What's your greatest fear ?

[Corovaner]

I'm scared of my life. I have no money, education, live with my relatives. My health is falling apart, it hurts a lot.

 

[knickknack81]

My biggest fear is the continued feeling of isolation and anxiety in my life just getting worse and worse.I try to better myself but it just doesn't seem to last. The idea of things not improving it was gives me the thoughts of CTB

 

[niceday]

I'm afraid that nothing lasts forever.

 

[Unknown21]

Not being able to practice my right to die peacefully when my right time comes.

 

[wham311]

Im living my greatest fears. I have put myself into an absolute nightmare and I didn't see it coming.untenable

 

[deletednumber]

Keep going like this...keep being abused

 

[Lyn]

What I fear most is the trap of "eternal" existence. In whatever form that may be.

 

[divinemistress36]

The damage from a failed ctb attempt. Getting another stroke. Old age

 

[naookoo128]

back in the days my biggest fear was ending up alone, without kids, without self-fulfillment and so on. or dementia.
today, i think its going through so much isolation, grief and self-destruction that i end up being not only mentally ill but completely insane and not knowing myself anymore, thats what happened to my older brother, and its not easy to see that.
ending up as a vegetable after an failed attempt, horrible as well of course.
and about that "that death is not the end"... hm, not sure. i mean right now i want it to be the end-end, but if i respawn somehow... maybe ill give it a try, i just hope i wont remember my sufferings.

 

[bgd2022]

Tomorrow.

 

[Karera]

That the next time I go to sleep, I will have woken up.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

Losing my ability to walk. Winding up helpless in an institution, a nursing home. Time will go by so slowly and I'll be in pain. They'll drag it out as long as they can. I've always been so independent. I'll be trapped, propped up in front of a tv set. I f'g hate tv.

I am well aware of that looking back at my time on earth It will have gone very fast, but while enduring it it can seems so very very slow...

 

[Linda]

Years ago, I was asked that very same question by a doctor. (She was a really outstanding doctor, and she cured me of a difficult condition.) My answer was simple: Losing my husband. (I meant losing him to death. There is no way he is ever going to run off with another woman.) Some time later, I decided for sure that I would ctb if my husband dies before me. I now fear nothing. I do, of course, still have the same kinds of minor day-to-day anxieties that everyone has. But as for serious fears, I don't have any. Now I would actually prefer that my husband dies before me, as I know that I would be able to cope with the practicalities better than he would, I would arrange for almost all my money to be distributed to charity (with just a modest amount going to two nieces), and then I would very happily make my own exit from this world.