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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
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I ordered from DMC 2 months ago and my package has been stuck on:
"Moving Through Network
In Transit to Next Facility"
For weeks now. :(

Are there any other sources for SN?

I have chronic illnesses with no cures, live with chronic pain 24/7, and a survivor of botched surgery and medical malpractice. I don't want to live in physical pain and suffering 24/7 anymore.

Please help
 
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jay_y

jay_y

Psychiatry takes lives
Feb 17, 2025
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I am in a similar state with illness with no cure, constant unberable pain...all because of doctors. I'm losing my life at 20 because of them
I didn't even get to order and now even DSL is down...I hope he will be back soon enough, but if not I'll have to make hanging work somehow.
 
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Goodfornothingbish

Goodfornothingbish

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Please stop asking about sites on this section. Please only use the private section/sanctuary.
 
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aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
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I am in a similar state with illness with no cure, constant unberable pain...all because of doctors. I'm losing my life at 20 because of them
I didn't even get to order and now even DSL is down...I hope he will be back soon enough, but if not I'll have to make hanging work somehow.
I know how you feel. I tried hanging a few times, and SI would kick in. :/ I feel like if I take SN and I'm in the 2 hours away in the of a forest, it will be hard for me to escape lol. That was my original plan.
Please stop asking about sites on this section. Please only use the private section/sanctuary.
I'm sorry but where can I find that? ::
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

MercenariesofMidgar

Possibly the most pathetic person to exist
Nov 30, 2024
347
I'm sorry but where can I find that? ::
Your account is too new to access it. Took me a bit before it popped up. remember being on the homepage and being like "Hmm... something looks different" LOL

Anyways, are you american? At a certain point of the shipping use USPS, they give you better updates. Also, I know a few ppl who got their packages lost during shipping with DMC unfortunately, our postal sucks ig. I've seen up to 9 weeks for it to be delivered once even. If not american, then maybe you could ask others from your home country about their experiences if you could find them

I hope somehow life could improve, and that maybe you don't need it in the first place friend, I'm always wishing for your success. I'm sorry you've been wronged <3
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

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Mar 28, 2025
103
Your account is too new to access it. Took me a bit before it popped up. remember being on the homepage and being like "Hmm... something looks different" LOL

Anyways, are you american? At a certain point of the shipping use USPS, they give you better updates. Also, I know a few ppl who got their packages lost during shipping with DMC unfortunately, our postal sucks ig. I've seen up to 9 weeks for it to be delivered once even. If not american, then maybe you could ask others from your home country about their experiences if you could find them

I hope somehow life could improve, and that maybe you don't need it in the first place friend, I'm always wishing for your success. I'm sorry you've been wronged <3
I'm in the USA o: I have checked USPS shipping and that is what it tells me :/

Unfortunately, my problems are permanent. :( Thank you though
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Yeah 2 months is way too long. Something happened. Sorry, I don't know of any other ones anymore. Hopefully, someone will chime in and dm you an alternative. There has been talk of a Polish source in fairly recent past posts, but not sure if they ship to US.
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
103
Yeah 2 months is way too long. Something happened. Sorry, I don't know of any other ones anymore. Hopefully, someone will chime in and dm you an alternative. There has been talk of a Polish source in fairly recent past posts, but not sure if they ship to US.
Aw, man that sucks :( I was really happy when I ordered it because then I would have a way out of chronic pain 24/7 :/
 
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Aw, man that sucks :( I was really happy when I ordered it because then I would have a way out of chronic pain 24/7 :/
Most in US seem to be (had been) reporting about 2 weeks, sometimes a bit more. Not 2 months, though. Unless it's just legitimately lost at their facility and miraculously just happens to show up one day. I have had regular mail show up like that, months late. I wouldn't hold my breath, though, waiting for it.
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
103


Most in US seem to be (had been) reporting about 2 weeks, sometimes a bit more. Not 2 months, though. Unless it's just legitimately lost at their facility and miraculously just happens to show up one day. I have had regular mail show up like that, months late. I wouldn't hold my breath, though, waiting for it.
I contacted him on WhatsApp, and he said to wait another month until he can try to send it to me again. But, at this point, I'm trying to find another source instead o;
 
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I contacted him on WhatsApp, and he said to wait another month until he can try to send it to me again. But, at this point, I'm trying to find another source instead o;
Responding back is something, I guess. Better than no reply. Sources are hard to come by.
 
