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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
Mines pretty short and I'm doubtful any of these will happen but here goes

  • Write a book
  • Have sex
  • Party with illicit drugs
  • Eat at a fancy restaurant
  • Go to an art museum
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
Swim with dolphins
Try drugs (already tried/enjoyed weed and I've given up caring about possible side effects)
Have a proper girlfriend (as opposed to finding any old boyfriend)
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Finish my Vangelis playlist (my lifes work will be someone elses)
Make my video of the good times in my life when I was 16/17 (we filmed some wild shit). Maybe that's my lifes work
Last but most important give my girlfriend a baby
 
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lostinthedream

lostinthedream

Warlock
Sep 2, 2018
754
Absolute complete and total self-actualization/enlightenment/samadhi
 
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Desperate_Soul

Desperate_Soul

I'll See You Guys On The Other Side Of The Rainbow
Aug 26, 2018
1,980
I've got a lot on my bucket list, but thinking about it makes me really sad.
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
I've got a lot on my bucket list, but thinking about it makes me really sad.

Yeah, thinking about it makes me sad too. I guess the reality is I can't stop thinking about things that make me sad.
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
Complete and successfully publish at least one novel
Extended European travel
My own place to live
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
I don't know. I just want to be happy.
 
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MEoDP

MEoDP

Specialist
Sep 2, 2018
347
- Play with a variety of recreational drugs
- Explore Altered States of Consciousness(Not the same as the first category,I'l talking about non-substance mind exploration here)
- Fulfill my sexual fetishes
- Travel
- Live a life not having to work 9-5.
- Learn a Martial art or Self-defense/Combative System from the people I admire. (Wim Demeere,Bas Rutten,Gracie Combatives,Marc Macyoung and his folks,etc.)
- Try out a variety of physically fun and exotic hobbies,and possibly make them a regular part of my life. (i.e Skydiving,Yoga,race-car driving,etc.)
- Lose weight and get fit.

That's it for now,but they are important to me.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
As of right now I really just want to die and get this charade over with.
 
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windingdown

windingdown

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
367
I only have one more thing I'd love to do - otherwise I am satisfied: visit the Isle of Skye in Scotland. It looks like magic.
 
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VincentValentine

VincentValentine

Student
Sep 27, 2018
145
Fly 1st (or business class)- probably won't happen. I'd like to, but not a priority and tickets are quite expensive. From what I hear it's not even worth it for domestic flights. And for most international flights, forget it. They're out of my budget.

Have a few more good experiences with prozzies. They were a lot more common when I was younger.

Maybe a week or so before I go, eat junk food and drink a little.


Ones I originally planned but won't get to do due to time constraints and I moved up my ctb date:

Buying a new car. Instead I bought a "newer" used one.

Learning a foreign language.

Going back to school, possibly getting a master's.

Paying off my student loans.

Working overseas again.

Learning audio engineering/making hip hop beats
 
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DreamFreedom

DreamFreedom

Thane
Oct 3, 2018
68
My one goal-
I always just really wanted to road trip America in a vw. Listening to good music and camping on the beaches with friends around a campfire. Visiting all the pretty natural places. eventually running out of money and living homeless and free on the la beaches.
Man I was so naive. But just the thought of it being possible gave me something to look forward to. Something I could have hope for.
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
My one goal-
I always just really wanted to road trip America in a vw. Listening to good music and camping on the beaches with friends around a campfire. Visiting all the pretty natural places. eventually running out of money and living homeless and free on the la beaches.
Man I was so naive. But just the thought of it being possible gave me something to look forward to. Something I could have hope for.


my dream is to hit the highway from san diego to alaska
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
Was on bucket list but too sick now.

Travel and make money by photography and travel blogging

Teach English as foreign language

Study again

Live in an intentional spiritual community

Have fun. Not happening now.
 
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Wantingpeace

Wantingpeace

Wizard
Aug 16, 2018
672
I only have one more thing I'd love to do - otherwise I am satisfied: visit the Isle of Skye in Scotland. It looks like magic.

I live not far from Skye..it is indeed beautiful if the Sun shining.
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
Visit a brothel I guess. Blow my load in the best ways I can think of
 
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MachineGunDani

Specialist
Sep 10, 2018
336
My bucket list is empty lol just get me the fuck outta here. I don't want to do anything but sleep until I die. The end. Lol.
 
