I made it through less than 4 minutes of the first episode of the documentary. I feel physically sick. I feel unbridled anger and hatred. These people don't understand. But their crime is that they don't want to even try to understand. They have their agenda, and that's all that matters to them. The way they sensationalize the deaths of people who suffered in life. I do feel sadness for the families who were left behind. And some of their quotes resonated with me, because the actual words they said were so true, but their own supposedly moral high ground twists their meaning.
"It's a systematic failure of everything." The speaker meant that the government had failed to protect the people who died from an evil internet forum, from an evil supplier of a suicide method. The actual systematic failure is what made a world where someone felt a need to create that forum in the first place, and where others felt a need to seek it out.
"Every single victim needs justice." The speaker meant that these people were victims of the supplier providing the means to an end. The fact was, these people were victims of life, be it of abusive families, hateful governments or their own unconquerable personal demons. They were victims of a system that was always rigged against them. This documentary only fuels that vile system.
I would not wish the feeling of suicidality on anyone. It is a disgusting, crushing, vile state. It breaks you. I am so saddened that the thousands of other users on this forum experience it alongside me. I do not even wish it on the scum who made this documentary. All I wish is for them to understand. I wish they could make the smallest effort to get off their high horses, walk in the mud with the peasants, and recognize that life isn't a blessing for everyone.
I am so sick of a world where everything I think, say and do is wrong. Doctors, psychiatrists, psychologists: they all challenge everything that is fundamentally true to me, because, as they tell me, I'm not thinking rationally, I'm not being logical, I'm not using reason. They can't grasp that my reality is my reality. They're as deluded as I am. The makers of this documentary are what I would call mentally ill. They are not in touch with reality. They are trapped in their own bubble, convinced that their way is the only way.
I'm so hurt and so angry. All I can do is send my support to those of you here with me, and express my sadness for your suffering. Sometimes, the world really is, very literally, against us.