTB this year it would mean she'd lose both her father and her son in the same year. Now morally I don't particularly care but it still feels like a sick game that some powerful entity is playing on me just to gauge whether or not I'd call their bluff.

Well sorry to say but even that just might not be enough to stop me. If you're watching this then I'll have you know that I am calling your bluff. If you don't want me to die so badly then you know what you have to do. You have to get me a girlfriend but we all know that's not going to happen because no girl that I myself would be attracted to would be insane and stupid enough to even feel a shred of attraction for me beyond a surface level.