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-RedBirdOnASkull-

-RedBirdOnASkull-

New Member
Aug 7, 2025
4
At the very moment? I feel this cold and disruptive sensation of solitude...

The death of my parents, and been left completely alone. Unfortunately in my situation I couldn't survive alone, and I'm too stubborn and ashame of what that situation will be, to ask for help, I will chose to ctb instead.
I know that I should enjoy every minute with them, now that I can, but at the same time this very sensation makes me so sad and lonely.
 
a.hamza.13

a.hamza.13

Member
Apr 15, 2024
64
I don't want to humiliated ever again. I don't want to be disrespected. I don't want to have toxic people around me.
 
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wishingiwasok

Member
Dec 18, 2024
18
Im afraid that everything ive done to make life better in an attempt to not be suffering and hopeless will just make it harder to survive the days. Kind of like lifestyle inflation but for happiness. I feel like when I didnt really understand how bad it is I still hurt, but I was able to keep looking forward to things. Now I worry that the knowing how good things could be makes it harder to ignore when they're not good.
 

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