Discussion where do you see yourself in the next 4 years

[chaosdrifter]

such a scary question. i really don't want to spend more time imagining.. i hope, i'll manage to die or else idk....

 

[HereTomorrow]

...I genuinely don't know. I want to be alive, but there's so many things that could go very well or very wrong in a short period of time.

 

[SA1994EC]

I need to be dead, much much much sooner. My physical and mental conditions are free-falling right now.

 

[FinalVoid25]

Dead.

 

[Namelesa]

Either dead, becoming even mentally worse cus I am still trapped by my family or life is tolerable as I can physically see my best friend again or even live with him, maybe feel somewhat proud as I will have probably finished making one of my games by then.

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

Either in my career field for my current degree, in another degree, or dead. Those are the only paths I see for myself currently.

 

[SteamaHorns]

Most definitely dead if things don't change soon. The idea of being around for the next four years honestly terrifies me if it's like this.

 

[iji]

I just want to be healthy and free from pain... healthy, free from pain. healthy

 

[tbh2023]

It's that even a question. Ofc dead.

 

[username12345]

honestly, i see myself either dead or just existing until that moment comes. i don't believe my life will improve. while i've never been suicidal or harmed myself in any way, ever since my girlfriend passed, i feel overwhelmed with despair and guilt. all i want to do is sleep, and the thought of ctb crosses my mind more than i'd like to admit. the only things that keeps me from ctb is my cat, my family, and my brother. they're the reasons i cant, i wish no one cared whether i lived or died. i hope to live alone soon, but part of me just wants to ctb now. i often wish i could turn back time and make different choices to fix my life, but that's not possible.

I think I will still just be working a shit job with the same guy messing with me and my life. It's already been years of the same exact thing and it's really destroying my mental health. Actually the stress and also physically demanding jobs are ruining my body, too.

I'm sorry things are difficult for you but tbh at least you have people that are real parts of your life. Reach out to them more.

 

[Darkover]

hopefully non existent