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What’s your method?

  • Not Sure

    Votes: 14 9.3%
  • SN

    Votes: 43 28.5%
  • Partial/full suspension hanging

    Votes: 37 24.5%
  • Gunshot

    Votes: 9 6.0%
  • Exit Bag/Inert Gas

    Votes: 13 8.6%
  • Pentobarbital/N/barbiturates

    Votes: 4 2.6%
  • Opioids (Fentanyl/Nitazenes etc.)

    Votes: 7 4.6%
  • Jumping

    Votes: 9 6.0%
  • DDMAPh

    Votes: 2 1.3%
  • Other

    Votes: 13 8.6%

  • Total voters
    151
justwannadip

justwannadip

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May 27, 2024
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I see a lot of people selected "other". What methods are you guys doing?
 
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Wezzy777

Wezzy777

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The only reason I didn't vote Opoids is because I'd have no idea how I get access to those types of drugs illegally or legally.
 
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Hysteria

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The only reason I didn't vote Opoids is because I'd have no idea how I get access to those types of drugs illegally or legally.
You'll need cryptocurrencies, namely Monero (XMR). I wrote a short tutorial on getting some XMR.

I see, good to know! Yeah I bet, IV is the deadliest roa, I doubt I could do that myself. Also, I read that many of them aren't water soluble, I thought of dissolving it in dmso and do IM injection but figured that maybe capsules are safer in a way.

The purpose of acid resistant enteric capsules is that they bypass the stomach and release once they reach small intestines (cant be vomited out anymore), that way I hope to avoid the nausea and other unpleasant things, I guess even one capsule containing around 150mg of proto with benzo should knock me out fast without experiencing pain.
If you use acid resistant enteric capsule to skip your stomach, you may impact the bioavailability of Nitazenes, which can mean you need higher doses for the same effect than IV.

I survived capsules despite taking a theoretically deadly amount because something was off with the bioavailability. Maybe it was because I already had opiate tolerance and an already altered bioavailability system.

You're right to have issues with solving. Water isn't the best solvent for Nitazenes. You could work with Polyethylene Glycol. Dimethyl Sulfoxide could work, but it can carry impurities into the bloodstream.

I see a lot of people selected "other". What methods are you guys doing?
I was wondering the same thing. Specifically, I'd be interested in people's inert gas setups.
 
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Wezzy777

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You'll need cryptocurrencies, namely Monero (XMR). I wrote a short tutorial on getting some XMR.


If you use acid resistant enteric capsule to skip your stomach, you may impact the bioavailability of Nitazenes, which can mean you need higher doses for the same effect than IV.

I survived capsules despite taking a theoretically deadly amount because something was off with the bioavailability. Maybe it was because I already had opiate tolerance and an already altered bioavailability system.

You're right to have issues with solving. Water isn't the best solvent for Nitazenes. You could work with Polyethylene Glycol. Dimethyl Sulfoxide could work, but it can carry impurities into the bloodstream.


I was wondering the same thing. Specifically, I'd be interested in people's inert gas setups.
Holy moly, I've heard people talk about that way for getting opoids but all the post were old so I assumed it was like SN where it was much harder to get. Didn't think it could be that easy.

I'll definitely give this a try. How much do you think it'd cost to but enough pills to OD?
 
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justwannadip

justwannadip

it's still raining
May 27, 2024
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You'll need cryptocurrencies, namely Monero (XMR). I wrote a short tutorial on getting some XMR.


If you use acid resistant enteric capsule to skip your stomach, you may impact the bioavailability of Nitazenes, which can mean you need higher doses for the same effect than IV.

I survived capsules despite taking a theoretically deadly amount because something was off with the bioavailability. Maybe it was because I already had opiate tolerance and an already altered bioavailability system.

You're right to have issues with solving. Water isn't the best solvent for Nitazenes. You could work with Polyethylene Glycol. Dimethyl Sulfoxide could work, but it can carry impurities into the bloodstream.


I was wondering the same thing. Specifically, I'd be interested in people's inert gas setups.
It just seems increasingly more unreliable idk. Rhizomorph1 who has a lot of knowledge about fent and opioids doesn't advise it and thinks fent ODs as a method have moderate reliability at best. I still kinda don't understand
 
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moonlight gate

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Dec 8, 2024
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Nembutal or inert gas Nitrogen. already have a setup with research grade Nitrogen. but ideally, would prefer Nembutal. but i have been searching for ages. i have zero interest in other methods.
 
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justwannadip

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May 27, 2024
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Nembutal or inert gas Nitrogen. already have a setup with research grade Nitrogen. but ideally, would prefer Nembutal. but i have been searching for ages. i have zero interest in other methods.
Hi, thanks for the reply. I'd love to dm you to ask you about your nitrogen setup (I'm considering this method as well) but you need to have more posts/messages for me to do so. How difficult do you find the procedure and putting together all the parts? I'm not mechanically savvy and have no experience with gas tanks, flowmeters etc.
 
