Why do they make it so hard to CTB I need some advice

[lostSouldier]

I'm a paraplegic in a wheelchair from a motorbike crash and I'm paralysed from my waist down , why by do they make it so hard to get out this life. They want us trapped and suffering it should be our choice no! I want out and thinking of how to I can't put a front on no more making out everything is ok to people while suffering day in day out hiding behind a mask. My life feels so fake . It's like I'm living someone else's life while watching life go by. If you read this Thankyou but I have a question if anyone can help . Do you think loads a Valium 10 zopiclone and alcohol would work? I've also been considering the night night method if anyone knows what I'm on about . Can anyone point me in the direction of a thread that would maybe help

 

[Lostmyonlyson]

My life feels so fake . It's like I'm living someone else's life while watching life go by

I feel you, and agree 100% with what you said. I wouldn't go with OD in prescription drugs and alcohol if could avoid it, it's up to you how to do it, but I would recommend against it. The chance do ctb on that is very low.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Can't advise on using valium + zopiclone + alcohol because just don't know. Everything reported about ODs indicate they're unreliable, though, but really don't know how accurate that is.

Here's the Night Night Megathread.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/the-night-night-method-mega-thread.6834/

 

[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and horrific to me how many wish to force and prolong the suffering of others no matter what, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[lostSouldier]

as hard i as try to be happy and accept my cards I can't do this for ever, I don't want to attempt it and fail I want to succeed first attempt . I want to die with dignity not suffer in silence . After researching a few different ways and being advised OD has a low success rate I stumbled on the night night method and it seems the most painless way to go and something I think I could do I found a rapid stop tourniquet online that I think would work. It's just having the guts to do it and not worry who it hurts or who I'm leaving behind as long as they don't find me I think they will understand, it still gutts me to think how they will be when they find out I feel so selfish but I have to think of myself, I have to . Even writing this I feel selfish putting my troubles on who ever reads it asking for advise off people who's got their own problems

 

[wiggy]

The first thing I'd advise you to look into is the "non-methods that should not be attempted" megathread, which should hopefully dissuade you of trying to kill yourself via overdose. The success rate is woefully low, and a failed attempt could result in permanent and serious health consequences, being institutionalized and/or having to deal with the social stigma of having attempted suicide on top of everything you're dealing with.

 

[Hollowman]

One of the reasons they make it hard is because there isn't much money to be made off of the dead.

 

[bsb601]

I'm a paraplegic in a wheelchair from a motorbike crash and I'm paralysed from my waist down , why by do they make it so hard to get out this life. They want us trapped and suffering it should be our choice no! I want out and thinking of how to I can't put a front on no more making out everything is ok to people while suffering day in day out hiding behind a mask. My life feels so fake . It's like I'm living someone else's life while watching life go by. If you read this Thankyou but I have a question if anyone can help . Do you think loads a Valium 10 zopiclone and alcohol would work? I've also been considering the night night method if anyone knows what I'm on about . Can anyone point me in the direction of a thread that would maybe help

I don't understand why society is so against suicide. You(we) deserve a peaceful end. I'm sorry you're suffering. .