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sky7

sky7

Student
Aug 21, 2018
109
Getting a master's degree and working as an RN. Have the license but no one wants to hire me. :/
 
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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
Have sex at least once. Doesn't seem achievable lol. That's it, I've never experienced a relationship either. Two birds with one stone, it would be nice I guess. Probably another reason why I want to go quickly, sick of being lonely. I've never recreationally taken drugs or gotten drunk before, I don't care for that stuff and I don't leave my town so I don't care about visiting places.
 
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sadak_the_wanderer

sadak_the_wanderer

An appropriate painting
Mar 19, 2018
245
I have no bucket lists, only cleanup before I go.

You can't take it with you; if there's no afterlife, you can't take the experiences with you, either.
 
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eczema

eczema

Member
Oct 6, 2018
59
publish at least one of my poems
go to ireland
go back to my favorite place in the world, a little river in the smoky mountains
swim with manatees
snuggle a potbelly pig
build a snowman with someone i love
give birth
collect as many porcelain dolls as i can
make porcelain dolls
cosplay envy from fullmetal alchemist and kabuto yakushi from naruto
try marijuana and alcohol

won't get to do most if any, but i intend to publish my best poem before i die.
 
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Escargot Shorts

Escargot Shorts

Tears-of-a-Clown Ass Bitch
Sep 26, 2018
188
i guess i haven't actually given much thought to it. i like hearing about other people's goals though, a lot of these sound wonderful, i hope you get to accomplish some (the ones regarding drugs, idk about that, but i understand when it comes to like, wanting to know the experience nonetheless).

but yea, i daydream a lot about things i'd like to do--usually silly ideas or just creative projects. some of those actually get done, so yay.

and like, i guess in terms of stuff i'd like to accomplish before i die, i don't have too many long term goals.

so maybe all i've really thought about is like, this sort of dinner party i'd like to host for the people i love or make time to give them one last good memory. that being said, it is like, i can't imagine if it'd be too much of a blindsiding hit to spend a nice time with somebody only for them to ctb soon after.

so i think about using that time to let some of these people know what's up. i think i've only ever let one person (who wasn't a therapist) know about my ideation and that was like. two years ago before a lot of things happen. i wonder if it's in the back of his mind, but also it's whatever if not. but yeah.

that's mostly it. i don't care much for accomplishment.
 
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willowtrees0

willowtrees0

willowtrees
Oct 5, 2018
54
the biggest thing on my bucket list is moving to Alaska. I have always loved the cold and fell in with the state about 4 years ago. It motivated me to start my credit and talk to realtors up there and even so far as to having a job interview. to bad a year later I fell apart and lost all ambition. I still have much love for the state and recommend it for anyone that loves fresh crisp air.
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
I've kind of done all the basics... Wouldn't mind sleeping with a girl one last time. Or even just finding a girl to cuddle with or hold her hand. But for the most part my bucket list is basically to just kick the bucket.
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
the biggest thing on my bucket list is moving to Alaska. I have always loved the cold and fell in with the state about 4 years ago. It motivated me to start my credit and talk to realtors up there and even so far as to having a job interview. to bad a year later I fell apart and lost all ambition. I still have much love for the state and recommend it for anyone that loves fresh crisp air.

One of my biggest fantasies has always been to run away to the wild like alaska and live there in some small cabin, hunt, fish and hopefully not freeze to death.
 
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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
197
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willowtrees0

willowtrees0

willowtrees
Oct 5, 2018
54
One of my biggest fantasies has always been to run away to the wild like alaska and live there in some small cabin, hunt, fish and hopefully not freeze to death.

You should watch the movie 'into the wild' if you havent already. its on netflix and i think there is a book to. its based on a true story about a man that has mental health issues and drops out of college and becomes a hitchhiker. I wont spoil it incase you decide to watch it but its honestly goals.
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
You should watch the movie 'into the wild' if you havent already. its on netflix and i think there is a book to. its based on a true story about a man that has mental health issues and drops out of college and becomes a hitchhiker. I wont spoil it incase you decide to watch it but its honestly goals.

Into the wild is great, didn't read the book though I wouldn't mind reading it but the movie was good. I think my early fantasy stemmed from reading the book hatchet. There was also a story about a girl who similarly got stuck in africa and ate fig trees, can't remember the name though.
 
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