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finishLana

finishLana

Student
Dec 12, 2021
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You'll need cryptocurrencies, namely Monero (XMR). I wrote a short tutorial on getting some XMR.


If you use acid resistant enteric capsule to skip your stomach, you may impact the bioavailability of Nitazenes, which can mean you need higher doses for the same effect than IV.

I survived capsules despite taking a theoretically deadly amount because something was off with the bioavailability. Maybe it was because I already had opiate tolerance and an already altered bioavailability system.

You're right to have issues with solving. Water isn't the best solvent for Nitazenes. You could work with Polyethylene Glycol. Dimethyl Sulfoxide could work, but it can carry impurities into the bloodstream.


I was wondering the same thing. Specifically, I'd be interested in people's inert gas setups.
Yes, definitely Id go with a bigger amount up to 500mg and benzos in the enteric capsules. I imagine that even 4-5ml IV for an opiod naive person would be deadly, even if oral bioavailability is 10%, I hope it to be deadly and I read that the most of the drugs are absorbed in the small intestine.

That is worrisome, did you take nitazene in enteric capsules or it was in a pressed pill? Do you recall the dosage? Definitely opiod tolerance develops fast and one would need way bigger dose to OD

Could you tell more?
 
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Hysteria

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Jan 8, 2024
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Holy moly, I've heard people talk about that way for getting opoids but all the post were old so I assumed it was like SN where it was much harder to get. Didn't think it could be that easy.

I'll definitely give this a try. How much do you think it'd cost to but enough pills to OD?
Where I live, in Hungary, inert gases and SN are more problematic to get than drugs because all of them are under control, but from the dark web, I can order opioids, but not gas or SN. Yes, you may follow my tutorial to open the dark web. Take your time to read and ask because you can lose money on the dark web - phishing.

Hi, thanks for the reply. I'd love to dm you to ask you about your nitrogen setup (I'm considering this method as well) but you need to have more posts/messages for me to do so. How difficult do you find the procedure and putting together all the parts? I'm not mechanically savvy and have no experience with gas tanks, flowmeters etc.
It"s exactly my problem. I'm not mechanically savvy and have no experience with gas tanks, flowmeters, regulators, cables, and so on. I wish I could find a shopping list with everything I need and a blueprint to put together.

Yes, definitely Id go with a bigger amount up to 500mg and benzos in the enteric capsules. I imagine that even 4-5ml IV for an opiod naive person would be deadly, even if oral bioavailability is 10%, I hope it to be deadly and I read that the most of the drugs are absorbed in the small intestine.

That is worrisome, did you take nitazene in enteric capsules or it was in a pressed pill? Do you recall the dosage? Definitely opiod tolerance develops fast and one would need way bigger dose to OD

Could you tell more?
I survived 5 ml of Fentanyl IV, but I couldn't inject it all because it kicked me unconscious in the process. Then, my Nitazenes often arrived in the form of pressed pills. The dosages depended on the kind of Nitazene I was using. How do you plan to put Nitazenes into enteric capsules?
 
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finishLana

finishLana

Student
Dec 12, 2021
127
Where I live, in Hungary, inert gases and SN are more problematic to get than drugs because all of them are under control, but from the dark web, I can order opioids, but not gas or SN. Yes, you may follow my tutorial to open the dark web. Take your time to read and ask because you can lose money on the dark web - phishing.


It"s exactly my problem. I'm not mechanically savvy and have no experience with gas tanks, flowmeters, regulators, cables, and so on. I wish I could find a shopping list with everything I need and a blueprint to put together.


I survived 5 ml of Fentanyl IV, but I couldn't inject it all because it kicked me unconscious in the process. Then, my Nitazenes often arrived in the form of pressed pills. The dosages depended on the kind of Nitazene I was using. How do you plan to put Nitazenes into enteric capsules?
Was the 5ml IV was a ctb attempt?

Yeah, I heard even in a pressed pill form it is deadly and lots died unintentionally. Crushing the pills and putting them in enteric capsules wouldn't be a problem if that's something you'd consider.

Enteric capsules are meant for the anti-inflammation medication and supplements that are causing gastrointestinal upset and nausea. Stuffing them is the same process as stuffing any other medication into an empty capsule, some enteric capsules vendors add a complimentary filling spoon to the first order : ) But with nitazenes Id go extra cautious do it with a mask and gloves
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

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Oct 29, 2023
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I currently don't have any method unfortunately as there isn't anything that I can access that seems to have a high probability of succeeding. Maybe I'd get access to something one day but that day isn't today
 
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Hysteria

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Jan 8, 2024
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Holy moly, I've heard people talk about that way for getting opoids but all the post were old so I assumed it was like SN where it was much harder to get. Didn't think it could be that easy.

