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Suicide Discussion

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Story Failed attempt
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3
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514
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story pretended to graduate yesterday
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1
Views
338
Inthewind
Inthewind
venua
Story Self inflicted - a poem
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1
Views
198
Ashe
Ashe
bpdbunnygirl
Story my life + waiting to ctb
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1
Views
219
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
felixwasabsurd
Story How do I leave people behind
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5
Views
371
solblaze
solblaze
Ultsern
Story What is even going on
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2
Views
309
Ultsern
Ultsern
DoomerPrince
Story I'm so lonely and i don't have the courage to ctb
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30
Views
1K
TheBlackSwordsman
TheBlackSwordsman
Jealous Blackheart
Story Drowning Pt.1 (Narrative)
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0
Views
273
Jealous Blackheart
Jealous Blackheart
Foreverix
Story My story so far...
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0
Views
207
Foreverix
Foreverix
donxtwait
Story the dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had
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1
Views
453
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
M.O.N
Story realized I may possibly have experienced some sort of brain damage after attempt
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8
Views
954
M.O.N
M.O.N
d3j3ct3dl0s3r05
Story Surviving ctb is embarrassing
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3
Views
568
Pyxel
Pyxel
Açucarzinho583
Story School Escape and Failed Suicide
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2
Views
533
Crono
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Story Oscillating...
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2
Views
255
Louise Payne
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PotSmokingSloth
Story I have no doubt left.
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0
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252
PotSmokingSloth
PotSmokingSloth
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Story Hollie, 20, took her own life just a week after being discharged from the mental health crisis team
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12
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1K
jussrav
jussrav
subhuman metalhead
Story I attempted and failed yesterday
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3
Views
886
wasted__life__23
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10000DaysTooMany
Story My trip home.
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4
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728
J&L383
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S_IsMyUsername
Story I hope the meaning of life is the same as in the short story "The Egg".
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0
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854
S_IsMyUsername
S_IsMyUsername
sapphoslastpoem
Story I hope someone reads this
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17
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1K
experimentee
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Lemarkus
Story I've never in my life been suicidal until now
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7
Views
531
Aergia
Aergia
dra1ncoreslwt
Story I learned about myself here
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2
Views
555
dra1ncoreslwt
dra1ncoreslwt
Amelie
Story Reposting. Harassment and malicious behaviour from Pro-Lifers. Kelli Wilson. Lee Cooper.
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3
Views
589
Sandboard
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AresCohere
Story A Thousand Miles Away
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0
Views
249
AresCohere
AresCohere
ternox
Story It gets worse and worse
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0
Views
276
ternox
ternox
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Story How getting help saved not just my life, but other people’s
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3
Views
328
troubled983
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0xdobalina
Story I have no reasons left to live
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18
Views
785
KillerIsMe
KillerIsMe
Frankiesaysbye
Story The reason why I’m on here in the first place
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1
Views
252
strawberry_lemons
strawberry_lemons
bbveevee
Story CBT-ing tomorrow
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5
Views
650
bbveevee
bbveevee
Jealous Blackheart
Story Stars
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5
Views
451
wait.what
wait.what
thatworthlessmale04
Story I need to CTB, both because I deserve it, and so that my mother can finally be at peace again after almost 20 years
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1
Views
276
dialogos
dialogos
ChildrensITV
Story How did you make peace with the fact you're going to hurt loved ones/family?
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60
Views
2K
ultrasharpy123456
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35alcoholics
Story Good news
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8
Views
863
aetherless
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WoundedComrade
Story Allah forgives suicide
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5
Views
661
Ernest1964
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unsaiddes
Story Got a wake up call that my CTB behaviors sometimes endanger the people I care about
Replies
4
Views
307
dialogos
dialogos
TheCrypt
Story How i got very depressed (its actually what i guess was the reason)
Replies
1
Views
614
dialogos
dialogos
catotoctb
Story Living wanting not to live
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2
Views
264
catotoctb
catotoctb
MindFog
Story They don't believe I'm being harrassed.
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9
Views
424
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
Amelie
Story Article about the Sarco
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0
Views
266
Amelie
Amelie
T
Story I didn’t have any SI during my attempt
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9
Views
728
Anon7b8
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Story Survived my SN last June
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118
Views
26K
Orbitc
Orbitc
notrealmatthew
Story Jumping from happiness to a destructive cycle: Gambling Addiction, CTB Attempts, Self-Harm, BPD
Replies
0
Views
590
notrealmatthew
notrealmatthew
15032021
Story Maybe I just deserve this
Replies
0
Views
268
15032021
15032021
ceus
Story Hello there you wonderful people :)
Replies
11
Views
953
ceus
ceus
Beepvonboop
Story Currently going to CTB
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12
Views
691
day
day
tpboy
Story Im so grateful for this site and all the people that make it up.
Replies
2
Views
312
アホペンギン
アホペンギン
Riddles
Story How many times did you attempt to commit suicide, how old were you, and how did it go?
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49
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4K
CTBookOfLife
CTBookOfLife
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Story The worst thing I did.
Replies
1
Views
316
venin
venin
SunflowerBrains
Story Holy fuck-
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1
Views
366
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Unattainable666
Story Walked Out
Replies
1
Views
290
CW36
CW36
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