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ame-chan

ame-chan

Life is just needlessly long
Sep 9, 2023
12
Ame mean rain in japanese, I love the Japanese culture and I also love the rain lol. And that's also the name of a character made by my favorite singer "tuyu".
 
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Kerrtu

Kerrtu

Komeetta ♊︎
May 8, 2023
474
Kerrtu is loosely translated to Gertrude or Trudy in English. I was partly named after my maternal grandmother who immigrated from Finland.

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CryaSparrow

In the end, it won't matter
Sep 9, 2023
5
Crya and Sparrow are my two remaining friends. They're the only people tethering me to this world.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
39,131
It's named after the music Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary. The lyrics are about longing for death.
 
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dead_milky

Member
Sep 9, 2023
75
milk reminds me of children and innocence. Dead seems obvious. It's to refer both to my dead innocence and to the fact I'm still clinging onto being a kid.

but I'm also constantly infantalising myself in a way, wanting somebody to look after me since I see myself as a frail little doll
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,657
My user name and custom title is Latin. It's a quote that is attributed to Cicero.

Praestat mori, quam haec pati = It's better to die than to suffer this.
 
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backtoearth

backtoearth

<3
Sep 9, 2023
124
It refers to the idea of giving my body back to the Earth and allowing my spirit to be free.
 
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Borderline

Borderline

Borderline Personality Disorder
Aug 8, 2023
79
I have BPD.
 
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Teleftaía Anapnoí

Teleftaía Anapnoí

δεν υπάρχει μέλλον
Jul 6, 2023
127
In greek, the meaning is "last breath".
 
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nicotine_goblin

nicotine_goblin

Student
Aug 28, 2023
198
I have a smoking problem also I think it'd be funny
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
424
Tokugawa Yoshinobu was the last Shogun of Japan and I find him pretty interesting as a historical figure. Also I just like Japanese history and samurai stuff, that's why I chose this name.
 
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Jezzibell

Jezzibell

On my way out. Yayyyyy
Apr 21, 2023
709
Ah. Reminds me. I need to change it.
 
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Sad Avocado

Those things I've never said
May 27, 2023
206
Its the username I use everywhere with fake accounts. And there's also a bit of my surname in this (not telling which part)
 
アホペンギン

アホペンギン

Jul 10, 2023
2,199
my name means nothing to me, just another meaningless username on the internet.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,461
Rational Man is synonymous with my mindset in that i have thought long and hard about my quality of living and cessation of life, that life is impermanence. My desire to cease before my disease takes over and kills me in awful ways. That i have no faith in the health service can help me now. Im not impulsive but rational and when the time arrives, I will cease!.
 
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monday?

monday?

negative utilitarian, toxic nihilist, coomerpilled
Jul 28, 2023
42
If i remember well i made this account on a saturday and i was convinced i would ctb the next monday. turns out my method was incredibly stupid and here i am. i think it's been like 4 mondays since then lol
 
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natthebrat

natthebrat

only help i want is with ctb
Jul 9, 2023
170
My name is Natalie, and if I were to tell my parents (or any functioning adult for that matter) about my struggles and how I really feel about life, I'd just get called a spoiled brat.
 
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Shin_Q753811

Shin_Q753811

An Epidemic of Absence
Sep 9, 2023
5
Shin comes from "Shinju" - a japanese word for lovers suicide (my dream way to go).

"Q753811" is the article ID of "Shinju" on wikipedia.
 
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sancsuinet

<|:)
Apr 11, 2023
68
i didnt want to be found here, i wanted it to be easy to remember but easy to delete
 
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MulherSatanás

MulherSatanás

Born Ugly
Sep 10, 2023
49
My name is in Portuguese, translated as: "Woman Satan". It's my favorite song by a Brazilian band called "Os Pedrero". I also use another version of this name "MS Mulher Satanás". MS stands for "Mendigo Satanista" (Satanist Beggar) and also references my favorite member of the Brazilian band UDR, "MS Barney".
 
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dra1ncoreslwt

dra1ncoreslwt

tove 𓆩♡𓆪
Mar 22, 2023
129
mine is inspired by my favorite music artist Sewerslvt, but with my own representation of what her music means to me, kind of hypocritical since her last album was in part dedicated to suicide prevention, but her music resonates and empathizes to me.
 
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passivethought121

passivethought121

Student
Jun 11, 2023
315
Passively suicidal, which is the first trait someone described me as cause they knew the real me lol. Never lied about how I felt to them bc I know they didn't care whatsoever and wouldn't snitch.
 
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Gloomislost

Gloomislost

Pet the bunnies for me · 18
Jul 27, 2023
177
I just feel lost. Like I don't know what to do so, Gloom (me) is lost.
 
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howcanigo

howcanigo

another day without saying what i want to say?
Sep 9, 2023
45
Mine's a reference to a song lyric
 
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The clan name of one of my favorite Sengoku daimyo.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,796
my name is darkover is short for darkoverflow, it's a computer term known as "Integer overflow" basically when adding two number together the result can be larger than 32bits or 64bits resulting in a overflow, i love programming
 
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Deleted member 65988

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@Tokugawa_Yoshinobu why him, why the last seii-taishogun as your username. It's really cool to see it, I was gonna do Tosho-Daigongen but decided against it.
 

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