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Mar 23, 2018
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Dax-Depression 😭😭😭😭😭








I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help, mm
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

Sometimes I sit, and I reminisce 'bout the good times
Wish I could get those back
I keep on runnin' these races that go in my mind
And they go on these tracks
I'm not ready to erase all my memories
Hmm, I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
Look around, there's liquor bottles all on the floor
Fillin' up the space inside my heart and my home
Drownin' out these thoughts until they leave me alone

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days

These thoughts are drainin' all my energy
I try to tell 'em to God, they said, I'm goin' insane
And then they recommended therapy
And I go and talk to a man who's gettin' paid to explain
He started sayin' that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain

Ain't connectin' to accomplishments associated with movin' on in life
And pass the things that my heart cannot contain
So that happiness won't sustain
And he read me my options
He said, "Here goes a pill, only take two, eat a meal"
And they don't know how I feel (know how I feel...)

I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt (took the cards they dealt)
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself (when I'm by myself)
I just pray for brighter days

Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
I've got all of my flaws livin' inside of this boat
I've been anchored in pain, the weight is makin' me choke
It's gettin' harder to breathe, it's pullin' right at my throat
I've been hopin' for change, but don't know how to restart
They say you ain't a man when you're exposin' your heart
Then they say you insane until it tears you apart
And then it cuts you so deep, and they can tell by the scars

We can only see change when we accept who we are
Try to run from the shame, and you will never get far
Don't you bottle the pain and live your life in the dark
You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
With our God, you can beat all the odds
Keep your faith, and you'll never be lost and say

I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
Think I might need help (I think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothin' I can change
So, when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
I can't do anything right.... 😭🤬😭🤬😭🤬😭

I'm so ready to CTB !!!!!!!! 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

Theory Of A Deadman-Hate My Life
:heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








So sick of the hobos
Always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work
And they just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people
Who can't drive their cars
Bitch, you better get out of the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife
Is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

How come I never get laid
Nice guys always lose
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job
My boss is a dick
I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life

I hate that I can't tell
When a girl's underage
You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass
Then her daddy punches me in the face
So if you're pissed like me
Bitches, here's what you gotta do
Put your middle fingers up in the air
Go on and say "Fuck you"

I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end
Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sight
I hate my life
So much at stake, can't catch a break
I hate my life
No, it's nothing new, hearing "it sucks to be you"
I fucking hate my life
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Jason Derulo-Take You Dancing :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (Jason Derulo)

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
Performin' just like my 'Rari
You're too fine, need a ticket
I bet you taste expensive
Pouring up, up, up by the liter
If you keepin' up you's a keeper
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da

Pull up, skrrt-skrrt on your body
It's just us two in this party
That Louis, that Prada looks so much better off ya
Turn me up, up, up, be my waitress
Know we not in love so let's make it
Tequila and vodka
Girl, you might be a problem

Run away, run away, run away, run away
I know that I should (know that I should)
But my heart wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay, wanna stay now
You can see it in my eyes that I wanna take you down right now if I could
So I hope you know what I mean when I say

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Like da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (if you know what I mean)

Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (girl)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancing)

Let me take you dancing
Two-step to the bedroom
We don't need no dance floor
Let me see your best move
Anything could happen
Ever since I met you
No need to imagine
Baby, all I'm asking
Is let me take you dancing

Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (oh, baby)
Da-da-da-da-da-da (If you know what I mean)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (yeah, all night)
Da-da-da-da-da-da
Da-da-da-da-da-da (dancin')
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Falling In Reverse-Watch The World Burn :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully
And I don't medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently
Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy
I battle depression, I'm back with a message
I'm asking the question that if you hate me, why you acting obsessive?
I'm past the point of no return, fuck being passive-aggressive
I'll brandish a weapon, teach all you motherfuckers a lesson

I actually battle my demons and shadows
They swim in the deep, and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost
I gotta admit that I'm living the life that I've always wanted, but it comes at a cost
They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart, I'm swimming with sharks
I'm lifting the bar, I'm lifting it into the stars
I'm like a shot of adrenaline mixed with some Ritalin