I'll definitely give this a try. How much do you think it'd cost to but enough pills to OD?
The cost depends on the material you need. Which drug do you have on your mind?

It just seems increasingly more unreliable idk. Rhizomorph1 who has a lot of knowledge about fent and opioids doesn't advise it and thinks fent ODs as a method have moderate reliability at best. I still kinda don't understand
It is hard to predict how your body responds to opioids. Someone dies from an amount below the deadly dosage and someone can survive the deadly dosage multiplied. Your tolerance matters, but some people are naturally more resistant to opioids than others.

Nembutal or inert gas Nitrogen. already have a setup with research grade Nitrogen. but ideally, would prefer Nembutal. but i have been searching for ages. i have zero interest in other methods.
Why is Nembutal better than Nitrogen?

Was the 5ml IV was a ctb attempt?

Yeah, I heard even in a pressed pill form it is deadly and lots died unintentionally. Crushing the pills and putting them in enteric capsules wouldn't be a problem if that's something you'd consider.

Enteric capsules are meant for the anti-inflammation medication and supplements that are causing gastrointestinal upset and nausea. Stuffing them is the same process as stuffing any other medication into an empty capsule, some enteric capsules vendors add a complimentary filling spoon to the first order : ) But with nitazenes Id go extra cautious do it with a mask and gloves
Yes, your method can work if your dose is high enough. 5 mg intravenous (IV) was a Catch The Bus (CTB) attempt. Your plan is not as efficient as IV, but your solution might be more effective than IV. I wish I had Nitazenes. Your plan would be my solution.

I currently don't have any method unfortunately as there isn't anything that I can access that seems to have a high probability of succeeding. Maybe I'd get access to something one day but that day isn't today
I'm in the same boat. I wish I had a method I could succeed with. I epically fail everywhere in life, even suicide. I feel somebody cursed me with the worst immortality. I hate life, but I can't die.
 
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Electra

Electra

In sleep's embrace, forever estranged
Jul 1, 2024
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What are the "other" methods not mentioned here?
 
finishLana

finishLana

Student
Dec 12, 2021
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The cost depends on the material you need. Which drug do you have on your mind?


It is hard to predict how your body responds to opioids. Someone dies from an amount below the deadly dosage and someone can survive the deadly dosage multiplied. Your tolerance matters, but some people are naturally more resistant to opioids than others.


Why is Nembutal better than Nitrogen?


Yes, your method can work if your dose is high enough. 5 mg intravenous (IV) was a Catch The Bus (CTB) attempt. Your plan is not as efficient as IV, but your solution might be more effective than IV. I wish I had Nitazenes. Your plan would be my solution.


I'm in the same boat. I wish I had a method I could succeed with. I epically fail everywhere in life, even suicide. I feel somebody cursed me with the worst immortality. I hate life, but I can't die.
Yes, I hope it works without complications.
So you don't have the tolerance anymore? Check your dms, I sent you a message
 
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MarketValueadded

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I feel like a lot of methods i see are substance related why is that?
 
FoxInWaiting

FoxInWaiting

I want out!
May 27, 2023
52
The classic gunshot to the head. Got a 40 cal hand gun. 9mm is a tad small, but a 40 FMJ has the punching power to do it. At point blank, you want blunt energy transfer, dont worry about penetration since you're point blank anyway, it's 100% gonna go through you regardless of pointed or flat headed bullets, so go with a flat head of some kind. Gonna do it out in a field away from people/houses, that way if it dosen't instantly kill me, I'll bleed out before anyone finds me.
 
Wezzy777

Wezzy777

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Dec 5, 2024
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The cost depends on the material you need. Which drug do you have on your mind?


It is hard to predict how your body responds to opioids. Someone dies from an amount below the deadly dosage and someone can survive the deadly dosage multiplied. Your tolerance matters, but some people are naturally more resistant to opioids than others.


Why is Nembutal better than Nitrogen?


Yes, your method can work if your dose is high enough. 5 mg intravenous (IV) was a Catch The Bus (CTB) attempt. Your plan is not as efficient as IV, but your solution might be more effective than IV. I wish I had Nitazenes. Your plan would be my solution.


I'm in the same boat. I wish I had a method I could succeed with. I epically fail everywhere in life, even suicide. I feel somebody cursed me with the worst immortality. I hate life, but I can't die.
For me personally I think it'd take possibly less than average because throughout my lfor of going through hospital briefly for other medical issues I've needed to take very little of pain medication of anesthesia to take effect.

Ialso forgot Opioids have their little sub categories so I guess I'd be open to taking any type.
 
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The cost depends on the material you need. Which drug do you have on your mind?