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gew

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Mar 29, 2025
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I contacted him on WhatsApp, and he said to wait another month until he can try to send it to me again. But, at this point, I'm trying to find another source instead o;
Please send me his WhatsApp
 
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Mar 27, 2025
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I'm not a survivor of botched surgery that sounds awful I'm so sorry ): but I do know what it's like having chronic illness that doesn't seem to respond to anything. It's horrible. Especially when you start out seemingly healthy and things escalate so quickly until you just can't function like a normal person anymore. 4-5 years ago I was a completely different person inside and outside. I feel for those who have been suffering in health for years or even worse, decades. My heart breaks for everyone out there with no way out of their own hell of health issues. It's a fucked up thing when our bodies fail us so young...I also know how it feels not having a method to ctb on hand just to calm your nerves. I had a gun for months and then I had to get rid of it and I had major anxiety attacks for days afterwards and that's how I found sasu and the sn method. I instantly felt better just knowing I'd have that option. All I can say is I feel your pain friend and also don't give up so easily. You've only tried once to receive from DMC....try again...and if that still doesn't arrive there are other sources I've seen mentioned on here...at least 2. Sn seems to be the easiest most peaceful way to go that doesn't involve a crazy amount of technical skills and effort to acquire. Of course I'm not here to encourage anyone to ctb and would rather see your recovery but I also know it's not always fixable for everyone and I'd hate to see you try other methods and either fail and feel even more hopeless than before or fuck yourself up even worse.
 
aiyuxhan

aiyuxhan

Student
Mar 28, 2025
103
I'm not a survivor of botched surgery that sounds awful I'm so sorry ): but I do know what it's like having chronic illness that doesn't seem to respond to anything. It's horrible. Especially when you start out seemingly healthy and things escalate so quickly until you just can't function like a normal person anymore. 4-5 years ago I was a completely different person inside and outside. I feel for those who have been suffering in health for years or even worse, decades. My heart breaks for everyone out there with no way out of their own hell of health issues. It's a fucked up thing when our bodies fail us so young...I also know how it feels not having a method to ctb on hand just to calm your nerves. I had a gun for months and then I had to get rid of it and I had major anxiety attacks for days afterwards and that's how I found sasu and the sn method. I instantly felt better just knowing I'd have that option. All I can say is I feel your pain friend and also don't give up so easily. You've only tried once to receive from DMC....try again...and if that still doesn't arrive there are other sources I've seen mentioned on here...at least 2. Sn seems to be the easiest most peaceful way to go that doesn't involve a crazy amount of technical skills and effort to acquire. Of course I'm not here to encourage anyone to ctb and would rather see your recovery but I also know it's not always fixable for everyone and I'd hate to see you try other methods and either fail and feel even more hopeless than before or fuck yourself up even worse.
Thank you for your kind words and empathy. I have already tried hanging myself 3x and injured myself in the process. This was before I learned about SS and SN. :( For me, if it wasn't for the pain and chronic illnesses, I would still want to live. But, they make being alive unenjoyable and difficult :/

The few people around me keep trying to convince me that there is still life to live while living with chronic pain 24/7. And I'll be honest with you, I don't want to live this way. I don't want to have to be convinced and forced to stay here. I should WANT to stay here. But, I don't anymore. I don't want to live the rest of my life in pain. If I was in my 60's - 70's, I would be more accepting. But, I'm not. I'm in my early 30's. I don't want this
 
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