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Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
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When the fire burns away,
I will not let it stay,
Don't tell me it's okay,
Because this feeling hurts,

Why oh,
Oh why,
This feeling in my head,
I've made this my own bed,
I shall cause dread,
Forbidden,
Within dreams,

Where shall I go?
When there is no one to show,
How shall I feel within the facts,
Of this misery,
Why shall I bleed,
Tedious indeed,
Who shall I tell,

About this world intellectually,
Am I the one,
Who wants to find peace,
Even if I wanted to believe in you,
God I am sorry,
Please forgive me,

For all that I have,
My sins are overbearing me,
The people in this world,
Why did you create me,
Even within virtues,
There are no more tokens,
For am I truly broken?

I cannot believe,
I give up too easily,
Even if I wanted to,
You were not there,
Or maybe you were,
Where are my angels,
My demons are there,

Within the world it is unfair,
But also fair nothing,
Can make be better as a man,
I need a girlfriend,
Someone who can love me,
Without judgement,
Without stereotypes,

The life of a shy guy,
The world is empty,
Why are we here?
Not lonely,
Just empty and miserable,
Even when happy,
Just let it all end,

I won't pretend,
Of this life I have,
Do I deserve anything,
Where shall I be in the future,
What is my purpose,
Other than to suffer,
Why can't I be happy?
 
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