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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
Me too! It's my greatest wish to return to my childhood.
Me too I think about my childhood every hour of every day.

And I know it is very unlikely but I so desperately hope when kill myself I will wake up as a child again relieving my childhood over again exactly how it was in a never ending loop and every time I would hit puberty I life would reset of course with a clear mind that would be my definition of heaven because my childhood was indeed heaven/paradise on Earth.

I would even settle for that when I kill myself I will wake up as a child again like all of this was just a bad dream.
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
Me too I think about my childhood every hour of every day.

And I know it is very unlikely but I so desperately hope when kill myself I will wake up as a child again relieving my childhood over again exactly how it was in a never ending loop and every time I would hit puberty I life would reset of course with a clear mind that would be my definition of heaven because my childhood was indeed heaven/paradise on Earth.

I would even settle for that when I kill myself I will wake up as a child again like all of this was just a bad dream.
Mine too! My childhood was heaven on earth for the most part. :heart::smiling:
 
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Timetodie90

Timetodie90

Spiritual but suicidal.
Mar 8, 2020
103
To be cured of Chronic Rhino-Sinusitis.
 
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The Dark Chaos

The Dark Chaos

Craving chaos..
Apr 17, 2020
215
To become a vampire ;p
And to travel the world..
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
I could be a vampire . If it meant my body would rejuvenate, isn't that how it works?
 
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torturedbylife

torturedbylife

Enemy of the world
May 2, 2020
130
To die, obviously.
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
To go back in time and fix mistakes. The most pointless wish of all
 
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Koaster97

Koaster97

Member
Apr 30, 2020
13
A girlfriend that loves me for who I am. I'm probably being naive but I feel like that would make life bearable
 
BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
I could be a vampire . If it meant my body would rejuvenate, isn't that how it works?
If you drink enough blood, yes!!! :devil:
 
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Cloudy

Member
Jun 12, 2019
59
to never be born
 
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gus.nixon

gus.nixon

and now we rise and we are everywhere
Apr 19, 2020
309
To have had a non-abusive childhood experience.
 
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kyle

kyle

Sleeping away all my problems
May 3, 2020
62
To go back to 3 years ago and save my client from committing suicide. I had no idea what he was hiding, but he was very good at it.
 
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Anxious Darling

Anxious Darling

New Member
Oct 2, 2019
3
To be good at something.
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
To asleep, have no dreams, and not wake up ever again
 
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funeraleveryday

funeraleveryday

please help me die
May 16, 2020
35
to be mentally normal/healthy and neurotypical... if that means wishing away my negative symptoms or redoing my childhood in a non-abusive way then whichever. i don't wanna feel hurt or scared by everything
 
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Deleted member 17331

Deleted member 17331

The swan sang with a broken neck
Apr 21, 2020
376
vanish from everyone's memory.

As if I never existed.
 
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GoBack

GoBack

Paragon
Apr 25, 2020
997
Right now I just wish this virus never happened
 
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nerve

nerve

fat cringey shut-in
Jun 19, 2019
1,013
No more pain, no more fighting :heart:
 
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mierepeashi

mierepeashi

Member
Jan 23, 2023
18
I wish I could communicate properly and that they would understand.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,428
That I was born female.
 
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Stripe19

Stripe19

Forgotten Martyr
Feb 28, 2023
51
It's firmly even between 3:
1: Born a bio female like others above
2: To love myself even a fraction of the amount i love others
3: (the biggest) To meet someone who perfectly understands my struggles and can interact with me.
If i had any of these come true i could actually make progress improving my life and not falling into the inevitable shithole it's withering into
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,570
To return to the state of nonexistence, where I'm not even aware of the fact that I'm dead.
 
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themisbelow

themisbelow

they/them
Mar 5, 2023
41
to find someone i truly can love. not to sound like a total sap, it's just dating is very important to me despite being pretty borderline both aro and ace. if i could just find the person for me, i'd do it in a heartbeat.
 
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B

BBBB

Member
Jan 13, 2023
167
I wish I had someone who loved me and wanted to be with me.
 
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B

beyondgone

Member
Mar 3, 2023
88
Fall asleep and not wake up, I wish for this every single night
 
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mmoq13

dumbass
Mar 1, 2023
12
that i wasn't such dumb dull fuck
 
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Mar 3, 2023
9
To die painlessly and without causing harm to others.
 
archiemex

archiemex

Member
Feb 14, 2023
92
to be rich, money would solve so many of my problems
 

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