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Life interrupted

Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
138
Pain
Loneliness
Boredom
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
I
Am
Alive
 
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Houzor

Idk what to do with my life
Dec 25, 2022
2
Hate my life
 
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Techef

Techef

Student
Jun 19, 2023
124
Freedom from pain

OR

Death with dignity
 
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brood

brood

It's how I live, not how long I live.
Sep 4, 2019
62
It is time
 
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zipperstuck5171

zipperstuck5171

Member
Jul 7, 2023
16
Hi All,

I have been more of a reader here, I'm curious and I'd like to know why you all want to die but with three words only as it would be easy to read.

I will start

lonely
Fear
Future !!
My
Life
Sucks
 
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feder

feder

I'm more scarred more scarred than my wrist is.
Apr 13, 2023
162
Tired
Scared
Weak
 
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BobbyPellitt

BobbyPellitt

Leap of Faith
Sep 4, 2019
83
ugly
deformed
face
 
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Eternal🌈Rainbow

Eternal🌈Rainbow

♡ ✨ ♡ 🌸 ♡ 💖 ♡ 🌈 ♡
Apr 2, 2022
241
He left me. 💔
I love him. 💖:heart:
 
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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,765
I don't belong
my son died
@Sinkinshyp Sorry for your loss and Rest In Peace to your son.
He left me. 💔
I love him. 💖:heart:
@IneedUMama I don't understand how love is seen as this beautiful emotion and so romantised when really love is truly a destructive emotion that brings suffering.

Unrequited love is a deep pain that cuts so deep and it doesn't stop. I am 26 now. When I was 25 I feel so deeply love with this 55 year old male work colleague. I loved how special he made me feel. We had fun times together. All my life guys ignored me and it felt so great to finally have a man notice me, care about me and always being there. I liked how he was different.

The man turned out to be an arsehole who was no longer interested in me after he got back together with his long term girlfriend who is in her 50s just like him and they have been on and off for 20 years. He even told me I was,"too young" for him and I should find a man "my own age". He said he "can't keep up with a 25 Yr old woman." Arsehole knew the entire time I felt about him and he discards me like me. He kept continuing to cause me soo much pain at work. It hurt so much when he called his on and off partner "his rock." I wanted to be his rock.

I feel like I am never going to find anyone nor be any man's special woman. I feel like I will never met another man to fun and exciting times with like I did with him.I really thought I found the one.

People tell me he is too old but I don't care. All I wanted was him. My laxative abuse and diet pill abuse came back after all the pain he caused me. I want to be numb again because I don't want to feel these feelings anymore.
 
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thrutrekfinaly

thrutrekfinaly

Member
May 4, 2023
44
Existence is overrated
 
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subhuman metalhead

subhuman metalhead

Crowdkiller
Jul 7, 2023
54
Life
Fucking
Blows
 
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tazzmaniandevil

tazzmaniandevil

Member
Jul 7, 2023
7
shit
sucks
majorly

OR

no
testosterone
sad
 
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sometimes.sometimes

sometimes.sometimes

Student
Jun 4, 2023
145
I'm too jealous
 
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aGoodDayToDie

Arcanist
Jun 30, 2023
460
Bored
Frustrated
Unsatisfied
 
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wristcutangel

wristcutangel

What value is there to a life that wants to end?
Jul 5, 2023
167
world alone cruel.
 
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