You started a battle, but bitch, I'ma finish it
You think you can stop me? Not even a little bit
Nowadays, everybody's so sensitive
Taking my words and you pick it apart
Tripping on nothing, just get in the car
Gripping and ripping, I'm sticking the mark
I'm tipping the ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-charts

'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me
Evil tendencies are fucking with me mentally
I got people that don't like me in the industry
I can feel your energy, you are not a friend to me
'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah
I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah
I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat
All it takes is one post, watch 'em fall like dominoes

You'll never get rid of me, too many mini-mes ripping my imagery
You know my history, it ain't a mystery
I put every enemy outta they misery
Somebody, send me some positive energy
About to go Darth, about to go Disney
Into the darkness, into infinity and
Shut you motherfuckers up, you listening?

Stacking every little pretty penny that I'm getting
And I'm never giving in to anybody, always winning
Never kidding when I die, I'm taking everybody with me
You're never gonna get me 'cause you'll never see it simply
I'm a motherfucking god, you're a light yawn, I'm a time bomb
And the vibes wrong, is this mic on?
I'm killing the syllables with a loaded refillable
I'm a lyrical, typical super villain, I'm venomous
And I'm never gonna stop until they put me on top of the list
I can't control the monster any longer that's inside

The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows hard to swallow
Death is calling so appalling
Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down
Like missiles falling from the sky
Come and save us
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
Here today, but gone tomorrow

The pain inside is the fuel that drives
This flesh and bone through blood-red skies
The death defying, hypnotizing
One day you're gonna figure out that
Everything they taught you was a lie
Watch the world burn

Ooh

The fear is what keeps you alive
Break the fucking chains, take back your life
The fear is what keeps you insane
Break the fucking chains, take away the pain
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,680
David Guetta-Forever Young :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
Forever Gone, I Want To Be Forever Gone 😉😂









"Forever Young"

Don't leave afraid, what's here tonight
Heaven can wait, no use in watchin' the sky
Don't say goodbye, just hold me tight
Heaven can wait, I wanna dance one more time

Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Do you really want to live forever?
Forever
Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

Dance one more time
Give me the feelin' again
Just one more time
Don't you give me the feelin' that I'm forever young?

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever young
 
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"Otherwise" RCHP
 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Suicide Silence-No Pity For A Coward :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







Dry your eyes
Hide your face with your hands
One last breath, hold it in

Fuck your past
Your future
Is in your hands

Just sit back and relax
Put your fucking shades on
Put that gun to your head
You're a fucking disgrace

Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?
Can your god save you now?

You coward
You coward
You coward
You coward

Drowning yourself
In your tears
No one has
Pity for you

Pity for you
Pity for you
Pity for you

Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch

Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
Seconds from the end
What's it gonna be?
Pull the trigger, bitch
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Erik Gronwell (Just some of his cover songs) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:
(I think I'm having a Bro-Crush moment) 😉😍😍😍





 
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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Ok... Who's Next ? 😂😂😂😂
Selena Gomez-Single Soon :heart::hihi::heart::hihi::heart:










Should I do it on the phone?
Should I leave a little note
In the pocket of his coat? Yeah
Maybe I'll just disappear
I don't wanna see a tear
And the weekend's almost here

I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon
I know he'll be a mess when I break the news
But I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I'ma date who I wanna, stay out late if I wanna
I'ma do what I wanna do
I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I know I'm a little high maintenance
But I'm worth a try
Might not give a reason why (oh, well, yeah)
We both had a lot of fun
Time to find another one
Blame it all on feelin' young

I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon
I know he'll be a mess when I break the news
But I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

I'ma date who I wanna, stay out late if I wanna
I'ma do what I wanna do
I'm pickin' out this dress, tryin' on these shoes
'Cause I'll be single soon, I'll be single soon

Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
Yeah, I'll be single soon
Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
Yeah, I'll be single soon (ah-ah)
 
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All That Remains -Forever Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:







"Forever Cold"

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where you where when he fell
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I'll dive straight into mud but onto you I hold
Don't need to be the bigger man forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

You can't be cut out
'Cause you were never in
How dare you think that you would ever get away with it
I'll tell you what I know
And it's not what I can prove
Damn you, damn him, damn me for tolerating you

