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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Can u maybe get on some meds since u work in pharmacy plant?
Sorry miss read your question... I'm on anti depressants at the moment and waiting to see a counsellor but I don't get special treatment because I work in pharmaceuticals
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
I could if I wanted because its also a r and d place so full of labs etc but I don't want to get work involved in my suicide, I was thinking about taking home a bottle of nitrogen but decided against it also
Why would u not want to get on meds if it can save u from losing job? Then again I don't want to be on antidepressants either because often the side effects are bad. Not always if u can find the right one. Some people do well on some stuff and not other stuff. I tried many and because I hated the dependency I came off most stuff.
 
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Lrdhlpme

Lrdhlpme

Student
Aug 2, 2018
138
Why would u not want to get on meds if it can save u from losing job? Then again I don't want to be on antidepressants either bc often the side effects.
Sorry when I answered that question I thought you were saying bring home stuff from work to kill myself not get stuff to help keep job (haha) on anti depressants but think I need to up the dosage
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
Jul 8, 2018
4,348
Sorry when I answered that question I thought you were saying bring home stuff from work to kill myself not get stuff to help keep job (haha) on anti depressants but think I need to up the dosage
Sorry I'm trying to be helpful lol! This is the place where people are not really wanting help to try to live. We mostly giving up if we are here.
 
Aponia & Ataraxia

Aponia & Ataraxia

Experienced
Jun 24, 2018
233
A "job" is an activity where you exchange your physical [life]time & energy, for societal trade units (currency). In other words, it's something that you're paid to do, because you wouldn't do it voluntarily.
 
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Final Escape

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Antidepressants can help but the issue for me was having to constantly refill them and remember to take. At one time I was on so many different meds lol! I'm not sure if I felt better. Maybe numb.
 
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A "job" is an activity where you exchange your physical [life]time & energy, for societal trade units (currency). In other words, it's something that you're paid to do, because you wouldn't [honestly] do it voluntarily.
What's funny about it is that people these days have to act like they really want to. U better be excited to take that job lol! Whatever job it is. You gotta jump through hoops practically to get that job that u really don't want but need. Especially hard if u have something on your record, or don't have a good social network.
 
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thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
My symptoms before I started taking Risperdal were feeling high, mania, anxiety, paranoia. I felt like I had broken out of the matrix lol.

My doctor thinks 6mg is good enough. I won't argue. Being manic and psychotic is a terrifying experience.

I also take Risperidone (3mg) for violent thoughts. One tablet in the morning and two tablets in the evening. I prefer it to Abilify (aripriprazole) as it has too long of a half life and makes me drowsy.

'Funny' how I experienced similar symptoms in 2015 of felling manic but very violent. It was a contrast to the elation I experienced in 2013.
 
thetwilightzone

thetwilightzone

Specialist
Jul 14, 2018
307
In response to the question of working, I can't even get a fucking job. Live in Western Europe with no experience. People in my country (Republic of Ireland) have always been leaving for the US, Canada, and Australia to find any sort of work.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
I've hated every job I've had, I think what I hate is the concept of working idk
 
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Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
I have no problem with working, I just can't anymore I'm too tired all the time. Hell I haven't eaten since yesterday.... It's too much energy. How could I work or do anything.
 
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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
I had no problems working sometimes even 10 hours per day as it was funding my escorts addiction. I knew that world is going to chew me up and spit me out but I kept going.
 
Luke

Luke

tired
Apr 11, 2018
291
I had no problems working sometimes even 10 hours per day as it was funding my escorts addiction. I knew that world is going to chew me up and spit me out but I kept going.

It chews them up too. Interesting if you think about it.
 
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GodKnows

GodKnows

What lies ahead
Jun 28, 2018
119
It chews them up too. Interesting if you think about it.

I was well aware of this fact, but I had absolutely no idea what kind of impact it will have on me.
 
PatKat

PatKat

Meh
Aug 9, 2018
1,027
I've had only a couple of jobs and they all made me miserable. I don't possess any talents that would enable me to find a glamorous job.

But all jobs are stressful because life is stressful.

I have two degrees which are worth shit. I initially wanted to be a teacher. Haha what a fucking joke. I never realized how hellish teaching was until I set foot in a classroom.

Anyone else here hate working with a passion?
Oh yes I am with you. I dont want a fucking job I get fired from every position I get because I have mental issues and they dknt understand I cant control this shit. Going to work is on par with waking up in my list of hatred. Deal with thos fucking people all day... ugh