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FoxSauce

FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
377
Idk thought I ask this.
No one is obligated to respond.

If it triggers you please don't answer or leave the disscusion, I don't wanna make anyone upset.

Can be anything you don't have to go into detail and if its violent please try to leave as vague as possible.

thank you!
 
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noname223

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Trump becoming president 2024.
 
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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
5,869
Understandable
Serious answer. Probably my mom beating me up almost every single day from age 5 to 15. Or watching gore. Or when I learned that some people have passed away. The shattering feeling when one realizes one had a psychosis. Or when my grandfather died of a stroke after a family argument. My family blamed me and the funeral was a nightmare. I have many choices.
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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Agonal breathing of any creature. I know that by then they are not conscious or in pain but damn that shit is brutal. Even when the body is beyond saving the spirit still tries.
 
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FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
377
Agonal breathing of any creature. I know that by then they are not conscious or in pain but damn that shit is brutal. Even when the body is beyond saving the spirit still tries.
Im so sorry that happened😞
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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Im so sorry that happened😞
It's okay. I basically grew up in a veterinary clinic, so I was intimately familiar with the circle of life WAY before most kids. Sometimes I wonder if that didn't color my attitude about life and death, in general. I have never feared death like some people do. Only reason I am still here is my son. When he tells me he is okay with me moving on to whatever is next for all of us, I am gone.
 
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psp3000

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May 20, 2023
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-A Shooting

-A young girl seeing what I assume was her pet dog being carried by two men out of the street while it was raining I assume that it was accidentally hit by the car that was in front of the line of cars and I know that it was probably a very terrible day for her after that as it happened around the time children are heading to school or the bus stop and I noticed she was dressed for school and had her backpack on

edit: also they didn't even shield her from it or attempt to do so or even make her go back inside her house
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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My best friend's mom beating them. I was as visiting for the weekend. I was downstairs and their mom burst into their room upstairs yelling and started hitting them. Their screams will haunt me the rest of my life.

I was incredibly sheltered as I child, so I had no way to process what was going on. I started crying and called my parenta in a panic to come pick me up. I was also taught not to talk back to adults so I did not do anything to help my friend. I will always regret not flying up those stairs and defending my friend with everything I had. I was have gladly murdered their absolute toxic bitch of a mother if I had known then what I know now.
 
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FoxSauce

Emotional unstable like and IKEA table
Aug 23, 2024
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My best friend's mom beating them. I was as visiting for the weekend. I was downstairs and their mom burst into their room upstairs yelling and started hitting them. Their screams will haunt me the rest of my life.

I was incredibly sheltered as I child, so I had no way to process what was going on. I started crying and called my parenta in a panic to come pick me up. I was also taught not to talk back to adults so I did not do anything to help my friend. I will always regret not flying up those stairs and defending my friend with everything I had. I was have gladly murdered their absolute toxic bitch of a mother if I had known then what I know now.
Omg im so sorry
Well i guess for me would be when my mom gor pissed at my sister their basically water and oil so yeah it go heated fast.

My mom started hitting her not like a normal hitting a bit worse and then my mom told my sister to get out of the house basically pulling her.

Ofc screaming late at night, I tried to make my mom stop but she threatened me that she'll hit me too. I guess there's was also a threat of police.

I had an anxiety attack cuz my mom used to this when we were little but a bit more severe and it back some awful memories. My other sister tried calming down and that helped.

She later apologized but I have a hard time believing her at this point.

And crap Forgot to reply and edited, I'm so sorry
 
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nobody_oac

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Mar 28, 2025
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It's a tie between two events.

I was seven when I man kicked in our apartment door and held a shotgun to my Mom's head to get money.

The other was witnessing a man getting hit by a train when I was ten.
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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animal testing
it is very frightening to me how ignorant humanity is
 
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wham311

Experienced
Mar 1, 2025
208
My dog getting hit by a car, then biting through my hand.

Her being carried to the vet across the street with her tongue out as I went into shock.


I think a ladys kid died who she locked in a hot car. Wailing

I wish I could lock myself in a hot car.
 
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Griever

Alone Among Ghosts
May 1, 2025
304
How I almost lost the battle against my mental health a few years ago
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I've actually been quite lucky in that I haven't actually witnessed too many very traumatic things. I've been through things that felt traumatic but likely wouldn't be, compared to other people's experiences.

I was a part of a large crowd that witnessed a plane crash at an air show once. That was shocking. It just fell out the sky pretty much and exploded on the ground. It was worse because I think his wife may have been in the audience. In a way, it was similar to emotions felt here sort of. In that he died doing something he chose to do, that he must have realised carried risks. He obviously didn't intend to die but, he must have known it was a real possibility.

I remember being very young and on a school trip to a museum. A staff member was sitting on a big flight of concrete steps with people all around holding her head. I think she must have fallen. I found that very upsetting at the time.

We also went to Ypres on a school trip and visited a museum about the war and concentration camps. I think anyone at any age seeing piles of emaciated bodies being bulldozed into huge ditches would feel sickened. Plus, the sea of tombstones was really upsetting.

I also feel like I witnessed what I would call a sexual assault on one of my friend's young brothers by his Mum. I truly didn't know what to do or think at the time. I just kind of sat there dumbfounded trying to observe and take cues by how her family reacted. To clarify- it wasn't rape or anything. She sort of flipped him upside down and grabbed his nuts and made some comment on how he enjoyed it. I just felt so uncomfortable and sorry for him. Obviously, it was really embarassing for him.

I think some people like to shock others. Someone I knew who was older seemed to deliberately reveal their self harm scars. I was very young at the time so, that felt pretty distressing.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

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Mar 15, 2025
287
Miscarriage. Our first child. So tiny.
 
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