I'll burn every lie you have I'll let it all unfold
My heart until the bitter end forever cold

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold

I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold

Looking in insanity
But inside the pieces all fit
I know this whore will conjure lies if she can benefit
So tell me one more time
Where were you when he fell?
I know you're not the victim, I'll see you burn in hell

I own my anger
'Cause all that was left was to walk away
I own my anger
I won't let it go forever cold
(Forever cold, forever cold)
I own my anger
Forever cold

Forever cold
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Suicide Silence-Fuck Everything :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:



















"Fuck Everything"



If you hate the world around you.

And you hate everything that you see.

And if what you see makes you happy,

Then fuck off cause we're all out of time.

So follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



If you hate the world around you.

And it makes you sick what you see.

Then follow me.



Life is short, I'll make it what it's worth.

With time well spent, time spent so well.

So don't run away, just face the new day,

Without a single fear in mind.

Just take it one day at a time!



And...Fuck everything! Everything!

Fuck everything! Everything!



Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we all call home.

Welcome to a nightmare,

This is the place we hate to call home.

We fucking hate! Hate hate hate



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x6]



Put your fingers in the fucking air,

And live your life without a care.



If you hate the world and you hate what you see,

Then say this with me, fuck everything

[x2].



If you hate the world, fuck everything,

And it makes you sick what you see, fuck everything.

Say this with me, fuck everything, fuck everything!



Fuck everything, fuck everything

, ehya! [x5]

Fuck everything! Fuck everything! [x7]
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Static X-Cold :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








We kiss the stars

We writhe, we are

Your name, desire

Your flesh, we are

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Your mouth, these words

Silence, it turns

Humming, we laugh

My head falls back

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold

Cold, we're so cold

We are so

Cold, we're so cold
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
9,680
Dark Divine-The Reaper :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground



My friend, death is an impatient man

Waiting and praying for the day that I finally snap

I don't want to know when it happens

But honestly, it could have already happened

Fighting the voices with internal bloodshed

Facing the fears that have taken control of my head



Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground

Screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-



Save me from my superficial suicide

Don't let it consume me

Death is only the beginning of the end



My friend, death, he's as crazy as me

Watching the clock as I'm rotting away

Projecting my judgments and bad energy

Life is always hiding a dead personality

(Dead personality)



Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking-



And I'll never be free

Until they finally hear me

Silence has a way of being deafening

To those who are not used to listening



Listen to me



Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Just screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the fucking ground

Somebody help, I'm stuck in my head

I don't want to be here, I'd be better off dead

Screaming inside without making a sound

Just rip out my heart and put me in the ground
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Ghost-It's A Sin :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








"It's A Sin"

(originally by Pet Shop Boys)

When I look back upon my life
It's always with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
At school, they taught me how to be
So pure in thought and word and deed
They didn't quite succeed
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
Father, forgive me, I tried not to do it
Turned over a new leaf, then tore right through it
Whatever you taught me, I didn't believe it
Father, you fought me, 'cause I didn't care
And I still don't understand
So I look back upon my life
Forever with a sense of shame
I've always been the one to blame
For everything, I long to do
No matter when or where or who
Has one thing in common, too
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin, it's a sin
Everything I've ever done
Everything I ever do
Every place I've ever been
Everywhere I'm going to
It's a sin
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin
It's a, it's a, it's a
It's a sin
 
Yoñlü×

Yoñlü×

Smaller than a grain of salt in the wide sea
Jul 19, 2024
80

Suicide Song - Yoñlu

Back into your arms because I just can't be
Anything outside of them
Reinvaginated just to rewind
Back to the time I had a future I could see
Now I find that days slip through in loneliness
Now I see it doesn't help to understand
How the pain became world-sized
And how I realised
That life is losing friends
Try to see through these sheets of shit poetry
And see what there is left
See, I'm sad cause I'm alone in this world and
Writing doesn't seem to help
Now she's gone like everyone I ever met
Now my suicide is lit by the sunset
It's pretty sad if you ask me
I don't think I will be
Around to see your face again
 

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