What's your main reason for wanting to CTB?

[pigglywiggly]

I have been clinically depressed for more than 10 years. Every year it gets worse. I have tried so many different medications, seen so may psychiatrists and therapists. I have no hope that anything will work or that anything will get better. I don't feel like I can withstand the pain anymore.

 

[vonvonwantpeace]

Health problem (IBS)+ depression + low esteem + social anxiety