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RobynHood

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Aug 23, 2019
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I don't really know what I want out of life. But I know I'm in serenity when I'm driving at night with someone in the passenger seat, or being driven by someone, through empty streets. Little things like holding hands while driving and listening to music makes me look forward to tomorrow. I can't really think of anything else at the moment that makes me feel more alive, perhaps I haven't experienced that much yet. I don't know, but being in a car with someone you like is such a personal experience. Thinking back to every time I held hands with a beautiful girl in a car, I remember just feeling like I was right for the first time. I would really love if someone I admired took me for a ride right now.

But it reminds me of this old poem from a few years ago: You Are Jeff by Richard Siken

"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and you're trying not to tell him that you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you didn't even have a name for."

The author really describes the feeling well. Anyway. When do you feel most at peace?
 
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Beautifulletdown

Beautifulletdown

Brightburn
Jul 6, 2019
231
I feel most at peace at night, just laying on my bed. My mind isn't going a million miles an hour with so many thoughts. It's nice.
 
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TiredBipolar

TiredBipolar

"I got a timebomb ticking in my head..."
Sep 12, 2019
14
Tbh mostly only when I sleep these days brother... Much love, peace.
 
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Kuolema

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Jun 27, 2019
187
I guess I felt most at peace when I used to go for walks in the middle of the night. Empty streets make me feel warm inside.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I guess I felt most at peace when I used to go for walks in the middle of the night. Empty streets make me feel warm inside.
Love that too I actually came back half an hour ago from an hour long walk (although just walked at a football field recording a vlog) it´s so nice and quiet in the night the world is just paused for a moment and the cool night air is so refreshing and I love the beauty, nostalgia and wonder of the star clear sky the nights where they are visable.
 
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burnedCookie

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Aug 8, 2019
120
I feel more at peace when people are sleeping. Late at night or early in the morning. I love Sunday mornings so much, empty streets and a special atmosphere, it's the only time I can still enjoy being in a city
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Nothing. Not that nothing can or did, nothing does. I might feel that once I am holding a bottle of poison, and all that is necessary to make it work.
 
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Bathsheba

Specialist
Aug 31, 2019
318
When I'm stroking my cat and she's purring. She looks so blissful like she hasn't a care in the world and that makes me feel peaceful.
 
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Rachel74

Rachel74

Enlightened
Sep 7, 2019
1,716
When I am asleep, when I am with my dogs and reading.
 
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drunk trey

drunk trey

Member
Sep 17, 2019
9
I feel most at peace wen it rains and im in bed
 
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ManWithNoName

ManWithNoName

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Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Sometimes the most mundane activity can be tonic - for example, a simple rubber band powered model airplane can take one's mind off shit - assuming one enjoys model airplanes, but with the accompanying music in this presentation, I swear that it feels like time stops for 4 and a half minutes:
 
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seekingoblivion

Arcanist
Dec 11, 2018
454
Only when I'm asleep these days. The only way I feel peace is when I don't feel anything at all.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
when there is no sound in the world but music, when the house falls silent, when the only sounds of life are breaths through the night. when music breaks through the silence, just calm, dark, warmth, nothingness but losing myself in the sound of epic country/rock (Jennymusic on you tube is my go to playlist)
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
When I'm sleep
 
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TiredOfLife95

TiredOfLife95

Catched the bus, goodbye everyone ❤
Aug 25, 2019
103
In my comfy bed :heart:
 
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Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
When I'm playing a Zelda game, late at night when no one will bother me.
 
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Luchs

kristallene Bergluft über verfallener Gruft
Aug 20, 2019
528
I don't really know what I want out of life. But I know I'm in serenity when I'm driving at night with someone in the passenger seat, or being driven by someone, through empty streets. Little things like holding hands while driving and listening to music makes me look forward to tomorrow. I can't really think of anything else at the moment that makes me feel more alive, perhaps I haven't experienced that much yet. I don't know, but being in a car with someone you like is such a personal experience. Thinking back to every time I held hands with a beautiful girl in a car, I remember just feeling like I was right for the first time. I would really love if someone I admired took me for a ride right now.

But it reminds me of this old poem from a few years ago: You Are Jeff by Richard Siken

"You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves you, but he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terrible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and you're trying not to tell him that you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you didn't even have a name for."

The author really describes the feeling well. Anyway. When do you feel most at peace?
At night in bed, with my cats. I love to listen to creepypastas and music while drifting into sleep.
 
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alexithymia

alexithymia

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Sep 18, 2019
176
In bed at night.

I've always felt safest in my home at night. It's like the darkness outside is a massive blanket. I feel worse during the day. I spent most of my days waiting for it to be night again.
 
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magick'sgone

magick'sgone

And so on it goes....
May 16, 2019
125
Out in the forest
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I'd say I'm the most content when I'm listening to Vangelis or I'm outside on a nice day and no ones around
 
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mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
I feel most at peace when I'm drifting off to sleep.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
I feel most at peace thinking about death
Peace/hugs
 
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Élégie

Student
Sep 24, 2019
143
Riding my bike or hiking in the woods... also when I'm asleep.
 
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brain problems

defective
May 31, 2019
26
Not necessarily "at peace" though whenever I really get into a book, movie, video game ect. I can tune out from reality and live in another universe for awhile. Not having to hear my own thoughts is the best! ^o^/
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
When thinking about catching the bus.
 
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IsadoraBeauxdraps

IsadoraBeauxdraps

would like to follow that butterfly
Aug 23, 2019
160
When I sleep :zzz:
 
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Dartz

Dartz

Give Me The Dirt
Jun 29, 2018
613
High as hell, home alone, with the speakers turned up
 
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Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
530
Music and dancing is my favorite therapy. I love to "escape" into the forest, on my own, or with my dog. I also love the sun, but living in a cold country, I read/watch lots of travelling stuff, and dream away.
 
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ManWithNoName

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Feb 2, 2019
1,224
Sometimes listening to opera can also stop time:

 

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