Will your death by suicide be a suprise

[heldbyone]

No im medically diagnosed as suicidal

 

[hellocana]

Yes and no. I've been pretty normal up until my recent psychosis episode. I've lost my cognitive function and have been extremely depressed since, I tried to ctb during the episode but I seem pretty normal on the outside at the moment. But on the inside I'm living through hell, lost many people and friendships and my career took a nose dive

 

[TAW122]

Perhaps to some people, yes, it will be. For others who may have known me IRL and what not, they might have "saw signs and feel guilty" but I would neither dispute and contest it because for one, I would be gone and would not be able to do so (after all, once I'm dead there is nothing left to fight over), and the other one, I would be rather foolish and stupid to try to drop red flags or hints, jeopardizing my own bus ticket or the bus stop. At the end, I just want to end my own suffering above all else.

 

[kopebaldy]

Maybe not my brother lol, man has been rambling a lot on "look how scary death is" lately, I think he's suspecting.

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

For some yes but at this point if they don't see it coming them they were obviously one of the problems in my life.

 

[usernamesarehard]

For some people yes, for others, no.

 

[Aloneandinpain]

I think a lot of people suffer so little in their lives that they can't even comprehend the idea of us catching the bus.

 

[cherrycoke]

For 99% of the people that know me, yes. I've been resolute on CTB since January (i've thought about it most of my life, never had a plan). I've only told 2 people that I plan to do it. Everyone else just sees my silly social media posts and concert recaps. I think about CTB every single day. I'm saddened to think how my leaving will impact everyone but I won't be here so....

It will absolutely be the case; no one will expect it because I am considered so balanced. They just don't seen what I feel inside me. Ever since I have been a teenager, I have carried the knowledge that I will die by suicide. Its now getting closer and tie will be here soon

I could've written this myself

 

[claracatchingthebus]

There's no one left to be surprised or apathetic in my life mostly.

One person would be sad if he found out. He probably wouldn't learn of it, id just disappear.

 

[SmellsLikeNapalm]

There's no one in my life to surprise

The only friend I had hates me now (rightfully so I fucked up) and her and I haven't spoken since March

 

[ginko0]

It will absolutely be the case; no one will expect it because I am considered so balanced. They just don't seen what I feel inside me. Ever since I have been a teenager, I have carried the knowledge that I will die by suicide. Its now getting closer and tie will be here soon

It's basically the same for me. I think I've become a great actor at this point.

 

[jenson]

Its hard to say. I probably give off the most suicidal vibes of my family with the best reasons and a prior situation where I basically admitted to it then went to therapy. I mean my friends probably think its likely to and so do my coworkers. Its really doesn't matter though. I've started to realize that what happens after you ctb wont matter because you wont really be able to care anymore anyway.

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I expect those closest to me and those distant to me will be surprised, but will come to understand that it was bound to happen. They know my struggles with mental health, but they've never been aware of how dark the thoughts are, or how deeply they've infected my mind. I just hope they'll be able to take care of what I leave behind.