It is hard to predict how your body responds to opioids. Someone dies from an amount below the deadly dosage and someone can survive the deadly dosage multiplied. Your tolerance matters, but some people are naturally more resistant to opioids than others.


Why is Nembutal better than Nitrogen?


Yes, your method can work if your dose is high enough. 5 mg intravenous (IV) was a Catch The Bus (CTB) attempt. Your plan is not as efficient as IV, but your solution might be more effective than IV. I wish I had Nitazenes. Your plan would be my solution.


I'm in the same boat. I wish I had a method I could succeed with. I epically fail everywhere in life, even suicide. I feel somebody cursed me with the worst immortality. I hate life, but I can't die.
The method I always thought I would use, is meds. I have a lot of them, and I think they would do the job. But I understand there's only a 2-3% success rate with pills, and there's an 86% success rate with a gun. Maybe if I get a gun, take all my meds, then quickly use the gun, my chance of ctb would be exponential.
 
foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
99
Alpha lipoic acid supplements for the time being. I'm honestly a little scared about using them, but they're my only available method right now.
 
justwannadip

justwannadip

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May 27, 2024
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Alpha lipoic acid supplements for the time being. I'm honestly a little scared about using them, but they're my only available method right now.
There is almost 0% chance you will die from that. Instead you may just feel sick and disoriented. It doesn't make sense to use it as a method even if you don't have anything available to you.
 
foreverlanguish

foreverlanguish

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ sleepy in a heaven's sprawl
Dec 7, 2024
99
There is almost 0% chance you will die from that. Instead you may just feel sick and disoriented. It doesn't make sense to use it as a method even if you don't have anything available to you.
From my research (1,2) I found that in high enough concentrations (minimum 6g), you will likely die from multiorgan failure, but it will be painful. The few people who did recover from an ALA intoxication received medical attention fast. I think at this point I'm just willing to die however way I can... even if it's uncomfortable. This is just my backup method though.
 
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j.rez729

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Nov 8, 2024
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Although I am terrified of heights like any reasonable person, I think jumping is the most painless and surefire of options - as long as you make sure to jump from high enough. Yeah they say gunshot to the head is painless but there's always the risk that something in your subconscious will cause your hand to move just slightly in that moment as you shoot, causing you to live and even feel it. If instead you jump from a high enough point somewhere, your brain will be mush before the pain even has a chance to register with it. I worry that anything else carries a risk of suffering. It's easy not to factor in something simple going wrong and ruining the whole thing, but with jumping there's really not any room for that to happen, as long as like I said it's high enough. Speaking of high enough, I'd have to be pretty high (and drunk) to do that.
 
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cheshirecat128

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Dec 7, 2024
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The classic gunshot to the head. Got a 40 cal hand gun. 9mm is a tad small, but a 40 FMJ has the punching power to do it. At point blank, you want blunt energy transfer, dont worry about penetration since you're point blank anyway, it's 100% gonna go through you regardless of pointed or flat headed bullets, so go with a flat head of some kind. Gonna do it out in a field away from people/houses, that way if it dosen't instantly kill me, I'll bleed out before anyone finds me.

What is the likelihood/percentage that this WON'T instantly kill you though? I am from the US so one of the methods I'm considering doing (aside from hanging) is putting a gun into my mouth.
 
FoxInWaiting

FoxInWaiting

I want out!
May 27, 2023
52
What is the likelihood/percentage that this WON'T instantly kill you though? I am from the US so one of the methods I'm considering doing (aside from hanging) is putting a gun into my mouth.
At the very least the gun blast will knock you out instantly

Pretty much every example of someone living I've seen has been because they were found before their brain bled out. So the trick is to be somewhere you won't be found quickly
At the very least the gun blast will knock you out instantly

Pretty much every example of someone living I've seen has been because they were found before their brain bled out. So the trick is to be somewhere you won't be found quickly
I believe statistically the success rate is around 85%
 
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cheshirecat128

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At the very least the gun blast will knock you out instantly

Pretty much every example of someone living I've seen has been because they were found before their brain bled out. So the trick is to be somewhere you won't be found quickly

I believe statistically the success rate is around 85%

Bear with me as I'm fairly new to firearms, but from what I've heard, there have been successful suicide attempts even inside gun ranges (that American Sniper guy was pretty big all over the news) but I've heard of some psychotic mother killing herself and her son at a range too. I would imagine there are lots of people on hand, and with first-aid trained staff too, yet they died. I'm guessing that as long as you hit that brain stem, you're golden?

Edit: I am mentioning suicides at gun ranges but I in no way support this idea, or any method that may harm/traumatize innocent bystanders. My personal idea was to drive off into some backroads or woods to the do the deed, keep the mess in my car. I'm only bringing up the gun ranges as examples of when people may have tried to prevent the brain bleeding out.
 

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